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>I don't want language learning to be any sort of idol for me.
There is nothing wrong about you seeking out your passion. It’s God that instills us with our passions. Following them is all a part of his plan. Granted I can’t say that about all passions, but you seem to think all passion is sinful, even comparing yours to idolatry (not even close to idolatry, not even close to being a sin). It saddens me to here people talk like this. If your passion is not a sin then stop thinking of it as one just because it gives you joy. We don’t have to be fighting everything that gives us pleasure, in fact pleasure is not an accurate gauge to sin, you will be mislead severely by measuring sin in such a way. This is a mentality I see often accompanied by your flag. Who put this thought in your minds?
Look around you. Everyone that is amazing at what they do and at the head of their craft is only that advanced because they seek out their passion. Passion often is the reason people are able to jump over all the obstacles in their way when trying to reach a goal. Many people reach a successful place unknowingly because they had no other motivation but to follow their passion. After you’ve mastered all these things and end up with new tools, then God will step in and say, “Hey! Ever noticed that you can now do this for Me? Food for thought.”
Follow your passion, it’s often part of God’s plan. One doesn’t need to know everything about God’s plan for them before doing them step by step. In fact one can’t guide his own steps, even when trying to do something for God. If you have a passion that your devoting yourself to then just follow it. God is not just sitting around in the meantime. At the end of that road you’ll see he was the architect of the whole thing.