Looking for tips on living without it, because this is my biggest flaw.
During the huge mask craze when everyone was wearing them everywhere, I always lacked the interest to go out. I didn't know why, nothing had changed, I just didn't really want to, it seemed pointless. It took a while to realize that it was because I was having to cover up most of my face.
Here I thought the main reason for my going out into the world was because of necessity alone. I have come to find that my main reason has been to flaunt my pretty face, and be given positive attention because of my face/body/whatever. And, assuming I am not starving/in dire need of something, I literally cannot bring myself to do anything at all for myself.
I will still happily go to help someone if they need me, but other than that, if I cannot show off my physical form …I dont want to go anywhere.
It really is crazy how I never knew this until I literally couldnt show my face. It was so weird. I felt like a real piece of dogsh1t to say the least. And I know I will grow old eventually, so I know that relying on vanity is not going to last.
I know this is literally not a real problem at all. Still just asking, how others have gotten around the vain crutch.