>>836777
>What happens naturally is innocent
>Jesus will take me as deep into a dream as He’ll like me to go
>It’s important that I don’t try to control the gift
Imagine if Maria Callas just stuck to singing in the shower.
Imagine if Bach, rather than try to develop his God-given gift for composition to its highest heights, instead chose to stick to his natural improvisations, seeing the act of improvising as an experience from God that one shouldn't "try to control".
As a Christian, I'm sure you're aware of the Parable of the Talents? What do you think will happen when you stand before God and the Lord sees that you did not develop the gifts he gave you? I believe what you're doing is comparable to the servant that buries his Talents.
>I had a lucid dream last night. Jesus was there
2 Corinthians 11:14
>And no wonder: for Satan himself transformeth himself into an angel of light.
The Bible reveals that demons will present themselves as holy figures.
St. Pio was one of the holiest men in recent times. From childhood, he was able to see people's guardian angels and he even developed stigmata. Even he, despite his great holiness, claimed that at times, Satan would appear to him, disguised as Jesus. I believe Mary was the only human to never be tested; to never be tempted.
As painful as it may be, I think one should consider the possibility that their mystic experiences are in fact, not holy. It happens. The Catholic Church is swamped in private revelations people have had which have been deemed to either have been fabricated or to not be of divine origin. While I do believe such experience can be legitimate, I believe it ultimately to be for the best to assume that this is not the case since it usually is the case that these experiences were not of divine origin.
I believe it's okay to be doubtful of the legitimacy of such experiences. When Our Lady appeared in the Our Lady of Guadalupe apparition, she provided Juan Diego the proof he needed to persuade the Bishop that the apparition was legitimate. There's nothing wrong with doubting these things. God in his compassion will reassure you of its legitimacy if it really is legitimate. You may believe disbelieving in these things to be a symptom of one's distrust in God but really, it's a humble submission to Him.
Genesis 50:20
<You thought evil against me: but God turned it into good, that he might exalt me, as at present you see, and might save many people.
God may allow these things as he intends to use the evil deeds, the evil deeds of the angels that rebelled against him in this case, and make good out of them. As these experiences may not be of a holy nature, I suggest disregarding whatever figures are appearing to you and doing as you will. If they truly are of God and God needs you to know this truth, he'll find a way.
For the time being, I wish to say that I'm very suspicious of how you had such an intense dream seemingly the night after I recommended this book to you. I believe you are being lured into a trap and should you fall into it, your gift will be hijacked by these malevolent forces and become an instrument of your own downfall. Since they emulate the high priest, Jesus Christ, I expect they intend to destroy you through false teachings. The truth contained in the initial teachings is merely a tool to gain your trust so that you put faith in the increasingly distorted later teachings.
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