Ever since playing Super Mario RPG as a kid I've had a love/hate relationship with the genre. I'm mildly obsessed with JRPGs. I've been making a soundtrack for an imaginary RPG in my head and the songs are coming out pretty good. When I show them online people usually praise them.
But yeah my feelings on the genre are conflicted. Final Fantasy, Dragon Quest, Breath of Fire, you name it, these games are steeped in the occult. This stems from the original D&D influence, of course. D&D was influenced by benign things like Tolkien, but it was also influenced by actual occultism. So it's messy.
The fact that you can "summon" beings in Final Fantasy was already a bit worrisome. And then of course you get the culmination of that in the Persona series, where the whole thing actually revolves around summoning demons. And the killing God thing is a trope in the genre. The storylines are usually heavily gnostic.
When I was a teen I cast all my games into an evangelical bonfire of the vanities. More recently I've been going through some spiritual problems and I broke my Bloodborne and Nioh PS4 CDs and threw them in the trash. Maybe I'm being too puritanical, I don't know.
I love video games but a lot of the coolest games seem to be steeped in occultism, violence and general darkness. Which makes for a cool aesthetic, but does it make for holy living?
I'm rambling, i'm sorry. And these issues are also applicable to other creative/artistic fields. But I think I might give up video games, they seem to get in the way when I really try to live a holy life.