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Read the book of Jeremiah and Lamentations, he was sad too and is called the weeping prophet

Doing drugs will make your life even worse. That's a terrible idea.

If you don't know for certain you're gaoing to heaventhen watch attached video

I hope the shrooms heal you.

I was exactly where your at now 9 years ago. Christ led me to marijuana. Not as a cure but as a tool to numb the hatred and pain. My reputation was slandered with the worst lies and I left my church and lost all my friends (was a Jehovah’s Witness at the time). I tried my best to convince everyone I’m not demon possessed but because the lies came from people with titles who were looked up upon I ultimately failed. The marijuana eased the pain and overtime I realized I was supposed to ease my pain in order to approach God with humility and readiness in prayer. I was so filled with hate I couldn’t pray properly. And filled with spiritual poison making it impossible to read the Bible. I had been battling with depression since I was 13 because my religion taught many lies. One being that God requires his subjects to be ready to see their loved one raped if necessary to prove their faith. This was just one of the poisons. There were many. Over time I realized that God loves me and couldn’t stand to see me believe such lies, he wanted me out of that cult and wanted all my fake friends out of my life. It wasn’t easy. I took shrooms once and praised god for such a gift, it really is a gift. But I would not recommend you start with shrooms. I would recommend marijuana, because it’s much milder and gives you a good idea of how to navigate psychedelics. Do marijuana for a year maybe two. this will make psychedelics much easier to get into if your still depressed. If you Absolutely can’t take the pain even with weed then pray to Christ before you do the psychedelics, it’s important to spend your high with Christ, at least the first three times.

There’s a reason all this happened to you. Don’t be sad. Once Christ gives you the details you’ll understand why your going through this. Please don’t commit suicide. I’ve been there. Your depression is not permanent, no matter what people say. Depression is a spiritual sickness, many never get through it because they refuse to treat it as a spiritual sickness. They treat it as a chemical imbalance. It’s all spiritual. As Christ makes his presence more obvious through synchronicity and quincidences and works with you through it. He will eventually let you know why your going through this and I promise you you’ll like the reason. In the end you’ll see you’ve really lost nothing at all, and have gained everything.

Today no one believes those lies about me or respects those wolves anymore. They look at me with a heavy feeling of guilt because they lost a very pure brother. What I though was impossible God did for me. I was also fond of isolation. Still am. It’s where God speaks to me, in isolation. There is nothing wrong with being an introvert. God will guide you out of this. He’s with you constantly. Sometimes the only way to get us out of a calamity that will befall us in the future is to go through a very difficult experience instead.

I don’t know if your familiar with a Japanese cartoon called Naruto. If you are you’ll understand this. You are stuck in a Genjutstu. It’s not real. It’s an illusion. That’s what depression is. Once you see the truth you are out of it. It may take a while.

But the Depression decreases substantially with the use of natural drugs. Do not Fornicate, do not murder, do not worship idols whatever you do. Specially in this condition. You’ve most likely been tricked into believing many lies about God. Christ will help you see those lies. What you do afterwards is up to you. I have to sleep now. When I wake up I’ll Catch up on this forum first. I hope I can be of some help then.

There is no great secret to living. Pray, go back into church, there you will also find company. Nothing much can be said about it.

I obviously not recommend psychedelics, they numb the part of your brain that gives you a self-identity. The supposed illuminating experiences is just literal brain damage.

>>834184

But to be practical about it, my depression decreased a lot once my sleep schedule got in order. This is within your reachable goals, so consider it.

To bbf950: This is the problem! People like you have no guidance to offer! This person is depressed to the point of suicide and all you have to say is, “get some sleep”. No sir or mam! I was told the same! What really happened is your depression eased first then sleep came for you. I was sleeping 1:30 hours a day around 9 years ago. You don’t think I knew I needed more sleep? My sleep was struck from me. No matter how much I tried I couldn’t sleep more than 1:30 to 2:00 hours a day.

Yes there is a great secret. Christ has a great secret to share with each and every Christian who comes into a relationship with him. You’ve simply never had yours.

I’m sorry if I seem a little mean today. But take a step back and look at what you’ve said to this person. Pray with humility for holy perspective if you still don’t see the problem in what you’ve done.

>>834186

I would agree with >>834207 . you are being uncharitable. Certainly what you say is right, for sleep tends to help, but you ought not be so flippant. Speak with kindness, brother.

>>834179

I really hope that picture of Cesare Borgia transplanted on a cartoon body with subtitles isn't supposed to represent something Christ said; You know what happens to people who take God's word lightly.

>>834207

Merely because a response is simple, it does not mean it can't accomplish much. My experience has been the opposite.

Also, you wrongfully assume much about my inner life.

>>834209

I'm not trying to be incisive. Apologies if I did.

I apologize for my assumption. It was a little out of line. Sorry, but it reminded me of the people that almost killed me. There is yet some spiritual gravel in my personality. I assure you Christ doesn’t appreciate the way I said it. Thank you for your humility. I’m constantly working on mine.

>>834231

We all are, fren. God bless.

>>834170

Why would you post a video of a heretic who literally told gay people to commit suicide in a suicide thread? That's not going to help OP

>>834232

Hey friend. I would like to apologize one last time before I leave. I know you forgive me but I feel like I have to say sorry again, you handled it perfectly, may Father bless you.

>>834169

Op I wish you the best. I mean what I said and I’m worried about you the most from anyone else in this catalog. I will pray for you the most. I’m not planning to come back but who am I kidding? If Jesus tells me ‘get your ass back there and preach’, I’ll have no choice but to. I really hope you hold on, because you will make it out of this, no matter how impossible it seems. Someone told me that once, I never believed it for a second, and I’ve never been more happier that I was wrong.

>>834169

Don't believe all the lies in this thread. Do you think Jesus would have taken drugs to ease his Passion if He was given the opportunity?

I know what you're going through though, and there certainly are things you should do, other than prayer and going to the church, in order to sort yourself out. Have you considered going to a psychiatrist (not psychologist)? He could prescribe some medications that can help, without the destructive part that other drugs have.

Something that helped me: hardships in life can be overcome in two (2) different ways. Satan way, and God way. Satan will show you ways to avoid the pain, and his solutions always look easier. God on the other hand, will tell you to suffer like His Son did, because you will receive lots of graces if you do. Suffering is an opportunity for you to turn to God and beg for help. If you do this, your virtues will be enhanced and you will come out stronger. I know a lot about suffering, probably more than you do, so please don't take this lightly. Maybe you don't know what begging means. Just because you made a prayer, or even prayed 10x for the same thing, doesn't mean that you begged the Lord. To beg is to cry out for help, every day, every hour if you have to. Ask Him to relieve the pain and I promise He will.

Let's take an example: if you are suffering because you're needy for a girl, the easy (Satan) way is to watch porn and jack off. This will result in even more pain than before. However, you can also turn to God and ask Him the grace of having more chastity. In your case, doing drugs is the easy way. It won't solve your problems and once the temporary relief is gone, you'll want to kill yourself even more. God's way is to beg Him to cure your disease. However, He will do so if you let Him, i.e. if you accept to see a specialist.

Let me know what you think.