>>827108
>Please I'm not trying to argue or be an edgelord atheist
I'm not here to bite your head off, relax. It's clear from your wording that you're here in good faith. I will respond in kind.
>For me the biggest thing is how can a good, loving, and just God create a realm of eternal torture.
What is your standard of good? How can you define what is good apart from God? If you are applying a separate standard, then where did that standard come from and what makes you believe that it is valid?
You may say, "I am applying God's standard of goodness back to Him." This leaves us with one of two options: Either you are not correctly applying that standard or God is somehow lacking. Considering that the creation around us testifies to the nature of his character and sufficiency, if not the reality of the laws of logic themselves existing, then it must be that God is not somehow lacking. It is far more likely (and indeed the case) that you are not correctly handling God's own standard of goodness.
Romans 9:19-23
>You will say to me then, “Why does He still find fault? For who resists His will?” On the contrary, who are you, O man, who answers back to God? The thing molded will not say to the molder, “Why did you make me like this,” will it? Or does not the potter have a right over the clay, to make from the same lump one vessel for honorable use and another for common use? What if God, although willing to demonstrate His wrath and to make His power known, endured with much patience vessels of wrath prepared for destruction? And He did so to make known the riches of His glory upon vessels of mercy, which He prepared beforehand for glory
You are God's creation, likened to a clay pot. Does God not have the right to store whatever He desires inside his pots? If not, then whose standard are you applying to God? This is God's standard.
>Additionally, how is it the original sin humanity's fault?
God foreordaining the fall does not negate the fact that Adam and Eve did what they knew was wrong anymore than a sting operation exempts a car thief. The conceptual good and the conceptual evil will ultimately be separated like water and oil at the cosmic scale. The chaff from the wheat, the goats from the sheep, the common from the holy.
If you're talking about guilt for original sin, you're looking at it the wrong way. Eve was just patient zero of an infection that has been actively degrading the nature of Adam and their children since the beginning. Sin is a hereditary disease. Because you're infected, you want to sin too. You're radically corrupted by it, to your very core. It's in your bones, it's in your cells, and it even infects your spirit, killing it. There's no getting rid of it entirely except to get a new body and to experience a spiritual resurrection. Two things that only God can do.
>How could an all loving and good God allow that?
Because evil ultimately serves a good end. God is the only being in existence that can logically say with 100% certainty that the ends justify the means, because He has all knowledge with which to make that judgment. If you say otherwise, then I have to ask, on what authority?
>But my rational mind (that God gave me) does not allow me to believe with unanswered questions like these floating in my head.
I constantly have to tell people that there's nothing wrong with asking questions. Curiosity and craving consistent answers are perfectly fine things.