No.81772 [View All]
I'm going to open abortion chinics
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No.81794
>>81793
New phone, think ma threw 200$ ear buds in sink
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No.81795
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No.81796
Who is active currently?
FA
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No.81797
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No.81798
>>81793
Uhhh right….
>>81796
FA?
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No.81799
>>81798
I'm offering work remember?
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No.81800
>>81799
That still doesn't tell us what FA is mag
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No.81801
>>81800
should be obvious that it stands for foot anon
i had a really bad experience with speed a few weeks to a month ago now. i took more yesterday and it was a mistake. granted, i took less and didnt mix it with caffeine (i would usually have some to kick me back up during comedowns).
im trying to get a job at this inhale shop i live next to. getting a background check done (my record is spotless) and i will hear back in a few days.
im gonna be going to the doctors in about an hour, gonna ask for a referral to an ADHD doctor. i feel like if i get prescribed medication for this i wont feel the need to abuse this dirty excuse for a drug that ive been doing. drug abuse is primarily fueled by masking problems, so if i use the medicine properly to help deal with this i will be better off.
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No.81802
>>81801
kek the filters are still in place, i meant tobacco shop
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No.81803
>>81801
Maddie?
Yeah it was obvious who I was, atleast I thought so.if your record is indeed clean all I'll say is you'll avg around 21 an hour starting.
I won't bring it up again though, just wanted to help you guys out.
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No.81804
>>81799
I was trying to figure out what FA meant. Ehe. Didn't realize it was a signature.
>>81801
>im gonna be going to the doctors in about an hour, gonna ask for a referral to an ADHD doctor. i feel like if i get prescribed medication for this i wont feel the need to abuse this dirty excuse for a drug that ive been doing. drug abuse is primarily fueled by masking problems, so if i use the medicine properly to help deal with this i will be better off.
I hope it helps you Maddie u.u
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No.81805
I've been cutting and chipping these 3 in pieces of copper, and my throbbing hand hurts
>>81803
It is too nice to think about us, dude
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No.81806
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No.81807
>>81805
You need to wear work gloves man,or if you were wearing work gloves, jeez, that brutal.
As for it being too nice, not at all, you guys were all there when I was extremely low.
I also figure why wouldn't I want to help people I have good memories of?
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No.81808
>>81807
I was wearing gloves, it was the pressure I was putting on the reaming tool, and the fact I was doing it for hours
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No.81809
>>81807
>I also figure why wouldn't I want to help people I have good memories of?
You only know us from the Internet, my dude, and I'm glad we were able help in whatever way, but I still like kindness and trust over the Internet, it can get people hurt.
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No.81810
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No.81811
>>81809
I get what you mean.
That's fair.
As for how you got blistered, guaranteed that's how it happened, doing anything that long is gonna probably fuck your hands
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No.81812
>>81811
meh, it will be better in a few days I just thought it looked like a face
I think I might like AI
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No.81813
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No.81815
>>81807
What did I do
>>81804
I get my ADHD test in a month
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No.81816
>>81815
Maddie? Well you were always fun to talk to and would often speak with me for hours about whatever topic happened to come up.
It was nice and helped keep me sane when my life was falling apart at that time.
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No.81817
>>81816
That’s good. I don’t always realize how influential i can be to others
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No.81818
The fuck Bee, the fuck…
>>81815
Fingers crossed it comes out positive.
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No.81819
>>81818
Thank your god I didn't post the cats lol
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No.81820
Happy memorial day, euro poors
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No.81821
>>81820
I didn't remember.
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No.81822
>>81821
>>81821
Just like a euro poor
I love living in muttmerica, and paying taxes.
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No.81823
>>81822
>>Mhmm, some countries have it but I guess not ours. Not as a holiday anyway.
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No.81824
>>81818
yeah i sure hope so. i would benefit from taking the medicine
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No.81825
>>81824
I assumed as much. You're getting it in like two weeks now?
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No.81826
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>>81825
yeah, two weeks from now.
ive found out living at my house is bad for me. i feel really lonely and scared here. i was vacationing at my sisters for a while, then when i came back yesterday i had a speed craving lol. its been about 3 weeks without it, i really dont wanna reset the withdrawal or deal with any potential panic attacks from using it again.
Going back to my sisters is a decent option, but my nephew just moved out and she went back on meds that make her angry. so i felt it was a good idea to get out for a bit to avoid that catastrophe. i also lack privacy, a bed, and my own room there. on the other hand, i gain a supportive community and feel more safe and secure. that said? i really dont handle stuff like anger or yelling well (and sister has been on a war path due to the aforementioned circumstances)
went to a job interview today. i dont feel incredibly hopeful, but at least im trying.
i would really like to find a place in this world thats right for me…
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No.81827
>>81826
oh and yeah, i do sleep on the couch there. still though. a bed is a bit better
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No.81828
>>81826
Please try to resist the craving, for your sake.
Maybe the strategy is to go back and forth between your place and hers. Frequnt visits so you have some company at least. Does she live far, do you have to commute, or?
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No.81829
>>81828
>Please try to resist the craving, for your sake.
i dont have it anymore, it was a pretty light hearted one. a mere suggestion that i could go do it again, not full on drive and plans of doing it.
>Maybe the strategy is to go back and forth between your place and hers
yeah i considered this. i would just prefer to drive myself if possible.
>do you have to commute
thankfully its only like a 5-10 minute drive or so
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No.81830
>>81825
>You're getting it in like two weeks now?
not anymore as of today…
>make appointment
>two weeks go by
>called by doctor today
>we actually dont offer ADHD testing sorry
>call 3-4 other doctors that say they cant help
>get an appointment for November for initial assessment
>not the actual test
>test is scheduled AFTER that initial assessment
>mfw
so now ive called my insurance and asked for a couple numbers, one was an automatic dead end (i had a nog on the line, bitch kept talking so fast with the phone numbers too). i tried the other number a couple times and they wont pick up, so trying tomorrow.
I just literally hope to God that i can find something sooner. 5 months is fucking absurd.
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No.81831
>>81830
Well Maddie, I hope you can find work soon too.
I don't know where you're at, at the moment but I do know that without an in it is very hard to get hired these days. Always thought american Healthcare would get you whatever you pay for.
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No.81832
>>81831
>Always thought american Healthcare would get you whatever you pay for
yeah. so if you arent rich, then hit the ditch.
i have state provided insurance. privately owned healthcare institutions arbitrarily approve or deny certain insurance plans. so im pretty starved for choice, and because i have no income i cant pay out of pocket either. not that i would want to, its EGREGIOUSLY expensive in America.
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No.81833
well im going to be heading back to my sisters already. i hate to go without my pc, but i hate being here more. this place is Hell, ive already experienced many negative emotions merely being here.
got in to an argument with my brother earlier. if you dont know, hes basically scum of the Earth. used to abuse me and to this day he still does really petty things. such as hiding food he didnt pay for, or slamming my door when its open at night (which is why i confronted him earlier). he got out of prison pretty recently and i cant wait until he goes back tbh
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No.81834
>>81833
I'll just say it, I think you'd do good at my line of work, they put you up in places while you work and pay pretty good.
Give it some thought?
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No.81835
>>81833
Darn, I'm sorry to hear u_u But good that your sister is nice at least. Hope you relax a little.
>hate to go without my pc
You got a smartphone at least or something like that?
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No.81837
we can't see videos, but I'm making them for myself
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No.81838
I could, in fact, see that…
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No.81839
>>81838
Oh, I guess we can lol
After work I'm going to try to make the horse pull out and flop it on her stomach
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No.81840
>>81834
whats the line of work?
to the others, disregard much of what i said above. ive been avoiding accountability and blaming my problems on others for FAR too long. im finally taking charge and making positive changes.
ive decided to go entirely sober again (i will refuse controlled substances of any kind), im walking a lot, practicing mindfulness, drinking more water, eating less to lose weight, scheduling with doctors, spending more time outdoors, changing my perspective on work to see it as a good thing (it will keep my mind off things and its exercise), and most importantly following my faith.
in the 14 years without God i was blind to the answers, and in the 2 months (since Easter Sunday) that ive followed him? ive been given a LOT of positive things. i even reconciled with my brother by admitting fault. we had a couple real conversations for the first time recently. (im at my house btw, didnt go back to sisters)
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No.81841
I was not able to make it work right, I'll keep y'all posted
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No.81842
>>81840
I'm glad to hear that Maddie, I work as a contractor in the chemical/oil field.
Pays good and they cover stuff like hotels etc.
There's a huge boom happening right now cause every one is building stuff for ai.
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No.81843
>>81840
I'm currently offshore on a rig atm, so it's really easy to save money too.
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No.81844
>>81841
At ease soldier, the war is over, you can put down your gun and rest.
>>81840
I got my fingers crossed Maddie ^.^
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No.81845
>>81844
The war is never over, life is war, we are evolved for it
I still can't make it work
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