No.6485 [Last50 Posts]
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No.6486
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No.6489
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No.6490
>>6486
you win the prize madexx, congratulations~
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No.6491
>>6489
you win the consolation prize, yay for everyone~
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No.6492
>>6491
>>6490
What were the prizes?
I wasn't told before competing.
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No.6493
>>6492
o-owh, uhm, there wasn't any prizes, sorry.
I guess I'll put this random game key that I didn't want here so it's not so bad~
4WTXN-KW4LK-NJRWX
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No.6494
>>6492
The prize is getting a bj or handjob. But from who is the question
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No.6495
>>6493
I don't remember what it was, but I know it was something I didn't want. I wonder who will redeem it~
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No.6496
>>6494
I don't want either of those things.
>>6493
How about sharing an ice cream? Can that be my prize?
Though I usually prefer sorbet instead.
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No.6497
>>6496
>not wanting sexual favors
What kind of fag are you
But I didn't say who from. It could be a lovely 2D waifu
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No.6498
>>6497
I never pronounced myself any kind of fag.
And I wouldn't want sexual favours from a 2d waifu anyway.
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No.6499
>>6496
y-yes, sorbet is better, we can share sorbet, if you meant with me
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No.6500
>>6498
>I wouldn't want sexual favours from a 2d waifu
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No.6501
>>6499
Yeah, sure.
It sounds fun.
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No.6502
>>6501
Damn everyone dieded
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No.6503
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No.6504
>>6503
you came here on cue. Someone on /b/ told me to go back to Z1
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No.6505
>>6504
>someone
I hope you're joking.
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No.6506
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No.6507
>>6506
That's not really what I meant, but that's fine.
That was me saying that; in case it weren't completely crystal clear to you, you're not wanted there. Not Makaposter or his best little friend want you. I'm just willing to give you (You)s in the hopes that you leave them alone.
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No.6508
>>6507
oh ok I see. You didn't use your dialect. But I go there to funpost so idc if they like me or not. Honestly its better if they dont like me cause its easier to shitpost
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No.6509
>>6508
Except it's easy enough to spot you out because of your generic-tier waifu; they can just not give you (You)s. Certainly, you can just not avatarfag, but then the best thing you can do is say haha, got you guys, it was me the whole time! which would seem to be a rather pathetic thing to do.
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No.6510
>>6509
I purposefully use my name/avatar/trip etc to trigger them. Its simply my presence that pisses them off.
And dont say that about waifu. She is wonderful
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No.6511
>>6510
Except a filter only needs to be applied once, and because no one else seems to ever post that girl, they can just ignore any posts that contain it. That's only on the off chance an avatarfag could somehow get them that rustled.
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No.6512
>>6511
That's why I only use the name once and then turn it off to anon
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No.6513
>>6510
Watch out Z1 taught me the internet is some serious stuff
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No.6514
I'm sharing sorbet while watching you two have this interesting conversation
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No.6515
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No.6516
>>6515
I love Non Non Biyori. I need to download the second season and watch it soon
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No.6517
>>6514
sorbet? Isnt that sherbert?
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No.6518
>>6515
o-oh, whoops, what was I thinking
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No.6519
>>6517
Sherbet has milk, but I'm like a cat.
>>6518
Oh well, guess it's time to own up to it.
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No.6520
Actually, I should be heading to sleep.
I caught myself nodding off just now.
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No.6521
>>6520
sleep well pricia-senpai
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No.6522
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No.6523
>>6522
so are you on a night schedule again now then, maddie-senpai?
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No.6524
>>6523
I've been waking up at night and staying up until around 2 hours before noon or so
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No.6525
>>6524
will you stay on that schedule for a while, maddie?
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No.6526
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No.6527
>>6525
I've been trying to stay up longer and longer each day. Cause I havent called the places yet. I end up feeling really tired and unmotivated to call. But I could do it rn no problem. Only thing is its way too late
And stay on schedule? pfft. I pretty much never do
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No.6528
>>6527
so do you think you'll be back on a day schedule soon and be able to call them~?
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No.6529
>>6528
Sometime soon, hopefully. But I have been feeling quite a lot better recently so its not as urgent thankfully. Regardless it would help to get therapy, cause I do find myself feeling anxious a lot and depressed sometimes
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No.6530
I'm soooo sleepy, I'm going to go to sleep in about 30 minutes, I think
>>6529
keep getting better maddie-senpai~!
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No.6531
>>6530
Well what really helped is to realize that life is inherently useless to begin with, so I really can't be all too useless than anyone else.
As well as whether life is good or bad, its still life, so its good to be alive.
I am trying to identify when its just anxiety and deal with it. But it can be really hard regardless. Either way I'm doing better than I was say, a few months ago. Or before that even, I was really bad.
Despite all that its gonna help to get therapy. Cause if nothing else, it can get me out of the house. And I definitely need help with my SA
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No.6532
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No.6533
>>6532
Social Anxiety. Its bad enough that I get nervous over the phone with strangers. As well as sometimes in social settings I kinda just shut down.
Think about Tomoko. I'm kinda like that, but to a far lesser extent. Cause the show is a bit dramatized, after all. Though it is more or less the same idea
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No.6534
>>6533
oh, I see
a-and, I haven't seen that show, sorry maddie!
i'm also sorry, because i'm really, really sleepy
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No.6535
>>6534
I feel you on that. Yesterday I was replying with basically one word at a time cause I was so tired
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No.6536
oh yeah there's always that too. When you feel down, just look at a cute 2D. Always cheers me up
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No.6537
>>6526
I hope you're having a nice night too realitycrystal
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No.6538
>>6537
You replied? What brought that on?
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No.6539
i'm wayy past sleepy, and falling asleep. time to sleep, good night
>>6538
to hope your night is going nicely
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No.6540
>>6539
Night.
It could be better; it leaves much to be desired.
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No.6541
>>6540
Try getting in bed with poppy
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No.6542
Let's all take a moment to d'awh over yutaka
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No.6543
>>6541
I'm pretty sure that's never going to happen, nor is it possible.
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No.6544
>>6543
I'm sure its very possible. Just ask him really nicely
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No.6545
Morning everyone.
Still kinda deaf but it's getting better.
How is everyone doing? Or are you all still asleep?
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No.6546
>>6545
I've been awake for a while but everyone left
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No.6547
>>6546
Hey there.
Hmm… that's an issue, I guess they're all sleeping.
Either way, how are you?
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No.6548
>>6547
I'm doing well. I was feeling pretty bad about 4-5 days ago, but Poppy really helped me out. So I feel much better.
I just finished Lucky Star earlier and I've been playing RS
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No.6549
>>6548
Lucky Star huh?
Man that takes me back, I think I watched that like a decade ago.
Shame it was so moe blobby.
Isn't it like 4 or 5 am where you are?
Why are you awake?
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No.6550
>>6549
>Shame it was so moe blobby
My favorite genre is SOL comedy moe blob
Yeah it is around that time here. Reason Im awake is because I've been waking up at night and sleeping early-mid morning
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No.6551
>>6550
Hmm, I'd say it was too chibi like, but at the time I liked it. Though you can clearly see how it affected animu after it came out which was a shame.
Oh, your sleeping pattern fucking sucks fam.
Maybe you'd be better off steeling your will and making it through to a reasonable time to sleep?
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No.6552
>>6551
>Though you can clearly see how it affected animu after it came out which was a shame
Again, a matter of perspective. Here's my MAL https://myanimelist.net/animelist/Madexx
Well I really don't do much that requires me to be up in the day. Apart from I need to set up therapy, which I still haven't done…
Aside from that, the way I fix my sleep is by staying up longer each day and eventually going so forward that I wake up at a good time. I cant stand the whole song and dance of, "sleep one hour earlier each night" That is utter bullshit. Every time I try, I just dont feel tired so I stay up a little longer. Before you know it, its already been 3 hours. I cant help myself
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No.6553
>>6552
Then actually do something that will tire you?
I dug over the garden with a shovel and pick when I needed to fix my schedule.
It worked 'cause I was fucking exhausted.
….That's all you've seen?
Really?
Huh.
Give 3X3 eyes a go.
Give Vampire Hunter D a go, it was the inspiration for Hellsing.
I'd also recommend IS Infinite Stratos not the goat fuckers
Also Shakugan no shana is bretty gud.
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No.6554
>>6553
Living tires me. Kidding. But I really don't know what to do. I mean sometimes I go for long ass walks (like 3 hours at a time) but it seems as if not even that gets me to bed at a good time
You gotta consider I didn't start being an otaku until spring of 2014 or so. As well as its the volume of the shows (narutard, OP, etc) compared to the quantity. OP alone took like 5 months to catch up to.
I was also a student at the time, so I didn't have all day to watch anime.
Lastly there's some shows I watched that I cant recall, cause I never had a MAL until about 2 weeks ago. So most of this was off memory.
I'll look in to those
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No.6555
>>6554
A 3 hour walk like a hike?
You're not challenging yourself enough.
Fucking Narutards…. I'm going to judge your tastes for a while just so you know.
Also you're not an Otaku, you're a weeb sorry to say.
I was also a student whilst watching animus, what's your point I wonder?
MAL? I don't use that shit anyways, it seems as pointless as that website listal or whatever where people list all the stuff they've read and watched.
Good lad, you watch those and you enjoy them.
Also watch the original ghost in the shell.
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No.6556
>>6555
I've gone for like a 5 hour bike in to the next town over before. It was like 10 miles or smth. I can challenge myself if the motivation is there
Forgive me for the narufag. It was the first anime I watched cause a friend recommended it. In retrospect it is total fucking dog shit. I regret watching it
I'm an otaku by definition
I really only use MAL as a way to keep track of the shit I've watched and so its easier to get recs from people
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No.6557
>>6556
oh and it was 10 miles to get there, but I had someone pick me up cause it was a bit much to go back
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No.6558
>>6555
What is the exact name of the original ghost in the shell? I cant fucking stand it when there's over 9000 variations of the shortened name show.
This actually fucked me over bad once. I was like over halfway in to love live SUNSHINE; wondering "where tf is nico and umi and all that?" Then I realize its the sequel. I hated myself
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No.6559
>>6556
Hmm
>>6557
Hmmm….
Seriously try digging over a vegetable patch that is fairly sizable, that'll work I think.
Your back will likely hurt though.
>>6558
Technically it's Mobile Armored Riot Police: Ghost In The Shell
But it was released as a film and manga in both aspects of manga before it was called animu.
Originally it was just animated manga and had the manga logo etc.
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No.6560
>>6559
Physical labor doesn't make me wanna sleep per se, it just makes me rest. If that makes sense
I get bad insomnia when I have a job for example. I have gone in and closed, stayed up all night, and went in and closed again quite a few times. Its mainly an anxiety thing that causes it
Aside from that its more or less I go to sleep when I really feel like it
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No.6561
>>6560
Seriously bro give it a go and let me know, I mean 8 hours of the fucking work by the way, not just 4 or so hours and then a very long break.
Have an hour break then get to it, also get up early for it no matter how little you wind up sleeping due to it.
I am technically still an insomniac myself so I know the struggle.
Also this whole going to bed when you eel like it will fuck you up just so you know.
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No.6562
>>6561
I was working full time…
Also its still somewhat cold out, so it would be useless to do something like that.
I know that its not really a good idea, and it never has done any good. But I just cant help it. I cant stand having a hard set time to go to sleep
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No.6563
>>6562
So it's more railing against authority then?
Well whatever, you're a man now so you can run your own life.
Just know that it directly reflects your qualities as a person so don't be an idiot with it.
Atleast you're off speed.
Play any instruments?
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No.6564
>>6563
Its nothing more than I hate having to drop whatever Im absorbed in to to sleep, although I cant even sleep unless I really want to (or do sedatives.) And I mean fuck, even then sometimes I stay up for a while
I'm no longer worried about "my qualities" and all that shit. It was depressing me to think Im "useless". But the truth is, everything is useless, cause everything dies. This isn't depressing to me though. It reassures me to not be so harsh on myself. I appreciate that Poppy really helped me out with that, cant thank him enough
Yeah I'm glad to be off speed. I feel so much better. I can eat, sleep, feel human again, etc. Coffee is great enough as well. Its kinda like speed, but to a MUCH lesser extent. But in turn has way less negatives. I can feel like a normal human on it
I do play a little piano. I have one at home, but unfortunately I cant really play it at all. People are either asleep, watching TV (right next to piano) or "find it annoying" it sucks. And what's worse is that someone else plays it at times too. So its a bit of hypocrisy
Apart from that I'm actually pretty naturally good at playing it. Im great at identifying music. I learned the main, "duh. duh duh duh duh doo doo." of, "Lean On Me" within 10 minutes just by playing sounds alone
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No.6565
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No.6566
>>6564
Good lad, I was naturally talented at music too, it's why I love it so much.
Don't give it up ever.
Also if necesary get a keyboard and headphones so that you can keep practicing.
Make it like your birthday and christmas present combined or something.
Not that I even get those anymore TT_TT
I'm glad you finally realised the truth behind Nietzsche too.
It was never meant to be depressing, it was meant to give you the backbone to create your own meaning and do incredible things.
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No.6567
>>6565
That sounds so familiar. I know what it is, but I cant put my finger on the name
>>6566
Well I wish to make a career of either music or being an author. Preferably being a musician. But either way if its my writing that makes me money, I'm good with it. I'm primarily a talented writer, but I am good at music too. So that's the idea of becoming a musician. I would love to have a creative career. I cant fucking stand the thought of having some boring office job
I really wish I could write and make music and all. But fucking depression. I really want to do it, but I just cant find the motivation. Ironically enough I can play a lot of vidya, watch animu, etc. But not my dream job. Sucks
But alas that's why Im gonna get therapy set up
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No.6568
http://vocaroo.com/i/s10UrtbhuCiR
>>6567
That was californication.
Well this time being a NEET should also be spent fostering your talents.
Also your dream job is nearly impossible to make a living in, so be prepared to have a back up job that wont suck balls.
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No.6569
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No.6570
>>6568
ah ha yeah that song is nice
Yeah I know it should be. But I just dont. I mean Hell, its basically the reason I turned to speed to begin with. It made me wanna write. Unfortunately that went away quick, and I became pretty badly addicted…
>your dream job is nearly impossible to make a living in
Yeah I know this. Which is why my back up is being an author, cause its easier to get in to. All you really need is a paper, pen, and good publishing company. No real investment to be made apart from time.
I'm not gonna go back to college. Shit molests you with debt. My debt basically caused me to cut myself and want to kms daily. So you'd have to hold me at gunpoint to go back to that fucking kike ass scam.
My plan isn't to become rich or anything. If its enough money to sustain a reasonable living, I'm good with that. I'd rather do what I love
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No.6571
>>6570
I didn't say go to college I said a job that doesn't suck ass.
Like being a carpenter or crafts person and creating things with your hands.
It's just like crafting music, you take a blank piece of material and you craft something beautiful from it.
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No.6572
>>6568
This song sounds familar too, I feel nostalgic for some reason. What is it though
>>6571
>Go to college
>Get a dead end ass job that makes you live paycheck to paycheck
Pick one
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No.6573
>>6572
That was the song of time.
Also you're being silly, carpenters get paid quite a bit of money.
over here around 40K a year when fully qualified which is about what people coming from university get.
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No.6574
>>6573
Damn I should know this shit, but oh well. Now that you mention that, I really wish I had a good ocarina to learn those songs.
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No.6575
>>6574
Get a Songbird plastic transverse 12 hole then,
they're easy to learn on.
I'm learning on a ceramic transverse myself but it was more expensive.
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No.6576
>>6575
>plastic
Those sound like fucking shit
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No.6577
>>6576
They#'re really not shit at all.
They're easier to maintain, cheaper and most of the time actually have truer accuracy to the notes being played.
Also they're less likely to shatter.
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No.6578
>>6577
I really doubt the latter… not the shatter part obvs
>Implying I'm gonna break my shit
I have never broken my phone screen or anything by dropping it. *knocks on wood* I have dropped stuff before, but I get all spidey senses and catch it.
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No.6579
>>6578
Actually they generally are far superior to the cheaper ceramics mate, it's like the difference between getting a shitty no name guitar brand or an epiphone.
You want the gibson clearly because you're turning your nose up at a superior cheaper product and instead going for the slightly more expensive but still shitty quality ceramic.
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No.6580
>>6579
oh God the quality difference among guitars makes me cringe. My little brother has this sack of shit guitar he got for $20. My friend had an epiphone that costed around $200 or smth and the quality difference is apparent.
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No.6581
Morning neat people. I just woke up and I'm on mobile, I might sleep a little more
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No.6582
>>6580
Yeah I'm currently playing a Chord CLP59 I snagged for 80 quid when it is worth around 300ish. I love playing it but originally I turned my nose up at it and was gonna strip it for it's pick ups.
Wilkinson pick ups are pretty groovy
I wound up really enjoying it though, I do have an epiphone lespaul around aswell, but I tuned that toC standard.
I think it's a 50's special studio in Pelham blue?
>>6581
Hey there cutie pie, good morning.~
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No.6583
I've been lurking for years and i never post but I've got to say you guys have a really nice community here I'm glad things are going well, would it be okay for me to blog post about an issue I'm having or is there another board someone could direct me towards?
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No.6584
>>6581
Did you get someone ITT to sleep with you?
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No.6585
>>6583
It depends on the nature of the problem. Cause we may or may not be able to help. But go ahead and pose the problem
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No.6586
>>6583
Go ahead mate.
Oooh found a new groovy bit of overdrive that I think sounds good.
I'm still a bit deaf though so I don't really know.
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0ztwZsVWG9D
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No.6587
>>6584
Yeah, me.
Woke me up for it and everything.
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No.6588
>>6585
Thanks, its more or less me complaining. I've been talking to a girl which is new for me considering I've never really done that very often and I'm a kiss less virgin, we've been talking for roughly a a month or two pretty seriously about all sorts of stuff and lately I've found myself growing far too attached. She's everything I want in a girl honestly, she's essentially tomoko in real life, really good at games, super creative she's even making her own game and from the story so far it sounds great surprisingly. She's a recluse NEET like me, only has a couple friends and prefers sitting inside all day rather than going outside. She's smart and funny as well. My question is what do I do with my feelings for her? She's said she thinks I'm a great guy but she's into women and she's had a girlfriend for years, I wake up thinking of her in a fucking stupid puppy love way, also said if she was into guy's she'd be interested in me but she's turned off of the idea of my heavy drug use, I drink daily and I take psychedelics once every 3 weeks. I do quite a but of other drugs as well relatively often. What do I do about my feelings do I just hold them because I enjoy talking to her online so much or should I admit it?
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No.6589
>>6588
>I'm a kiss less virgin
Same, but I dont let it bother me. I prefer 2DQT > 3DPD at this point
I do drugs a lot too. But dont let yourself do them too much. Alcoholism can form a physical dependence. Fucking sucks ass I'd imagine
.t former speed addict
You described Kona more so tbh
Don't change yourself to appease someone else. Sounds like someone that's not for you.
I would just break contact with her tbh. Sig others are nothing but trouble
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No.6590
man wtf I just now realized my name was off this whole time
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No.6591
Not to seem hyper critical, but there are better people to ask for help about this sort of issue than hikikomori NEETs.
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No.6592
Though I guess you did say you were more just venting, so never mind.
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No.6593
>>6591
I've had the same kind of problem minus a girl actually reciprocating her feelings for me so I believe I helped imo
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No.6594
>>6589
Yeah my preference is 2d has been for quite a while, I'd like to be able to just shut my emotions down and deal with the fact I'll never be with her but I can't. I'm too much of an optimistic faggot I suppose even though I'm rather pessimistic in most aspects of life which is a weird contradiction, I've seen your posts about glass how long did you do it for and in what dosage generally? I'm not planning on stopping my drug usage it's part of the reason I haven't eaten a bullet yet, though its a shallow crutch I know. >>6591
That's the reason I've come here, in my opinion there's no better people to ask because chances are you're in a similar situation in regards to the no relationship experience.
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No.6595
>>6593
Your "help" is…. shallow, and poorly formed.
>>6594
Usually when you seek help, you should seek people with the experience you're lacking.
Or people with the ability to otherwise properly help you solve it.
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No.6596
>>6594
There's no problem with drug use, but drug ABUSE is the problem. Its perfectly fine to even do shit like heroin every once in a while so long as you do it safely and it doesnt get in the way of your life. For example I can do hydrocodone at times, which is highly addictive, and not get addicted.
I did it like every few days and 4 doses each binge. Would stay up for like 2-3 days each time. Pretty awful shit…
>>6595
Well I didnt go in to much detail, but for the most part it was alrght advice for a quick little post
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No.6597
>>6596
>it was alrght advice
You didn't suggest a solution.
You suggested avoiding the problem altogether.
That doesn't take care of the underlying issues.
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No.6598
>>6597
>avoiding the problem
What problem? That's my point. Changing your perspective on an issue can be all the difference. Trust me.
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No.6599
>>6595
I understand that much, but I've got no one to talk to. She's pretty much the only person that's ever actually talked to me for an extended period of time. >>6596
I'm decently educated when it comes to drugs so I'm well aware of that, been using for many years now my favorite is probably Special K or nitrous how about yourself? And jeez man every few days, that's pretty rough especially if you're staying up that long that will fuck you in the end. About dosage I was interested in how much you did in weight by the way.
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No.6600
>>6598
Escept the perspective you want him to use is that from a group fo people with one of the highest suicide rates.
But what's the worst that could happen, yeah?
>>6599
How do you feel about the situation right now?
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No.6601
>>6599
>I've got no one to talk to
I understand loneliness completely. But it was within my extended isolation that I found contentment. Happiness comes from within. Dont let anyone tell you different
My favorite is DXM atm. Havent got to try K, but I wish I could. I see you're a fan of disassociatives. Nice I am really dying to try ket, but cant find the shit fucking anywhere
Well its this shit called benzedrex, propylhexedrine. Basically low grade meth. Meth users attest to this. It has all the same effects and withdrawls of meth as well. So its more or less meth, but I just say I was addicted to speed cause no one knows what PPX is. But I would do like 4 of them each binge. Which is a gram of PPX each time.
>>6600
That's not an argument, correlation =/= causation. You cant say "using that perspective will make you kys" its just not fair to say
But as someone that was suicidal, self harming, etc. Changing my perspective in this manner, among other things, made me not wanna kms any longer. Acid also helped a lot too.
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No.6602
>>6600
If I'm being honest I'm feeling happy that someone is paying me mind and letting me voice my opinions for once. I'm feeling sad because she's nearly perfect in every respect in relation to what I want in a girl so it feels even shittier knowing the best I'll get is conversing about anime or vidya when I wake up thinking about her and go to sleep with her on my mind hoping she'll message me in the morning, I'm getting drunk t fucking 5 am after waking up hung over just to feel a bit more neutral about the situation
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No.6603
>>6601
To me it seems like you're using drugs to desperately try to find happiness.
But you're happy right?
Why lie?
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No.6604
>>6601
oh and it goes without saying, but I quit self harm quite a long time ago. I also quit speed and wont do it again
>>6602
You may think she's the best thing ever, but she really isn't. Relying on others and substances for happiness is gonna hurt you more. Take it from me
>>6603
I used speed all the time for happiness. But I realized how bad that was. It made me feel worse in the long run. That being said I do sometimes use drugs if I've had a rough day or w/e, but its not my primary coping mechanism. Its more of a spare thing
And before you assume a lot of shit, acid is proven to be highly effective in psychotherapy. i.e. it can help treat depression. So dont try and be an ass about something you're uneducated about. I took the acid two months ago and its still affecting me positively
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No.6605
>>6601
Except for the part where studies do show that being a hiki makes people want to kill themselves.
And the part where every person in a mental health field knows, and identifies being a hiki as a problem.
>>6602
Yeah, unrequited love can be super rough.
But sometimes it can be nice in a way, y'know?
Don't pursue it right away. You said she has a girlfriend, right?
So that'd only be a recipe for disaster.
At the very least, you can take solace that, considering your vested interests, she'll be your friend for a long while to be; she isn't going anywhere.
So why should you try to rush, and/or change anything right now, when you might just get a better chance later?
>>6603
>>6603
>>6603
>>6603
>>6603
>>6603
>>6603
>>6603
>>6603
>>6603
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No.6606
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No.6607
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No.6608
>>6606
ok I just looked it up. Well, I didn't say you dont have to be anti social. Not having a sig other doesnt mean anti social. As well as I basically am this, but it doesnt make me wanna kms. Psychology has never been and never will be an exact science. There is always outliars
That being said you can find social time through family
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No.6609
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No.6610
>>6601
Is that essentially the fentanyl to heroin but for meth? I've seen a few of your posts about dxm and I've got to say that's an odd drug of choice, done it a few times but only 300mg- 550 range and it's pretty lovely in tandem with music, probably my favorite for music besides mushrooms. K is pretty obscure everywhere it seems unfortunately I just got really lucky and got some to store away. I enjoy disassociatives but they're not my favorite. What's the most you've consumed in one trip?
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No.6611
>>6608
Sure.
>>6609
Showing agreement.
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No.6612
Anywho, I have to go shower, and complete some of my morning rituals.
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No.6613
>>6611
Ahh, wel yeah I didn't really want to get involved but I could see what was happening was gonna end in everyone getting hurt.
>>6612
Ok, catch ya later or something.
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No.6614
>>6605
In your experience is love not returned a pleasant thing? Feels kind of bad so far but maybe itl change. I am extraordinarily happy to have her as a friend so I suppose that will have to sate my lust for companionship. I guess you're right I should just wait it out and maybe things will be brighter in the future, thanks.
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No.6615
>>6610
It is what I said. Basically low grade meth, but legal and more damaging.
DXM is my DOC cause of how available it is, but I also love the effects.
Most I have consumed in a trip was 10 fl.oz of Delsym. Holy fuck it was such a terrible trip. I freaked out and thought I was gonna die. But I did have an OBE and imagine I was Socrates. So that much was cool
I mainly stick to the 3rd plat range
>>6611
I mean yeah, not having any social interactions with others is bad. But being MGTOW isn't gonna make you sui… This is IME. It makes me feel better
You can have friends and that's fine. I don't have any, so I turned to family. And that really isn't bad. If anything family are there for you when no one else is
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No.6616
>>6614
It's one of the few truly human feelings.
Don't get me wrong, it usually feels horrible in the moment, but I look back fondly on some of the times where I was in that situation.
Good luck in the future, man.
>>6613
Thank ye.
>>6615
Tell that to the ones who lost their family by coming out as transgender, or homosexual.
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No.6617
>>6616
Stop being a smartass, you know what I meant.
That's just the nature of people though. Some have really shit families and that's just how it is
Its not so much being hiki that makes you wanna die. Its more so the feeling of being completely alone and never having any true social interactions. Once I became closer to my family and felt loved by them, I became less suicidal. Again, its lack of interaction with people at all that can drive you mad.
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No.6618
>>6617
And that's why I vouch for how changing your perspective can help the most. I used to legitimately think my family gave a fuck less about me. But once I realized how wrong I was, and changed my perspective, I became considerably less suicidal/depressed etc
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No.6619
>>6616
No worries mate.
>>6617
You also hate the fact that you're mgtow really though don't you?
You long for female companionship but you gave up on it and turned to mgtow due to it.
MGTOWs were meant to willingly choose the path not be forced in to it due to incompetence with women.
atleast, that's what it was at the time.
You seem scared of women, you always go on about kids and divorce etc when you don't even need to have kids with them if you don't want to.
I think you just make excuses to justify why you're so scared of rejection.
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No.6620
>>6615
3rd plateau is perfect, holy shit were you into the 4th plateau then I'd imagine? Sounds highly uncomfortable did you get anything interesting out of it besides the out of body? >>6616
Again thanks I appreciate the advice, would you mind if I posted here occasionally or should I fuck off back to lurking
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No.6621
>>6620
Would you guys* sorry
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No.6622
>>6620
>>6621
If you want to post, then post, I may bully you occasionally though..
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No.6623
>>6620
>>6621
Personally, I do not mind it in the least; the common rule is the more the merrier.
And others seem not to mind much either.
>>6622
Would we all not, though?
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No.6624
>>6619
It may appear that way, but I truly feel better to not worry about women. I have sat down and evaluated the logistics of dating. Its really not worth the trouble for what I want. I truly dont want kids, so there is no reason apart from love. And even then, I can be loved by friends and family. So I truly get nothing out of it that I already cant
>>6620
Yeah I more or less was in 4th plat. Dont really like it. If I didnt freak out, it wouldn't of been so bad. Now Im so scared of going near 4th kek. But what made it worse is how delsym is a time release form, so the trip was super fucking long
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No.6625
YouTube embed. Click thumbnail to play.
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No.6626
>>6623
Maybe.
Who knows? I just occasionally buly and occasionally get really lewd.
i don't know about others.
>>6624
Love? Love? Who the fuck mentioned love? I just meant fucking it, not fucking telling it you love it.
Jeez you really are inexperienced.
Also unless you're fucking family members, then yes there are things you can get out of it. I still think you're just trying to convince yourself mate.
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No.6627
>>6626
>sex
Well people who have had tons of sex tell me that their best fap is better than their best fuck. Not to mention that fapping is much more economic than sex, and the possible consequences of sex are much worse than having a fap.
Quit assuming so much. And if you're trying to bait, it really wont work
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No.6628
>>6627
So more or less I included the physical sensation along with it. Physically speaking, people say fap is better
Sex gives you emotional fulfillment, i.e. love
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No.6629
>>6627
Spoken like a true virgin.
Listen a good fap is really great aye, but there's so much more you can do than justfap.
You don't have anything else to compare it to, so go experience it then try and pull that shit on me.
It depends on how good your partner is and how intune you are with eachother, for example, I have had bad lays and good lays, the bad lays were meh and fapping was better.The good lays though? Holy fuck way better than fapping.
>>6628
You're still avoiding due to fear.
But hey feel free to feel smug about being a coward and avoiding all your problems until you can't avoid them anymore and you no longer have the ability to fix them, 'cause believe me they'll sneak up on you pretty fast.
You're lucky in that you're still a youngster but you're being retarded.
I want to help you but you throw it in my face, this is why I didn't get involved when you were giving terrible advice like "keep doing drugs it's totally fine breh."" ""Who needs friends? Stay a hikki."" ""2D<3D MGTOW 4 LIFE"" I paraphrased but that was the meat of your advice.
Please don't be so irresponsible with your advice to vulnerable people, you yourself are suicidal, why would the blind lead the blind?
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No.6630
>>6627
>>6628
If you're going to try to tell me that familial love is equivalent to romantic love, I'm going to laugh at you.
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No.6631
>>6629
>giving terrible advice
Fucking Hell you are arrogant as shit. I'm done discussing this
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No.6632
>>6631
and nice strawman dumbass. I knew you were baiting
>>6630
I didn't say it was. jfc stop making assumptions. No one needs romantic love anyway
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No.6633
That being said he's long since not needed advice. I mean if you want to get cucked, be my guest. But Im done debating a useless debate
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No.6634
>>6632
It wasn't assumption.
It was implication. From you. Right here. >>6624
>so there is no reason apart from love. And even then, I can be loved by friends and family.
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No.6635
>>6634
What I meant is that I can feel loved by people without it being romantic
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No.6636
>>6631
>>6632
Arrogant as shit?
Coming from a guy who is proud about doing fuck loads of drugs all the time? Being proud about mentally damaging yourself isn't a good thing Madexx, being proud about hiding form real life isn't either, how the fuck are you going to survive when your parents die?
Have you given any thought about your future?
i want to help you but you assume I'm condescending to you rather than trying to get you to see why you're being stupid.
I get it you're a teenager so you know everything, but you gotta realise just how little you know.
>>6633
>if you want to get cucked be my guest
>>6632
>stop making assumptions
Right ok fella. Sure thing.
Also you're only cucked if you continue the relationship if she cheats like some kind of retard, plus if you know what you're looking for you can easily see the fact that she's going to cheat on you before it happens so you can just leave her.
I wasn't even baiting by the way, you just take yourself too seriously and get your feelings hurt because you know what I'm saying is true, so it cuts like a knife.
Go ahead and run from the problems though, like you run from everything else.
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No.6637
>>6631
I do like the fact that you grew a spine though.
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No.6638
Im not gonna bother reading your shitposts. I cant stand you already. I gave you a chance and you show your true colors by being a massive faggot. Hided post
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No.6639
>>6638
Good luck doing that.
Good luck with your life too, if I was baiting you I wouldn't have offered advice but would have instead did what clan did.
What I'm doing is a kindness, you're just too arrogant to see it.
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No.6640
>>6639
There comes a time when you should stop.
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No.6641
'aight, things are in order, time for me to actually go shower, lol.
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No.6642
>>6640
Im just not even bothering reading it. I instantly click hide post.
I wont stand for someone saying all my advice is shit when I've used it to help myself. Its all a matter of perspective, yes, but its not fair to discredit someone like that. It is all within my experience. But coming from someone that used to cut himself ten times a day, wanna die daily, etc. And used these methods, it really cant be that far off
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No.6643
>>6622
>>6623
Thank you guys, I expect the bullying and
honestly I was surprised everyone didn't criticize me to death in the original post, why is that by the way just feeling helpful? >>6624
That's harsh dude why not just eat the pills rather than chugging syrup? I bet 4th plateau is fucking brutal, not planning on taking that adventure for a while at least not until I know I'm ready to get wrecked I've had too many bad trips as of late on various psychedelics so I'm wary of frying which is shit because its my favorite category of drugs
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No.6644
>>6640
You're right….
I want to help him, but I can't…
Fuck sake.
>>6643
Listen, I didn't rip in to you because I wanted others to atleast try to help you.
No matter what people may think of me I just want to help them, however I despise weakness.
I can't seem to help anyone because no one seems strong enough to do what needs to be done. It's frustrating and also why I couldn't continue with trying to be a therapist, I am not suited to it, it's why I tend to shut up when people ask for advice too.
Poppy could probably help you, I just don't have enough empathy to, or rather I have empathy but I would try and brute force you in to improving which doesn't work. Though it did for me.
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No.6645
>>6642
From where I stand, that it worked for you doesn't make it good advice.
Yes, sure, it worked for you. You're in the statistical minority, good job.
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No.6646
>>6643
I didn't criticize you to death because that usually doesn't help people, and usually provides no solace.
I'm also a bit of a bleedin' heart, so.
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No.6647
Yes, I said I was going and didn't.
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No.6648
>>6642
And by that I solely mean changing your perspective on things. Not necessarily stuff such as using drugs to cope, which I explicitly said hurt me more.
Acid has been proven to help certain people. And acid also helps change your perspective, js. I dont necessarily say its a 100% method, but still
>>6643
You're gonna be surprised, but I honestly kinda prefer chugging syrup opposed to taking the gels. The gels make me puke 9 times outta ten. And I hate the feeling of them in my stomach. BUT I can take benadryl to help with the nausea. I've done this quite a few times recently, and it works with very great success.
Delsym doesnt taste really bad at all. I mean its really thick and all, lasts too long etc so I quit using that form.
I'd suggest using ket and going in to a k hole. Its a lot less disgusting, I assume.
>>6645
Well yeah Im sorry then. But I at least wanted to recommend him something that worked for me. He could at least try it and see how it works out. But what I said about happiness comes from within, and dont rely on others for happiness, is really true
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No.6649
>>6646
It didn't work for him though, he's lying to himself. He is right about happiness coming from within though.
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No.6650
>>6644
>>6646
Well It's much appreciated, not sure if its the alcohol or the kind words but I'm feeling slightly better now. If you guys wouldn't mind, could you be really critical of my post and shit on me? Not literally but figuratively of course I want to hear what a bitch I am and harsh advice can be some of the best. By the way you said you were a therapist? Impressive job how did that all go?
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No.6651
I slept s little longer but I'm up now, hello~
It looks like I missed a lot. I'm still on mobile so I will come to the computer now~
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No.6652
>>6650
I don't like to be mean to people in a serious manner. I really don't know what to tell you. But what I did suggest is to try not worrying about her
>>6651
Im glad you're here
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No.6653
>>6650
I find it hard to believe that someone with such a dick "get over it pussy" attitude would be a good therapist… I bet he got fired
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No.6654
>>6650
I was learning how to be one, my father is one.
I stopped because when I had to give counseling I couldn't be all kind like I was meant to be, I judged them when I shouldn't have.
I am not suited to it so I stopped learning it.
Simple no?
I'm not gonna shit on you mate, all I'll say is this.
GET OFF THE FUCKING DRUGS YOU IDIOT, GET OFF THE TRIPS YOU'RE DAMAGING YOUR VERY SENSE OF SELF
Also you'll be miserable due to fucking your reward systems up in your brain by rewarding shitty behaviour all the time.
I'm not gonna tell you what to do though, do what you want.
You're a grown man after all, even if you are being made in to a beta orbiter.
>>6651
Yo.
>>6653
What's that coward who can't read my posts?
I left because I wasn't suited to it. It's not my fault your life has made you soft.
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No.6655
>>6652
I might be some kind of partially masochistic loser who gets off on being abused so please be honest if you could. That is pretty odd that you prefer syrup to capsules what do you you think makes you puke from the pills, inactive ingredients? How well does benadryl work for subduing nausea, I've heard of another drug for it but the name escapes me, and when you take benadryl to help how much do you consume and is it before or after taking the dxm
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No.6656
there~ I'm at the computer now
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No.6657
>>6655
Im a literal masochist and I prefer it under a sexual pretense. But I can get what you mean
I use 50mg of benadryl (so a therapeutic dose) about 30 mins before taking the DXM. And I puke from the gels cause they contain sorbitol, something your body cant digest. So it has to purge it one way or another (literally heh heh)
Also this is what I meant. He's all like, "oh stop the drugs wah wah" what happened to people making their own decisions ffs. I suggested to you that letting go of her could help, since it seems you're using her as an outlet for your stress and loneliness. But what the fuck ever man. Im sick of debating this
>>6656
I need to talk to you.
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No.6658
>>6657
So you do read my posts then Madexx?
You'll eventually see what I say is correct.
Or maybe you wont, who knows?
It's not like you're miserable or anything right?
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No.6659
>>6657
And the last thing I will say about this is that the speed abuse was an outlet to my stress and loneliness. And in turn it made things worse. So dont misinterpret what Im saying
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No.6660
>>6654
Did you enjoy the line of work however temporary it may have been? Being kind to people isn't necessarily in the job description is it? I've seen a lot of therapists in my childhood but honestly none of them were helpful considering they would just sit there and ask how I felt about it all, when I wanted to just get yelled at and told I was a pussy then tell me to fix what's wrong rather than just be a shoulder to cry on. Sounds like you could have been a good therapist to the right kind of people
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No.6661
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No.6662
Either way, I'm tired of banging my head against a wall trying to help degenerates who ask for help then don't take the advice, if I wanted to do that I'd talk to my brothers.
Catch you guys later I'm gonna get some work done.
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No.6663
>>6658
>You'll eventually see what I say is correct.
See this is what I mean. That's not true. Just fuck off
I've become less miserable. Stop acting like you know everything. Im done with this shit
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No.6664
>>6662
Finally, good fucking riddance
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No.6665
>>6657
what do you need to talk to me about, senpai? I'm here~
>>6661
hi monster-anon!
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No.6666
>>6665
I just want to ease up, make me laugh
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No.6667
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No.6668
>>6660
Eh, I like helping people, but I've grown harsh from impatience of helping others who would either not take my advice or who would shit on me later on after I helped them.
I was a depressed little faggot myself but hardened the fuck up and stopped being all "woe is me I'm going to drown the pain in booze and drugs." when I was forced to harden the fuck up by looking after people. Though I was made to grow up quickly before then too as I was homeless.
Whatever I guess, I'm damaged in my own way.
It's so funny how mad Madexx gets while acting high and mighty himself, the moment someone talks to him about how maybe doing drugs is why he's depressed all the time, or how avoiding problems is bad he gets super salty.
I'm actually going now, catch ya later.
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No.6669
>>6666
how do I make you laugh? do I need to call the board owner?
>>6667
hello, are you admiring that nice light?
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No.6670
>>6668
Well how about this. I don't want your advice.
>>6669
idk, I just want to talk to you in general ig. Your presence helps me out
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No.6671
>>6669
I am not the monster girl, I am the shota they are raping
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No.6672
>>6657
Everyones got their own sexual deviancy in one way or another I suppose. Thanks for the tip with benadryl I'll try it out next time I eat some dxm, sorry if I made problems bringing up the topic it wasn't intended but Im thankful for your advice as well man all of it means a lot to me. Pretty pathetic to me but this is probably one of the most fruitful conversations I've had however silly that is because of how short it is. Thank you guys for existing
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No.6673
>>6672
Dont sweat it man. That guy is just a fucking dickhead. He truly thinks telling people to stop being whiny babies is gonna help. That's extremely disrespectful, and doesn't do fuck all to help
Its not your fault dude. Dont think that for a moment
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No.6674
>>6670
oh, that makes me happy to know that me being here is a good thing for made-senpai~
>>6671
if you say so, it looked like she was just admiring a nice light source, to me
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No.6675
>>6674
then wasn't that image
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No.6676
>>6674
Well like I've said, I really like you. I appreciate you very much. You helped me a lot the other day about the talk of usefulness. Despite you thinking it didn't help. But it really did
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No.6677
I too was in training to be a therapist.
More than a therapist, my training would have certified me for any mental health field in Canada.
>>6648
I disagree.
I will agree that you shouldn't solely rely on other for happiness, but we are, at our core, social creatures, so we need at least some degree of social activity or we will grow depressed.
You say you get that from your family, so you are still relying on others to fill that void.
>>6650
I'm not good at making harsh advice on the spot.
>>6651
>>6656
Welcome back, Poppet.
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No.6678
>>6677
Well yeah I agree with that much. You need to be social to some extent. But I dont want to discuss this shit. It really upset me
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No.6679
>>6668
Well if you end up reading this in the future, thanks for the advice and I think criticism is a necessity for development the majority of the time. I'm a soft little bitch so I sit in a shitty cycle of depression regardless because of my optimistic nature in regards to women, how long were you homeless for?
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No.6680
>>6676
I don't think it didn't help, you've made it clear for me that it did, and I've been very glad that I've been able to make you feel better, made-senpai~
>>6677
thank you, you too, pricia~ how are you?
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No.6681
>>6678
Alright.
Sorry for being so critical.
>>6680
Ueh.
Blech.
Still haven't had my coffee, but I may, or may not, skip that until I head out, and just grab one on the way.
And yourself?
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No.6682
>>6679
Constructive criticism is good, but if its executed poorly, it doesnt do any good
Dont think of yourself as "whiny bitch" that's so bad for your self esteem. Depression is a legitimate illness.
>>6680
I just wanted to express my feelings because its hard for me most of the time.
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No.6683
>>6673
I wouldn't say he fulfills the concept of a dickhead, he seems honest, genuine, and realistic. Just sounds a bit harsh from an outside perspective
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No.6684
>>6683
Well imo it is. You cant just be that harsh, depression is a delicate thing. Im willing to bet many depressed people want to get up and do things, but cant and feel insecure about it. So bringing it up in their face is gonna hurt.
I'm an honest person and all too. But Im not so insensitive
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No.6685
Just a question, are you guys actually gay or bisexual when it comes to the erp stuff or is it just another form of escapism that helps you relieve pent up sexual frustration?
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No.6686
>>6685
They are legit bi/gay. Im a bit bi-curious but Im really reluctant to finding out
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No.6687
>>6681
I don't drink coffee, and oh, where will you go to day pricia-senpai? doing anything fun on saturday?
>>6682
I'm happy that I said things that helped, and not things that made things worse, it turned out really well~
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No.6688
>>6685
I am more straight then bi, like am traps and shota, but I would only let myself get domed by girls
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No.6689
>>6685
I don't.
>>6684
>Im willing to bet many depressed people want to get up and do things, but cant and feel insecure about it.
>Im willing to bet many depressed people want to get up and do things, but cant and feel insecure about it.
*all
Depression is brutal, and feeds into a vicious cycle.
>>6687
I'm usually tied up in social activities on weekends.
And by social activities, I'm a nerd, so I mean DND.
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No.6690
I don't know why 8ch greentexted that twice.
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No.6691
>>6686
>>6688
Thanks for the answers, personally I'm INA similar boat I came to the realization pretty recently that I'm bi, I'd never fuck a dude unless it was a really cute twink but I jerk off to traps/ shota as well. I think it's the innocence and feminine qualities that get me but they're men so the end result is the same
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No.6692
>>6687
Well you see, he wondered why people wont take his advice. And its pretty apparent through his behavior. Nothing he has said has really helped me. If anything it just makes me resent him
But when you talk to me, I can really accept your advice cause its not so blunt and cold. So I commend you for that. And I just directly told him I dont want his advice, so hopefully he stops trying
>>6689
Well yeah. Forgive me cause I am tired
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No.6693
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No.6694
>>6691
I haven't even tried traps and all. The idea is kinda just sitting in my head. But for some reason I am scared to try. I am beginning to humor the idea little by little though. So hopefully I try at some point
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No.6695
>>6685
you're asking the wrong people, the people who do that stuff aren't here right now. are you sure you've been lurking very long?
>>6689
y-yes, you sure are a nerd, aren't you pricia-senpai~? that's okay though, I think it's really neat~
>>6692
oh it took me a little to realise what you meant, but I guess you mean foot's advice?
>>6693
I don't either.
don't erp.
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No.6696
>>6695
Yeah that's exactly what I meant
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No.6697
>>6692
It's fine, that one felt like a more harmless correction.
>>6693
ERP. Sex. Other lewdities.
Except handholding.
And occasionally, if I'm feeling saucy, sharing an ice cream, or summat.
>>6695
Thanks.
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No.6698
>>6682
>>6684
Well my self esteem is already bottom tier so can't get much worse, I agree depression is fucking awful, I'm pretty introspective and I tend to see the worst in myself but not sure if that's because I'm depressed or if I've always been like that
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No.6699
>>6698
A large part to if it might be depression or not comes down to motivation, honestly.
Do you see the worst in yourself, and have it give you the drive to better it?
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No.6700
>>6694
If the notion exists its probably better to embrace it, doubt those feelings will just dissipate
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No.6701
>>6700
Not without trying though.
But you can usually tell if a material suits you in that sense before you get very far.
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No.6702
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No.6703
>>6696
yeah maddie-senpai, I guess a lot of people do try to help just for the sake of helping, and not because they feel like they can truly help, but because they feel like they need to help. so sometimes people swarm to help someone with all kinds of different advice, and I don't like to be a part of that swarm, so I don't give advice very often
>>6697
summat~
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No.6704
>>6703
well, that's a weird way to put it, I suppose, since I've never thought of it like that, so I've never thought of it as "not wanting to be a part of the swarm of advice givers" before, but what I meant is that I don't help just to help, because my advice would probably not help.
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No.6705
>>6698
I used to suffer from low ass self esteem I know the feel. The only real thing I can suggest is to find something you're good at and work at it. But if you're depressed I understand how it is. I'm feeling pretty shook up from that debate so I don't want to say anything out of line. So take these words with a grain of salt
You could just embrace nihilism and understand that you're really not any more worthless than life itself. Dont take that in a bad way though.
>>6700
Well I have a kind of mental block idk why. This is something I could discuss in therapy
>>6703
Well, I do like to truly help people. It makes me feel better to make others feel better
>>6704
I get what you mean. You only help when you feel like it will really have a positive impact. That's natural
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No.6706
>>6703
Wow, don't bully me you bully!
>>6704
I just usually don't like to if I don't have to.
I dropped out of that training for a reason.
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No.6707
>>6706
no I wasn't bullying silly pricia-senpai, it was a good thing~
summat~
>>6706
I was going to ask about what happened with that, since you were talking about it in the past tense, but that's a good reason~ I was just going to ask if you lost interest in it or something.
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No.6708
>>6699
Motivation is next to nonexistent, I got booted from a trade school program last week because I missed a week and then felt I missed too much so like the procrastinator/ nigger I am, I skipped 2 more weeks. >>6695
>>6697
I've been lurking since around when you guys got ousted from /b/ which was pretty ridiculous I think. Seems like the threads are just talking rather than erp which is nice but I've seen it so I was just curious
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No.6709
>>6707
It's less I lost interest, and more that it's a lot of stress that I just don't handle super well.
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No.6710
>>6705
I think, even less than that.
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No.6711
>>6708
Yeah that was annoying, but I prefer this board tbh. And yeah its mainly mouse that does that
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No.6712
normally id read the entire thread but head hurts too much
morning friends
it seems youtube has run fresh out of original content
anyone have an anime to recommend? something with a lot of different emotions
i usually handle negative emotions by doing drugs, a hell of a lot better then being depressed and crying in my bed alone for 18 hours a day
shit happens good animes?
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No.6713
>>6705
I'm pretty good at vidya but I guess that comes with the job sitting in your house all day, I'd like to get into writing actually and write a novel or something but that requires genuine talent
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No.6714
>>6708
Then it may be depression.
It might help to seek a professional opinion.
I only joined this community when they got their own board, so.
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No.6715
>>6714
Was thinking of that but therapy needs money which I'm severely lacking in
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No.6716
>>6712
Its alright to do them occasionally, but dont get addicted or otherwise use them primarily. It hurts worse than dealing with depression to begin with
>>6713
I have genuine talent for writing, but no motivation. It fucking sucks
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No.6717
>>6708
we were there for two months before they pushed us out, and I don't think it's so ridiculous. people do what they do. it wasn't nice but I'm not upset about it.
mouse and wired are the ones that did that and on /b/ there was non-stop spoilers everywhere all the time.
>>6709
yeah that sounds very stressful!
>>6712
hi farmer jones, are you a real farmer?
>>6714
I'm happy that you joined, pricia-senpai~
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No.6718
>>6715
You can get caresource if you're in america. Its basically poor people health insurance.
I would suggest getting therapy more than anything. A professional is more credible than people on the 8chan
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No.6719
>>6715
Well, I proffer you my sympathies, seeing as that's all I can.
>>6717
Hm.
But I've still retained a lot of it, and I do like helping.
So I do let people come to me if they need it, but I try not to let it to be my life.
Well, thank you.
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No.6720
>>6718
>A professional is more credible than people on the 8chan
Yes.
But keep in mind that a study had a man walk into 10 different psychologist's office and describe a perfectly normal human emotion everyone experiences, and walk out of 9 with a prescription.
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No.6721
>>6720
Well yeah I would recommend against meds no matter what the doc says tbh. Meds are a crutch, not a cure. I could give a fuck less what they tell you. Meds aren't gonna cure your depression. You gotta ultimately do that yourself
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No.6722
I will go do my morning stuff now, see you all in a little while~
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No.6723
>>6716
i got therapy for it too. government was like oh, you're 16 and living on your own and have no friends or family? sure, we wont give you meds to help you stay awake during school but we'll have helper lady d-412 talk to you for one hour every week
she actually helped a lot tbh
if i had real friends (or a family) during that time they would have helped a lot more though
>>6717 im as real as a farmer can get
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No.6724
>>6721
Meds can help you get out of the depths of it enough to work through the rest.
Some people also aren't able to work out of their depression, and meds can help them function more or less normally.
The point is to go into it with a healthy level of caution and skepticism.
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No.6725
>>6721
And to add to that, you gotta think that they prescribe meds cause it keeps you coming back. Just a thought
>>6723
Well its good you didn't resort to meds. They end up making you dependent to them. I mean think about it. Its daily drug use.
Good to hear you feel better. I am feeling a bit better even without much therapy in the past. But it will help a lot. Like I've said though changing your perspective ultimately helps a lot.
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No.6726
>>6716
Have you written anything you'd consider? >>6717
They're gonna do what they want you're right but I don't think that makes it any less stupid. >>6718
Care source? I'll have to check it out thanks, also are you from america and if so what part? I agree with you both about therapists I probably need one but I'm wary to try and I'd say I enjoy advice from you guys as much as I would a therapist considering you're a bit more receptive and familiar with the type of situation
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No.6727
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No.6728
>>6679
I was homeless for 2 years, from the age of 14 until I was 16 and 3 months.
I was the same, however my choice of being like that was stripped form me and it was either toughen up or starve to death. I chose toughening up. Then I had the choice of either toughening up further and being able to run both mine and two other people's lives for them or those two dying as they were unable to look after themselves, i toughened up further.
I don't really know any other way to be now though I do occasionally get sad, I wind up going back to how I am now after a short while.
I tend to just avoid thinking about my childhood or teenage years though, those are a burden I'll need to deal with eventually, but for now I'm laying the foundation for my future.
Believe it or not I wasn't always this cold either, I was always the one caring for my friends and really any person that needed help.
However, carrying all their problems on top of the ones I was already carrying wore me down, and when I needed them they weren't there for me.
Half the time they didn't listen to my advice no matter how kind and fluffy I was with it, no matter how patient I was. Even if I just sat there for hours and let them pour their heart out to me and I would just accept it and give them a hug, they would feel better but it would just make me feel worse and worse.
So I wound up becoming cold and tired of it over time, I don't even feel good when helping people. I just know for a fact that if they actually did what I advise them to it would work.
My friends were never there for me and I wound up becoming harsher and harsher giving direct advice that would fix their problems instead of pussyfooting around.
My father still says I'm far too harsh and judgemental even now, and I can see his point, however even when I was nice the only difference is they would feel better emotionally but no progress on their problems would be made.
They would use their depression or addiction as a shield from criticism or as an excuse not to change and make their lives better.
It frustrated me to no end.
Madexx is right though, it's arrogant of me to try to help. Then, I guess to a hammer, everything looks like a nail… Even if someone asks for help I think I shouldn't try to be honest, I don't put a lot of consideration in to how someone else will feel and I think that's my problem. I can empathize with how bad they feel but I'm unmoved by it these days, which kind of worries me.
I hope that answered your questions.
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No.6729
>>6724
Well yeah they can help. But generally speaking, they're not a great idea. I think its better to go without the meds.
>>6726
>>6727
ofc I have. But the problem comes in to play that I have lost passion for doing it. Which fucking sucks.
Fortunately enough I feel more content about life in general. I was fucking bad dude. I used to want to sui daily, cut daily, etc. Bad stuff
Well I'm glad we can help. But someone trained in the profession of helping people mental health wise is much more credible
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No.6730
>>6726
ridiculous is a little different than stupid, isn't it?
>>6728
I think it's less about "shouldn't try to be honest" and more about trying to be less biased or opinionated, what helps you wont always help another person
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No.6731
>>6730
It's alright, my utter disdain for weakness will seep through, even though it's not them I'm disgusted with, it's the old me that they remind me of. especially with how they're making the same mistakes I made. Though our circumstances are vastly different, I guess I also resent them for having better lives than me
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No.6732
>>6728
i think its much better to lead by example and only provide help once people ask for help.
>>6728
i wish people could be more critical about me
>>6731
why are you disgusted with your former self? your former self made you
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No.6733
>>6732
Maybe, though I class being "woe is me give me attention" as asking for help indirectly.
Being critical about oneself is one thing, but if you aren't taking steps to correct the flaws then why be critical? Why highlight flaws you don't intend to ever fix?
My former self was weak and degenerate as fuck, drinking every day and using drugs all the time to avoid the reality of my situation.
Rather than hardening up and doing what needed to be done I wallowed in self pity like a little bitch, when I hardened up and started taking action that was necessary my life improved dramatically.
Though you're right the old me, made me the current me. It was a lot of little steps until I became like this, though a lot of people wouldn't regard what I currently am as a good thing.
I'm atleast honest and wont sugar coat or bullshit to you though, so you know exactly where you stand with me.
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No.6734
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No.6735
Time for me to head out, dewa.
See y'all on the flip side.
>>6729
I think it's far better to take it on a by-case basis.
But, you know, what do I know, I never got my cert for prescriptions.
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No.6737
>>6735
What a nice and flat chest
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No.6738
>>6735
have a nice time pricia-senpai~ do lots of nerdy things!
>>6737
the nice thing about that image is the super nice earphone things~!
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No.6739
>>6730
It is but I'd say it was a bit of both. >>6729
That's good that you're feeling better about your situation, do you have anything you feel is worthy of sharing? >>6728
That's a pretty rough start to life, but it helped shape you into the person you are today. It's pretty clear you used to be a lot softer if that sounds right, you offer good opinions and honest ones at that, not just "oh sorry your feeling bad, it will get better" esque shit which is refreshing. I've had some pretty fucked up experiences I was younger such as witnessing my father beat my mother with golf clubs and stabbing her when I was 4. But my life has been relatively comfy besides that. And honestly I'm not in disagreement with the arrogance thing but its one of the few times where it's not a fuck you type of arrogance but instead a speaking from experience type of deal. That's totally fine to me because you sound as If you know what you're talking about, so in your situation being arrogant is almost justifiable If that makes sense
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No.6740
>>6739
your posts confuse me, but you should keep posting just the way you are
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No.6741
>>6739
This posting format has given me cancer.
You've killed me.
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No.6742
>>6740
I'm sorry, why do I confuse you
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No.6743
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No.6744
>>6741
what are you >>6741
talking about, don't you just think this is the best >>6741
posting format >>6741
you've ever >>6741 ever >>6741 seen?
>>6742 because it's confusing!
mobile isn't the
>>6743 problem, silly~!
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No.6745
>>6739
"No scientist its magic that madexx exist, pacifistic activist ironic twist he's masochist; drinkin robo not the actavis, wordplay is immaculate; Even Gordon Ramsey tells me I am lit"
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No.6746
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No.6747
>>6739
Life can be shit mate, just play the hand you're dealt and try to improve your lot in life.
That's all any of us can do.
Well you're not wrong about me I guess, but arrogance is still arrogance, I've had that leveled at me a number of times and it rings true.
Even if you can understand where it comes from and you see it isn't malicious it's still an issue I need to address.
I don't do the meaningless platitudes anymore, though I may occasionally if it is literally the only thing I can do.
I find it generally doesn't help at all, though there are times when it's nice to just know someone gives a fuck.
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No.6748
>>6744
Shit I see what you mean haha sorry, I mentioned earlier I've pretty much never posted I've lurked for many years. Besides talking to you guys the only time I posted was in response to a euro thief thread, haven't seen him in quite a while by the way
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No.6749
>>6746
sorry~ I hope you'll forgive me one day!
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No.6750
I wish Wired were here. I need some advice from the RSenpai
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No.6751
>>6750
can't you just use a search engine to find out what you need?
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No.6752
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No.6753
>>6745
maddex is lit
>>6749
that was his first post on any chan ever
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No.6754
>>6753
not the one I replied to
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No.6755
>>6753
>that was his first post on any chan ever
You what mate
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No.6756
oh is that just the way the formatting turns out when you post from your phone in that way?
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No.6757
>>6752
ohai, right on cue.
I've been cutting a lot of yews, but even after selling 1k logs I only manage to get 300k or so… what do.
Also is there any way to sell all the shit at once? I cant fucking stand having to withdraw, dump, withdraw money, dump, etc. Its so frustrating.
Any better ways to make money than yews? I mean its not bad, and it skills my WC. I can also skill runecrafting by hitting the air place on the bank trip back to my spot.
What way should I make money when I get mem? Im at around 1.8mil at this point. Fuckers rose the price to 2.5mil for bonds. ugh
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No.6758
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No.6759
>>6756
no, the one I replied to is not the same as that person.
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No.6760
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No.6761
>>6757
oh yeah here are my stats. After I did fagon gayer, I have been
nonstop
cutting jew logs. kek
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No.6762
>>6757
>only manage to get 300k or so… what do.
>Also is there any way to sell all the shit at once? I cant fucking stand having to withdraw, dump, withdraw money, dump, etc. Its so frustrating.
>Any better ways to make money than yews? I mean its not bad, and it skills my WC. I can also skill runecrafting by hitting the air place on the bank trip back to my spot.
>What way should I make money when I get mem? Im at around
flip runes for days, buy from the varrok runesellers and sell for 4 or 5 coins upcharge (or however much more they'll buy it for) on the GE. I made membership in a day from doing that, and quit playing thereafter
i read your first line like 'i've been cutting for a lot of years'
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No.6763
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No.6764
>>6762
I suck at market economics. And I prefer to skill something as I make money. I would fucking cry if I lost all my money
kek. Its pretty nice there is another scaper here though
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No.6765
>>6757
Jews is one of the best ways for f2p to make money tbh.
When you are a member though a shitton of option become availeble. I personnly enjoy doing slayer, but it's a slow procces. If i need a quick buck picking mortmyre fungi tends to be my choice. Right now I'm mostly justnafking skills like wc and fishing for exp/money
Also what pizza should I order from dominos? I'm debating between chicken kebab and pizza americana.
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No.6766
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No.6767
>>6764
this one flip was buying and selling about 100k of salmon or trout i cant remember which within the same day, made 300k just from that
us traders GAMBLE with your entire life's GRIND of logs
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No.6768
>>6763
>>6766
I don't know this meme.
>>6765
What is a pizza Americana
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No.6769
>>6765
get sausage, peppers and bacon
thats what i usually get. chicken kebab pizza?
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No.6770
>>6765
ah ok I will continue with the jew logs then. How does slayer give you monies?
I've worked at dominhoes before. I would suggest asking for extra sauce because it is free. Also I cant really remember most of the pizzas, but the breadbowls are fucking sex in a box.
>>6767
I don't want to risk flipping. And as I said, I like to skill
And wired check >>6761 in case you missed. Its an update of my skills
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No.6771
>>6770
oh and why not try the cheese pizza CP is so good
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No.6772
>>6745
Do you write lyrics rather than story's?
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No.6773
>>6769
>peppers
I bet you like onions too you fucking savage.
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No.6774
>>6772
I write both. I have written a couple short stories, but primarily songs
>>6773
I love onions, but not on my pizza per se
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No.6775
>>6768
Ground meat + ham + peperoni
>>6769
If you are refering to bell peppers I hate that shit.
I think I'm going with the chicken thoug. It has been a while since I had that one.
brb finishing the order and moving to the pc
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No.6776
>>6770
i couldnt skill for more then a level. Got some serious ADHD. I used to have 4 bots set up on my little laptop while i went to school and by the time i got back they'd all have like level 35-40
and then i'd just gamble all the proceeds on the GE until i got as much money as possible
by the end of it i had all the non-membership armor sets (couldnt even wear them cause tfw level 12)
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No.6777
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No.6778
>>6776
>used to have 4 bots
>used to have bots
>bots
Omfg I hate you
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No.6779
>>6774
That's neat, well good luck and I hope you find the motivation to continue writing at some point. Back to lurking for me, again than you guys for your words it's much appreciated
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No.6780
>>6775
>Ground meat + ham + peperoni
Yes. That
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No.6781
>>6777
nice trips, but I got >>6666
>>6779
Well I did assure Poppy that it was a when, not an if. I cant let him down. And more importantly myself. You are a cool cat, nice to have you around
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No.6782
>>6781
Thanks man, you're pretty cool yourself. It's a good feeling to know people like you and your pals are in this world.
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No.6783
>>6779
see ya anon
>>6781
nice get
what kind of things do you write?
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No.6784
>>6781
I'm still looking forwards to when you start writing, made-senpai. keep doing your best!
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No.6785
>>6783
Primarily conscience rap songs/humor, and some short stories. The stories I have written are dark in nature though. Like I have an idea to write a story about necromancy. But I can't get the motivation to do so. Im sure I will eventually
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No.6786
>>6785
Yeah if you didn't know I love spoopy stories. I have read so many creepypasta I fucking love them
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No.6787
I've moved to my laptop~
I think this is my first time posting from here, so you'll get to see lots of new images from me~ I have a folder on here with around 100 smug anime faces :^)
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No.6788
>>6785
i used to write stories for someone a long time ago
don't anymore though
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No.6789
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No.6790
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No.6791
YouTube embed. Click thumbnail to play.
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No.6792
>>6787
Smug is my favorite
>>6788
Well I have an affinity for vocabulary as well as creative writing within itself. I plan to make a career out of my writing in some way, shape or form.
I am also somewhat talented with music, hence I primarily write songs. I have only recently tried making my own instrumentals, but still.
I am pretty good at playing the piano and identifying music in general. For example I learned how to play a song on piano just by listening to the keys I pressed and comparing it to the song. No sheet music even. Took me like 10 mins. Not the whole song, but at least the main part of Lean On Me.
>>6789
Aqua is so hot. I want her to smug me as I peak below her skirt. she never wears pantsu, this is canon
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No.6793
>>6792
did you realise it was a whole webm? people don't sometimes for some reason.
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No.6794
>>6791
>company of myself
>jack
kek that has to intentional
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No.6795
>>6793
Oh shit I didn't. But that's because I thought you saved this image I have here
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No.6796
>>6794
I hope I didn't drag you down into my bottomless pit of feels.
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No.6797
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No.6798
>>6795
mhm, I thought so, that's not the first time I posted it and it seemed like you thought it was just a picture~
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No.6799
>>6796
I didnt even watch tbh
>>6797
Nice lain. She is cute in that pic
>>6798
yep… Im getting a bit sleepy. Im gonna probably get off and go to bed soon
oh and dw I feel much better. Just seeing wired and poppy helped. As well as my dog is a goon. She always helps
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No.6800
>>6799
>Just seeing wired and poppy helped
Ahw, that's sweet~
My doggo is being an annoying bitch atm but I don't know why =/
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No.6801
>>6798
Also I adore that picture. She is so cute
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No.6802
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No.6803
Im getting sleepy so Im gonna sign off. Cya later
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No.6804
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No.6806
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No.6807
you all have the same folder of smug anime girls?
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No.6808
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No.6809
New thread~
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