No.5356
confession thread
I'm a 22 year old trans girl in the uk and all i can think about at any waking moment is wanting to die. My gender identity is not the reason for this, it's the only thing I feel ok about, it's everything else. I'm too much of a pussy to commit suicide and it would be a huge deal for my family and I think it'd be easier almost if I was raped and murdered, plus I enjoy very very severe and extreme sexual degradation so that's another plus. All I can think about from waking up to barely sleeping at night is how badly I need to do as soon as possible and I've tried everything and nothing has worked. If anyone is interested let me know x
Your turn
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No.5360
>>5356
>everything is wrong
>except the one retarded shit going againt everything single basic function of biology that i'm sure is totally real
too retarded to live.
41%
and don't worry; your parents didn't spend decades of their lives to have a fruit, so they'll shed some crocodile tears, but deep down, it will be a relief for them to not have to deal with the embarassment any longer, and on some level, a vengeance against you stealing all that time invested on your faggot ass
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No.5362
>wanting to die
Everybody does it eventually, sweetie.
>nothing has worked
Literally everyone in history has managed to die. Maybe you're just stupid?
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No.5392
>>5356
I'm a 24 year old alcoholic that has life all planned out for him. From this moment on in 10 years I'll be sitting in an appartment that's mine doing the same stuff I've been doing the past year which is broowsing the internet and drawing. Put some cardio in and you have a recipe for life. All my life is going to be like this which I don't care about at all if that makes sense. There's nothing new to learn but many things to discover like books and the like. It's whatever because I don't care about suicide or feeling bad. Nothing matters. I just am in this world.
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No.5399
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No.5428
When I was 12 I kissed my niece on the lips . she was younger
If anybody interested I'll post more of this experiences
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No.5441
>>5428
I'm interested so another is appreciated
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No.5633
>>5360
yeah ok you're right tbh, still wanna die, wanna help?
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No.6013
I'm a horrible person who should've been locked away a long time ago.
I can still see the blood. I can taste it sometimes. Once you go to the dark side, you never come back. It's always in the back of my mind, how to properly dispatch someone.
From as young as I could remember, I live by a simple piece of advice. Be polite, courteous, and respectful but always have a plan to take care of the person in front of you.
You know that supposed statistic, that you will walk by at least 25 murderers in your life? We probably already passed each other and you would never have known.
Have a good night now
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No.6019
>>6013
>I'm an edgelord who is desperate for attention.
>I have seen blood on in games and in movies, and when I had a nosebleed once, I tasted it and went to the dark side, and now I think I'm a Sith lord. It's always in the back of my mind, how much I want to rage and sperg without my mom grounding me.
>From as young as I could remember, I live by a simple piece of advice. Be polite, courteous, and respectful, and just keep it all inside, and when you get home, cry a lot.
>You know that supposed statistic, that you will walk by at least 25 wannabe edgelords in your life? We probably already passed each other and you would never have known.
>Please think about me a lot. I'm so lonely.
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No.6043
>>5356 Easy mate, just go outside.
you'll be instantly beaten, gangraped and murdered by a group of Muzzies because your country just lets anyone and everyone in regardless of their backround because ((((DIVERSITY IS STRENGTH))))
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No.6044
>>5633
I've been drinking non stop for like a week but tons of booze. Am I going to die if I quit now?
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No.6076
>>5356
No sane person would go on the intenet and advertise his mental illnesses, very weak bait.
>>6043
godspeed, land of the mentally ill
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No.6080
You will never be a woman ever. You are born male with XY chromosome. See psychiatrist. A competent one that does not fall for TRA bullshit.
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No.6083
So, is it a cunt that want to be a faggot or a faggot that want to be a cunt. either way.
tits or gtfo you degenerate.
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No.6087
>>6019
How about we fight irl instead of url you little shit.
Anywhere within canada or the US. Please be a repeat of the last little shit I met up with on the New Haven green. I have literally nothing better to do
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No.6197
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No.6199
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No.6210
>>5356
Are you MtF or FtM OP?
Anyway for confessions; I've all ways wanted to have a relationship with a cousin of mine (fuck the first thing I masturbated to was my cousins) romancially. I still kinda fantasize about her sometimes but I usually can get myself out of it by thinking about my uncle's reaction to it or some other guilt shit like that. Probably doesn't help that I don't really go out much (Not NEET tier but I have no real friends or anyone to talk to) so I dont meet up with other girls such, and blackpills about women in general demotivate me too but I still see hope in my cousin(s) not to be sociopaths. Fucking /r9k/ man, I need some whitepills to neutralize this bullshit
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No.6214
>>6087
I don't fight with confirmed edgelords.
You're just acting tough because women have turned you down for stronger men. ...and so you try to brag about "accidentally maybe" have killed someone. Maybe you got very drunk one evening, and accidentally ran into someone with a car and then fled the scene, and read about them being dead the next day. ...or maybe just just killed a rabbit when your dad took you out hunting, and you've had nightmares ever since.
...and that's okay. You go on being a naïve edgelord. Good for you.
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No.6216
>>6087
If you're a sane person to any degree, then any way you turn it, killing somebody is fucked up. No matter who they were, your victims were conscious beings with lives that you took away and ended. It could have been your decision, or it could have been just because you had the better firearm with the better aim, but it wasn't because you were the bigger man. ...and so there's a place in your mind that's so black that your emotions just won't go near it. Your victims are dead, and you are not, and that's just how things are. You were the bigger asshole who won the #1 prize in the asshole content. School bullies won't hold a candle to being the asshole you were. That's not a trophy that any killer invests pride in, or is willing to defend in fights. ...and that's how I can tell that you're an edgelord.
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No.6219
>>5356
confess my weakness so you can use it black mail and control me ? no thanks .
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No.6222
>>6210
Soon the only way youll be able to get off is by thinking about your uncles reaction.
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No.6240
>>6210
it's because you only have been close to very little people throughout your whole life and your trust issues don't let you meet others
>t. whitepill
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No.6287
>>6222
no please... like some reverse ntr??, jesus christ anon im hard now wtf
>>6219
everyone knows about your faggotry anyways analcockman so you dont need to worry about blackmail
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No.6288
>>6240
meh its more that I dont go out much, but yeah I'd have to say I am not too trusting of others. I also don't have much interests to talk about so it feels much more like an interview to me (an probably make myself to be shy or assburgers but I don't think myself as shy anyway). I'd say if I just had more stuff to talk about (hobbies would be a good start if it weren't that all of them are niche/non-sport) and got to know what they were doing in their spare-time (as not to come off as rude). I'd probably just have to pick up a sport like I dunno? swimming(?) to get to meet and know people I guess.
Still no whitepills? :(
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No.6310
>>6287
You know only what I want you to know
I maybe or not be . I may post as anonymous often . or I am not actually gay furry. you will never know
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No.6319
>>6219
people are not interested in controlling garbage, just disposing of it.
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No.6322
>>6319
that is why you are low class people
You are a fool . Monks control everything like gods did. both highest values and lowest the garbage must be recycle . and clever people will know how to make money from it .
this is what make city survive also civilization explain
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No.6394
Hmm.
I'm a former 'Tor content hoarder' who got noticed by the authorities and evaded them for over a year.
I used to collect bad erotica for the first two months before dumping it all and using methamphetamine to relive the thrill of watching that stuff, since it sharpens the memory and libido.
For about 8-9 months they watched me write in a notebook not knowing I was writing the plots I'd seen of the porn videos and cataloging every pic I'd seen of Epstein-esque lovemaking, until they did.
They tried to murder me by filling my tap water with bleach, which I was using to drink and inject meth.
It's been 7 months since then, I'm 6 months clean from meth and they let me live. Under the threat of having mobster gangster kill me if I use meth again.
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No.6396
>>6080
>You will never be a woman ever.
She already is, she's just depressed and into degradation. Making this site a good place to come for a good time. Pity she's so far away, if she lived nearby I'd offer her an ATM.
>You are born male with XY chromosome.
You know that how, exactly? You've examined her cells under an electron microscope?
Statistically, I think she's more likely to be XY/AMAB than XX/AMAB, but XX/AMAB does happen.
>See psychiatrist. A competent one that does not fall for TRA bullshit.
The tears will be delicious when the feminist TERFs finally learn who is funding their movement.
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No.6397
>>6396
>She already is,
Him being born with testicles instead of ovaries, disagrees with you. Since he's talking about "his identity", and doesn't mention even taking oestrogen, he's no more a woman than somebody with Sailor Moon for their internet avatar. He's just psychotic.
>You know that how, exactly? You've examined her cells under an electron microscope?
99.9% of all weirdos who think they're women, are just low test men with XY chromosomes, who believe that "becoming women" is some kind of way out of them being failures as men.
>XX/AMAB does happen.
Extremely rarely. Most likely OP is just schizophrenic. Quit the troll logic.
>The tears will be delicious when the feminist TERFs finally learn who is funding their movement.
The trans movement is all just one big hoax to get men to cut their dicks off. First they take away their biological fathers, and when these guys then grow up having no clue on how to be a man, they tell them that they're somehow women instead, and tell them to "transition", and people like OP fall for it, and become walking self-castrated jokes.
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No.6913
I would date you if you look female enough. Post a pic.
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No.6914
>>6013
0/10
>>6019
zoomer retard out of ten
>>5356
also zero out of ten
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No.6918
>>6216
Uhh I didn't know there still people this naive. Kinda sad tbh
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No.6919
>>6918
>Most generic reply ever.
Piss off, troll.
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No.6925
>>6919
You're the troll but I'll bite just because it seems there are some very young and naive anons on this board. Generic but true war is human nature and so is hunting. People have the instinct to react violently to things and killers can have no mental deviation besides the fact that they want to kill. I'm sorry you are actually some naive kid, it's hard to accept reality when it's so scary
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No.7428
I occasionally work in the entertainment industry. Sometimes I sneak into the on set trailers of upcoming actresses and sniff their used panties
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No.7436
>>6932
hey, its me
i've been wondering this for awhile now but, WHY DOES ALL THE BAIT SUCK SO HARD?
seriously wtf is wrong with you?
its not THAT difficult
just calling anons incels or nazis won't provoke anyone here, i bet most anons are used to it, or proud of it.
my point is WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU?
also, the art sucks
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No.7440
Don't do it. I've went through more shit than most and got slapped with some of the biggest news of my life and I'm still lookin up
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No.7610
>>6396
>>5356
>he fell for the trans meme
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No.7611
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