Is it normal to have a belt fetish if your dad used to whip you with one? I hear that for most people it ends when they're 14. My dad was a veteran and well built however, so he actually forced me to go through beatings until I moved out of the house at 18.
I avoided coming home as much as I could.
Tbh I think my dad was pretty degenerate. He never talked about politics, spent a lot of time in bars, got into brawls and usually had a girlfriend on the side.
He walked in on me when I was watching anime once and that's when I received the most relentless beating I remember.
He called me a faggot and told me to not watch "nip trash".
I'm glad it's over but I still think about it sometimes.