No.158848
I finished high school with mediocre grades despite effort. I saw with my own eyes all the people who were playing video games all time, and they had better grades than me, the "hustler".
Somehow I joined a college. I was giga locked in for 6 semesters, but I am still here, failed all exams this time. Before that I struggled as well. I look at other people, who get internships, work as consultants or engineers, party and have it 10x easier than me just because their brains can memorize better and faster.
I am also a semi-autistic anti social loser. I tried to join multiple student clubs (in US they are probably called "frats"), but I couldn't fit in anywhere. I don't know what to talk about with people, and no one cares if I put effort or not.
Honestly, ropemaxxing is the only way out of my subhumanity. I did my own research on brainmaxing, and basically every source says that mental exercises are bullshit and your cognitive ability is capped by your genetics. Every brainmaxx method that looksmaxx posters claim to be "successful" relies on some untested chemicals.
I don't want to live for a future where I will be a broke social outcast, either neetmaxxing or working at a warehouse.
Moral of this story is that you can put as much effort in your life as you want, but if you're born as a below average subhuman, normies will always mogg you
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No.158852
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No.158853
All schools are brainwashing and wage slave training centres. You don't learn anything valuable in school btw.....
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No.158854
I also have difficulty to memorizing things, last night I was playing GTA 4 and I happened to forget many times the objective in the missions, I was playing Neptunia Sunday and I already forget why Iffy decided to help Neptune and I can barely remember the episodes of the last anime that I watched, I also have difficulty to pay attention while I was reading books
I blame the race mixing for this
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No.158855
>>158853
School prevents future bullying. Schools turn you liberal so you can avoid social ostracization in the future.
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No.158868
does brain damage make you loose some of it? after ive gotten many concoctions i feel like ive gotten dumber, that i need to know more and im dumb for not knowing anything.
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No.158874
>>158852
bro I tried a few times throughout these years. First time I was stopped by the staff at a tall building. I entered the city view platform and tried to jump, but this was winter. This time I was just too afraid of pain. I was scared of jumping from my universities tallest stock because if something goes wrong I will end up a cripple. And I also was scared of doing it with train. I tried to suffocate myself then but still couldn't handle.
I would rope myself immediately if I got a handgun or an instant-death-pill. Now I am a little bit more stable, but still hate myself and I don't know why I'm living as a subhuman.
Guys like Andrew Tate convinced me that I can achieve anything with row effort, get rich and shit, but now I can't even achieve a bachelor.
The most painful thing is knowing that others do it smoothly. Normies IQ mogg me in every single situation throughout my life
I know this shit sounds surreal, but this is exactly why I talk abut it on this forum and not with real people who will think I'm crazy
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No.158876
>>158854
where did you end up in life? Do you have a degree? Are you wageslaving or having a decent paying profession?
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No.158898
>>158876
I work for my mom, she gave me the minimum wage, it’s enough to afford my things
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No.158920
>>158853
you may not learn anything valuable, but they test your IQ. Smart kids end up going to best colleges, becoming doctors, lawyers, engineers and consultants. Idiots who's brain can't work fast enough end up in manual labor or NEET at worst
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No.158930
Shut your fucking mouth. Only liberals go to college. Manual labor is the apex of human intelligence because robots still failt o do it. Only a genius can have their brain can calculate the weight of an object and execute a physical task with precision.
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No.158931
>>158920
you aren't smart for getting good grades in school....the vast majority of school "smart" people are actually functional idiots.....they are just brainwashed idiots....
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No.158935
>>158931
Not everyone is brainwashed. You might pretend that you are which is also a part of social performance that is needed to WIN the game of social status. Who do you think will perform better in business, engineering and any money making career? Someone who can read text book in 2 days and write an exam on it or someone who needs 5 minutes to memorize one sentence? Someone who masters math concept X in 60 minutes or someone who struggles for days?
Btw, in my location STEM faculties are not infested with retarded politics (although schools are). It's all about memorizing 100 business/engineering concepts and doing 10 math tasks within a certain time period, which greatly measures the IQ of participants. Idk how it is in USA
I just know that if someone did logical or memorization task faster and better than me, he IQ moggs me, and will win social competition for jobs. Just like if someone's taller than me, he heightmoggs me. Or if someone has more bonemass, wider jawline, forward maxilla and hunter eyes, he moggs me
Blackpill is all about measuring biological performance of individuals and comparing it to other individuals or averages. Above average wins the competition(in dating, economy, social life), average guys struggle, below average stay incel
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No.158937
>>158931
there is a great guy called PslGodMindset on youtube. I absolutely love his bp/lookism edits and vlogs
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No.158939
>>158938
>>158930
bro, you certainly don't understand the blackpill. It seems there are no true blackpillers on this forum. Originally I wanted to discuss this stuff on SaSu and looksmax.org but both rejected my registration. Even suicide forum doesn't want me
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No.158940
>>158935
they are idiots, they memorize a bunch of bullshit......and yet they have zero common sense....you are not smart for memorizing bullshit.....
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No.158941
What you will is out of your control. You cannot choose to want to memorize something and have the capability to do it, and a drug dealer makes more than all of those professions combined but too bad you are more likely to have a normal job. You've got to have higher selfishness than a normal person to be a criminal and have lower anxiety and be great at calculating risks. In any population the rebels will always be the minority. Being a drug dealer is a great job because you are not only seen as a victim but someone who ran a respected business.
Only a gifted person can rebel from society and choose their own path. You have to care about the US because that's where your institution is getting its information from. US politics affect everything. Whatever liberal bullshit they feed you is what goes in whoever you study with's brain and eventually they will ostracize you once they become a liberal and you disagree with only one thing. If you are in western Europe, you would face the same problem.
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No.158946
you totally are stupid, all the schools teach you is bullshit.....you are not smart for succeeding in school, everything they teach in schools is a lie.....the idiots who succeed in school don't win anything but debt slavery.....there is literally zero information in higher education.....it is all a lie.....no intelligent person believes in the crap they teach in school.....
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No.158966
>>158939
> Even suicide forum doesn't want me
I'm sorry, but this is hysterical xd
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