>2016
>parents fighting, divorced
>realised I have no friends
>depressed and sad af
>shittylife.jpeg
>watch a bunch of slice of life feel good anime to cope
>addicted to the short lived endorphin surge while watching anime
>realised my life can never be as colourful and cheerful
>performance in school dropped, messed up my med school entrance exam
>got in into a sub-expectations med college
>depressed and maddened
>realised can't read properly anymore.
>diagnosed with anxiety induced OCD and ADHD.
>tried watching more anime
>escapism.jpeg
>academic performance still shit. Somehow pass the 1st and 2nd year examinations.
>corona
>college closed. At home.
>mother takes to the psychiatrist
>asks me to take my meds regularly
>mother forces to take the meds regularly
>improvement
>improvement
>improvement
>mood swings stopped
>can read just like before
>lifeisgoodagain.jpeg
>realised what happiness is after 4 years of severe depression
>takes meds without fail, everyday
>smile.jpeg
Hey anons. I don't know why but I felt like sharing this. I had been going through some crazy shit in life. For years. I had forgotten what it was like to be happy. I had seriously considered ending myself as well. If it wasn't for the girlfriend and mother, I would have. There were times when I would run away from my meds. I didn't think they worked. I would miss them, lie to mother that I had taken them, and go to sleep everyday without. But you'd never realise how stupid I was being. Seriously, mental health is very important and always go to a shrink if not feeling good. A survivor here to attest to the credibility of sciences. Take care brothers.