>>12561
I'm studying for a certification exam, so when I find that I can't pay attention or am getting an urge to have fun, I jack off to get the extra energy out of my system so I don't want to do anything. But then I have trouble doing the studying, so it's a vicious circle.
Otherwise I sometimes just wanted to cum because I just wanted to feel the high of the orgasm, like doing drugs. I haven't actually blew a load because my libido suddenly told me to in a very long time, it's been a conscious, deliberate choice for a few years now.
The last time I got a natural hard-on was in November 2012 at the gym while I was working out. That was the last time I tried to unaddict myself.
So no, nothing exact. I've cum to jailbait, cp, and older women, as long as it was female. For a while I was scared that this desensitization would turn me into a gay, but I legitimately cannot get hard to gay porn and honestly I was never attracted to anal, assholes are nasty. Weird how female butts are awesome but assholes are gross.
