Thank you for all your great insights.
>>66342
>>66343
卂爪乇ㄒ卄ㄚ丂ㄒ is indeed one of my favorites. Hypno is still part of the equation though.
I scrolled through the top/all of the gentlefemdom subplebbit. I really vibed with pic related. I'm not into the idea of being collared or being on all fours to be someone's chair, but reading about some of these overly wholesome "mommy" dynamics (although actually saying mommy would feel weird) seems like the type of experience I'd really enjoy with a girl. I've yet to find fap material, but thanks for the pointer.
I read a few blogs on Female Led Relationships and it scared me. These stuck-up whores truly want to call all the shots in the relationship and have the man take no responsibility whatsoever. One of them even used an example of using a hypnotic trigger for doing the dishes. I would feel like a manchild in this situation, so I'll have to carefully set boundaries and keep this kinda stuff in the bedroom.
>>66348
>Be aware of yourself, and right now you are a virgin with a very weird perception of sex, you should work on that, not discover other kinks.
What you say makes a lot of sense, I've had these exact thoughts before. I fear my inexperience with relationships and my warped perception of sex. I disagree on one thing: I'm in no rush to have sex, a relationship must come first. I don't wanna fuck some random girl, I want a girlfriend.
I actually have quit hypno for about a year, right around the time I first started dating girls. None of them stuck around for a second date. I think this is partially my own fault for not knowing how to escalate any situation (+ general inexperience), partially because they went "you're just not my type". It got me thinking: what would be "my type"? What do I seek in a relationship and what do I have to offer to such a person? I guess that question goes far beyond sexual preferences, "opposites attract", it's more about complementing each other's personality quirks and weaknesses well, sense of humor has to match, stuff like that. I just wanted to take a close look at my own fetish and see if I can find anything usable. If hypno gets me hard, surely there must be some element in there that I find attractive, which I can look for in women.
Figuring out "my type" is my biggest concern right now. I could dive back into dating without a clue what kinda girl I want, but is it really effective searching if you don't know what you're searching for? Maybe. Maybe it'll just click and inexplicably feel right, and she ends up being nothing like what I would've imagined. But maybe not knowing what I'm looking for makes me attracted to damn nearly everyone, and makes me waste a ton of time on women with whom I could've seen it coming from a mile away that it wasn't gonna work out.