So the other days a friend that worked for one of the FAGMAN companies got accused of rape by his wife and it tore me apart. This is the second friend in 5 years who has been accused of this. Granted I was not there but my friend seems level headed. It is frustrating as both of them were some of the more interesting people in my life. Further another efriend who was interesting got kicked off fb a few years ago, never to be seen again.
Out of the other friends I have, one is on SDI due to a disability (not his fault), another friend that is a neet and a bit of a pot head (his business), another who is hard to get a hold of due to going in and out of the mental hospital, a Saudi friend I speak to on fb, and a gf. Out of these my Saudi friend who I used to work with and my gf seem to be the most level head. The thing about my two friends who had issues is the first one I founded something with him but now due to his status I can't do anything too advanced with him and the second one we were in talks to start a software company but then this shit happened. I am just so frustrated as it seems like no matter how smart the people I try to hang out with or the ambition it seems like things get fucked up some how. I get we all have friends that may need serious help, but what about friends who want to do shit besides sit around?
Despite feeling like a fuck up, I feel like I have done more than most people I know and that is kinda scary. I am in my mid 20s, have a gf, house, and decent job. My grades in school were shit and moved half way across the country and despite all that work things are working out great. I feel like Fukuyama's end of history so to speak. Probably the next this is to build up investments and some side software projects and aim for a more technical role in my field. I got burnt out training for my current job and taking college classes, so now that things are kinda calm I might take CS for lulz, but beyond that it does not seem like there are any grand projects in the works in the world (at least at the surface).
To make matters worse, I feel like my personality is diverging from the norm of society. Has anyone dealt with dealing with normality compared to their peers?