/cute/ - Cute/2D

Azusa

>>3151

Can nurse Ui cure my broken hearth?

>>3052

This is the only correct answer

I didn't notice how old this thread is. I don't think this matters since this board is hardly alive.

>>3854

I Love Azusa!

I haven't posted in a long week. I've been busy! I don't think this matters though!

It's nice to be back. My friend from the Azusa thread, we should continue here, since the Azu thread seems to be broken.

>>4543

I actually wanted to suggest that in the Azusa thread.

I read your story, I hope your friend was fine and didn't hurt himself too badly. Was that boat abandoned? How was your week anon? I'm glad /cute/ is back, I missed this chats.

>>4545

My friend was a tough kid. He wasn't bothered when he got bandaged. We don't know if the boat was abandoned. I will assume it was. My week has been alright, and I have also missed the chats. What about your week?

>>4546

Fine I think, but quite boring. There was a storm the other day and it broke something and now construction workers are fixing it, but they cut internet for half a day, I hope they will fix it soon…

>>4555

It's about to storm here soon. I've also been busy the last hour or so, since I had to make a poster and write a short one page paper.

>>4555

Also, another story.

>Be me, with same friend from previous stories

>Stayed over at his house

>We went out and put a fish trap in a tiny stream

>Go mess about some, then go home

>Next day

>Check trap

>A tiny fish!

>CUTE! (We both had an obsession for all things cute. I still do.)

>Go back home to get bucket to keep fish

>Go and pick up fish and take it home

>Get proper equipment to keep a fish alive

>I'm on the porch with the fish

>Friend runs out crying

>His dad was going to use it as bait

>Was sad but got over it eventually

>>4561

I hope you did fine, I'm sure you did.

>>4613

Your childhood sure does seem exciting and interesting, full of adventures, I used to hunt for this small river crabs, but I always returned them back since I don't think I could care for them. It's sad his dad took the fish :(

>>4617

The fish would've died either way. We wouldn't know what to feed it. It's nice that you took them back. My child was nice, since I've always had my friend, and could trust him completely. Unfortunately, stories can be hard to remember.

>>4619

Are you still friends?

I didn't have many real friends growing up, the only "friends" I had weren't actually friends, they weren't kind and nice to me.

>>4620

Yeah, we're friends still, we don't talk much. His family was friends with my family. I'm sorry to hear you didn't have many real friends. My friends have mostly been good friends, mostly because I am not an approachable person.

>>4621

I'm glad you're still friends and maybe you will be again as close as you once were.

It's ok, I have nice friends now, they are all internet friends, but friends nonetheless, I count you as one.

>>4623

My friend and I have been apart for a long time, and we're very different people. I just don't see that happening. Friends are friends, it doesn't matter where you met them. I count you as a friend as well.

>>4624

I suppose that's just what happens when you grow up, people change and split, it happened to me with my brother, but I'm glad that you still are in touch and not completely apart since you share so many memories.

You're right, friends are friends.

>>4625

You have a brother? I have a sister. We aren't very close, we don't see eye to eye on much. It doesn't really cause arguments, but we don't talk much.

>>4626

Yes, me and my brother are the same, we don't see each other much, we don't fight, but we just grew apart…

>>4628

I hope you and your brother can become close someday.

>>4629

Thank you anon, but I don't see that happening unfortunately, I think we are too different now…

>>4630

You're both family, I'm sure you will become close later on.

>>4631

I hope so, I guess I just have to wait and see, I don't want to "push" him too much. And hopefully you get closer with your sister as well.

>>4632

I'm sure I will. So, how has your day been?

>>4633

So far so good I think, although I haven't done much, so not as productive as I would have hoped for, but at least nothing bad has happened and the weather is nice and not too hot. How is your day anon?

>>4634

My day has been good. It only started three hours ago however. I don't think it will go bad though. Weather is cool but sunny.

>>4635

Well I hope it continues to be good. So anon what are your plans for the weekend?

>>4637

I've got no weekend plans. I never usually do. My day was pretty good, but I'm in a quite bad mood, which I am not too sure why.

>>4640

Neither do I, I just asked to make conversation. I'm going to bed now, I hope your mood improves anon, have a great rest of your day and good night!

>>4641

Thank you anon, and goodnight. I hope your mood stays decent.

>>4642

Thank you, but if I'm being completely honest, my mood has been anything but decent unfortunately..

>>4650

I am very sorry anon. I really hope your mood improves. If it makes you feel any better, I look forward to talking to you, since I enjoy it.

>>4651

Thank you anon, I do appreciate it very much. It has been improving I think. I get dragged into thinking about stuff that is out of my reach and dwell on them too much, I don't know how to escape it. I think I need to get back into studying how to program so that my mind focuses on that, but I feel like I have fallen out of the loop and it's hard to get back into it.

>>4653

I understand. You have to take what victories you can and get to your goals step by step. You should also ease into things, instead of trying to force yourself to do what you want to do.

>>4656

Yes, you're right, no need to force myself, but I do need to get back to learning since it has been a couple of days now doing nothing…

>>4657

I dislike my sister more than I used to. She's become unbearable to be around. She calls everyone stupid, when she is the one who couldn't fill out a paper to go to college, when she is the one who has been stealing cars and being a filthy criminal. Now she works at a general store and lives with her boyfriend who is much older than her and has two kids. She's a joke.

>>4659

I'm so sorry anon, I'm sorry that your relationship with her is like that. Do you have any contact with her kids? Maybe you can set a good example for them.

>>4660

Not her kids. Nothing can really be helped. I'm also sorry anon. I just don't have anyone to talk to about this sort of thing, and it brings a great deal of stress.

>>4661

I'm happy that I can help you release at least some of the stress, it's good to get things off your chest every once in a while. Maybe she will change and if not get closer with you again, at least be a good parent to those kids. I hope so.

I'm going to bed now anon, have a great rest of your day and please don't stress yourself too much, goodnight!

>>4662

Thank you, and goodnight.

>>4664

It's already 9th of April 2017, scary how time flies…

>>4666

Yes, indeed it is. It's been a little over a month of chatting.

>>4667

So anon have you played any interesting games lately?

>>4668

Not really, I don't get to play many games, since I have work to do. I was lucky enough to get a game of Civ 5 in yesterday. What about you?

>>4669

Me neither, I bought Day of Infamy the other day, but it doesn't run that well so I'm not playing it much. I'm looking for something to play for like 30 min just to relax and get my mind of everything.

>>4670

Looks like it would be a fun game. I doubt my computer would run it well either. Even if it did, my internet is very limited in what it can do, so no multiplayer.

>>4671

That's a shame, I have fairly good internet speed, but it's quite unstable, it's not uncommon to just stop working for a couple of minutes, especially in late hours.

>>4672

Internet is surprisingly bad in the U.S., since all infrastructure is really outdated. I imagine the cities aren't so bad. Many places you can only get satellite internet, which is expensive and just awful.

>>4673

Yes I've read that, it really is surprising since US is one of the most developed countries, but I suppose it's hard to upgrade everything in a such a large country.

Another week has passed… Well let's hope the next one will be better then this one was.

>>4674

I'm sure size has part in it, but I think that the infrastructure would be removed then updated, and that would cause significant problems.

Yes, Let us hope this week will be good.

>>4675

How is life in America? Is is really as free as movies makes you believe? I imagine it's not too different from western Europe.

>>4676

I don't think it is as free as the movies make it out to be. It's still very free, more free than any country in europe, I believe. Certain people are more free than others, due to certain issues, like the groups who fight for 'their rights'. It also depends where you live, California is much more authoritarian than Nebraska or Mississippi, which are insignificant states for the most part. There are many more factors.

tl;dr Not as free as the movies make ot out to be, but close.

How is Slovenia in that regard?

>>4677

It's not as free I as would want to, but I guess it could be worse. It seems like a lot of people, most of them really don't mind it and are supporting almost every government program even though it results in less personal freedom. There is no such thing that simply opening your own business and hiring someone, you have to go through tons of paperwork and pay all kinds of taxes and follow a lot of regulations. It discourages young people to be entrepreneurs and the government is trying to fix that with adding even more regulations. I would like a smaller government, but what can I do…

>>4678

It is similar here. There's also the fact that here you can't really compete with the huge stores and companies that own everything.

>>4679

So anon how is your day so far? Mine was ok I think.

>>4680

My day has been okay. Not great, but not awful. I have things to do at home, but not much. I imagine you're going to sleep soon, so goodnight anon.

>>4681

Let's hope today will be more great and not awful at all. It's raining here, which I quite like, it's not as hot and I like the sound of rain drops.

>>4686

Yes, let's. It's supposed to storm today, later on. Also, I had a very strange dream last night. It wasn't a good dream. Very bothersome actually.

>>4688

Ohh I'm sorry, do you mind sharing them, you don't have to if you don't want. I'm also having bad dreams often, too often really.

>>4689

No, I don't mind sharing. It's nothing awful, just made me a bit upset when I woke up.

It felt like it was two or three days. The dream started in a poor school, dirty and poorly lighted. There's a girl, she's perfect, she's adorable. I want to talk to her, but I put it off a day. Next day I'm asking everyone where she is, quite sad, since it seems I will never see her again. The last day I am miserable, I go to a very strange store. It had groceries and a place where they had puppies in a strange compartment and someone taking care of them. It ended with me petting a puppy and thinking about the girl, quite sad.

>>4690

That generally is upsetting and quite sad, do you believe dream have meaning, like brains telling you something when you sleep, maybe that's the case with your dreams?

>>4691

It's possible, I don't usually don't think my dreams have a message, but this one has a very clear and obvious message to it. What about you? Do you believe in a message behind dreams?

>>4692

I don't know, I think there are explanations behind dreams, but maybe not behind all of them, but yes your dreams have a clear message, I think that message could be for everyone, it kind of made me think.

Most of my dreams are nightmares that are all over the place and I don't think they really mean anything.

>>4693

I never have nightmares. The dream I had last night was bad for sure, but the start had a very nice feel. It's unfortunate you have nightmares.

>>4694

You never had nightmares? That's quite uncommon I think, but good since they are not very nice and they wake you up if they are extra scary. My are usually being chased by someone or something, being lost alone in a scary place or just everyday scenarios, but with people laughing and pointing at me, I don't know why I have them so often.

>>4695

I used to have nightmares, I just don't anymore. When I was younger I'd have night terrors every night. I didn't have nightmares like that though. That's just awful and I am very sorry that you have nightmares.

>>4696

I'm glad you don't have them anymore and hopefully I will stop having them soon. I'm going to bed now, have a great rest of your day and good night anon, I hope your dreams tonight will be a happy one.

>>4697

I hope that you sleep well and stop having nightmares. I hope my dream will be happy as well.

>>4698

I had a weird dreams where I witnessed a suspicious mass murder and was then chased by police, but it wasn't all that scary even though it should have been. But I had a scary dreams 2 days ago when I dreamed about being lost in abandon commieblock and had to ride an old elevator.

>>4699

Maybe the adrenaline made you not scared and made you just flee? Commieblocks scare me a bit. Seems so souless and desolate.

>>4700

Yeah, me too, my grandparents lived in one. Even though it was renovated to look new, it was still soulless but the elevator was still this old rusty box and made really scary sounds when moving. I was scared going to the basement since there was only one light so it was dark and kind of cold and moist, plus you could hear weird noises down there, I suspect those were echoing of elevator noises.

>>4701

I couldn't do it. I'm fortunate enough not to have to deal with that. I just had to live in old run-down houses when I was young.

>>4702

I never lived in a commieblock myself, or I kind of did for a short while when I was being babysitted by my grandmother. I've also lived or still am in a almost run-down house and will be probably moving to even more runned-down house on friday.

>>4703

Better than no house. How has your day been, anon?

>>4704

You're right, my day has been a bit boring and lame, I haven't done much in the past days. I'm constantly wondering if me moving is the right or the wrong decision. How was/is your day?

>>4705

My day was alright. I watched a play, had some people pestering me on girls I think are cute. I didn't do much work, but it was a good day.

>>4706

I'm very happy for you and I hope today will be just as good day if not even better one.

>>4707

Oh, I hope so too. I wish you would have a really good day too, but it is nothing that can be controlled.

>>4708

Thank you, my days kind of swing from bad to ok and back multiple types a day. I decided to postpone my moving for another week.

>>4709

My days are mostly okay. Bad things don't tend to bother me much. It's only bad things that happen without explanation or subconsciously.

>>4710

My days are all pretty much the same, it's just that my mood is swinging from optimism to pessimism too much, sometimes I get deluded about how positive can the future be, but that at the same time I get very pessimistic about the same thing. I have health problems that are putting my life on hold and I don't know how to overcome this problems, I'm trying hard, but there is so much out of my reach and I can't help but feel very sad about all of this.

>>4711

Oh, I'm very sorry anon. I've been fortunate enough not to have health issues. It is important to try to remain optimistic about the future. If you don't things won't get better, but if you do, things could get better.

>>4712

Yes you're right, thank you anon, you're very kind. It's just that it's hard to remain positive, I try, I really do try, but every now an then I just crack and it's hard to get back up again. I think I need to stop thinking so much about things since I don't have much control over, but I can't help but think and stress about them. I guess I need to try even harder.

>>4713

Yeah. If you can't control it, just let it be. My day has been pretty good up until the past few hours, because I got unusually sleepy and I got a quite bad mood.

>>4714

Do you sleep enough? I'm not the one to speak since my sleep is a mess, but having a good sleep is important. Anon are you more of a day or night person?

>>4715

I do sleep very well. I'd say I am more of a day person, but that changes after a while of not having anything important to do.

>>4716

That's good, I sleep a lot, just not that well, I wake up multiple times during sleep. I'm more of a night person myself, but I trying to sleep on time now to wake up early, I like mornings as well I guess since they are peaceful and quiet for the most part.

>>4717

I almost never wake up until I have to. I like it where I live, since it is always pretty quiet and peaceful.

>>4718

It's not all that peaceful here, that's why I'm thinking about moving, it's much more peaceful there.

>>4719

I couldn't imagine it would be very peaceful. It's still a city, even if it isn't massive.

>>4720

Actually where I was thinking of moving is this tiny village, but there is a busy road nearby unfortunately.

>>4721

It could be worse though. One busy road isn't so bad. Unless you live right next to it.

>>4722

You're right and the road isn't all that close, I'm overreacting a bit, the only problem is the internet speed, but I guess I don't need it to be super fast anyways.

>>4723

Well, at least it could be worse. I wouldn't want my friend to be living in unsuitable conditions.

>>4724

Thank you anon, you're a good friend, I'll be gone until the end of the day. I mean not gone, just busy, I'm planning to clean the house.

>>4725

That's alright. I should be busy too.

>>4726

Goodnight anon, I'm going to bed now, but I'll talk with you tomorrow.

>>4727

Goodnight.

>>4728

And good morning.

>>4729

Good morning to you too anon.

>>4730

So anon what did you do today? Anything interesting? I made myself a lunch, it wasn't all that good and it took a long time to cook it and even longer to clean it up afterwards, but I feel a tiny bit proud anyways.

>>4732

I haven't done anything today yet. My family wants to spend time with me. It's always nice to cook yourself something. I did mow the lawn yesterday however. It's a big lawn and I got slightly burned.

>>4733

I think it's nice to spend time with family and have a good relationship with them. I'm sorry you got burned, but at least you don't have to mowing again for some time right? And the smell of freshly cut grass is nice, at least in my opinion.

>>4734

Yes, I'd say I have a really good relationship with my parents and my grandmother. I always enjoy spending time with my grandmother since she is quite old and has interesting stories to tell. I also like to joke with my parents. I don't mind my burn, it just feels a bit itchy now and then. I enjoyed mowing the lawn too. It's quite large. Sorry I couldn't respond earlier, because I think you are asleep by now, but I wasn't free up to now.

>>4735

It's ok, I'm glad you have such a good relationship with your family. I'm feeling a bit under the weather today, but hopefully I will get better as the day goes on.

>>4736

Yes, hopefully you will. Everyone gets sick now and then, it's never fun when you do. I'm lucky since I don't get sick very often. I'm going to do something a bit odd for me today, I think. Wish me luck.

>>4737

Thank you, best of luck anon, I know you can do it if you try your best. I'll be cheering for you, good luck!

>>4738

Thank you very much anon. I will need it. How has your day been?

>>4739

It has been fine I guess, even though I didn't do much. Mostly I have been resting, but at least I'm feeling better now, thank you for asking.

>>4740

I didn't do what I wanted to do today, so that wasn't great. Other than that my day was alright. I'm glad to hear you are feeling better.

>>4741

It's ok, you can do it tomorrow, right? Just make sure you don't postpone things too much, tomorrow can quickly turn into never, that happend to me too often.

>>4742

You're right, I could do it tomorrow. It's just a bit hard for me, since I've never been the kind of person to do what I would like to do. I've always tried to make myself seem tough and unemotional. What I want to do isn't good for that.

>>4743

I'm the same so I'm not the one to talk here, but it's no good suppressing your true self, I think it's important to do things you enjoy and like doing. So please have courage and do it.

>>4746

Thank you anon. I will try. Your day was good, I hope.

>>4747

Tell me how it goes. I don't think I can call my day so far "good", but at least it has been more productive than average. I had a bit of a fight with my dad, I don't like fighting with him or anyone so I just stay quiet, but he's the kind of person who likes to fight with anyone. He starts fights about the smallest things, sometimes even over nothing, like this time. I don't have very good relationship with him unfortunately.

>>4748

That is unfortunate. I hope you two can find common ground and have a better relationship. It's good that you were productive today.

>>4749

Thank you, but unfortunately I don't think that's very likely to happen, I don't think he likes me very much.

>>4750

I am sorry to hear that. I didn't do what I would've like to do today. I hope to tomorrow.

>>4751

I hope that do and good luck with it, I know you can do it, so make sure tomorrow doesn't turn into never ok? If this is something you really want to do, can you give me a promise, can you at least try?

Good night anon and good luck!

>>4752

I will anon. It's hard to know when to do it. It's not really something you can try either. I want to show my interest in a girl. Sleep well, my friend.

>>4753

I see, umm I don't know how much of help I can be, but I guess you need to feel it yourself when the moment is right to do it, but I don't know, I don't want to give phony advice. But please do remember those dreams you had and best of luck, I will be cheering for you friend.

>>4754

Thank you anon. I know I can do it. I did something productive last night though. My speakers were broken, but I fixed them.

>>4755

That's nice, my speakers are a bit broken as well, but I'm not sure what's wrong with them, so I doubt I can fix them. I wasn't so productive today, but I'm hoping I'll be by the end of the day.

>>4756

I did it. Not in the way I would've liked though. I'm a bit sad, but I will get over it.

One of my speakers were broken. I wasn't sure why, but I found that the plug's casing was loose.

>>4759

I'm sorry to hear that, but I'm glad you did it, and d-did it work?

My speakers sometimes randomly get super quiet, I'm not sure why, maybe they are just old…

Good night anon

>>4760

I am not sure of the result. I am not good with that sort of thing. The response wasn't negative though.

I am not sure what could be wrong with your speakers. When I fix something, it is usually through blind luck.

Good night anon. Sleep well.

>>4761

Maybe she just shy, I don't know, but I think if it wasn't negative it's got to be positive r-right? I don't know much about this, so sorry if I'm saying something wrong.

>>4762

Don't worry anon. I'm sure everything will be fine. If she doesn't like me, I will just move on.

>>4763

That's good, so anon how's your day so far?

Don't mind me, I'm just posting cutest girl.

>>4764

My day was alright. I have a new project. I will have to interview some old friends who played sports in school and asking about concussions.

>>4765

That is quite alright we would like more people posting.

>>4766

So you're writing a report on concussions? I had one when I was a kid and was in come for a few days, but I don't remember much about it.

>>4770

Yes, I am not working alone fortunately. It is still quite a bit of work. The interviews are over american football, so I don't think you will be able to help me. That is fine though. How is your day?

>>4771

It's fine, thank you. I was in a bit of a bad mood when I woke up, but I'm feeling better now, and there is nice weather outside without being too hot.

>>4772

Sorry I didn't reply yesterday. I was quite tired and busy. It was pizza night, andI didn't have all the things I needed to make pizza.

>>4786

That's fine, you make your own pizza? That's cool, what kind did you make? And hmm w-what's a pizza night?

>>4790

Yeah, I make my pizza. It's best that way, and I can't really get a delivery back home, since it's pretty far out. I just eat cheese pizza. I haven't really tried any other things on pizza. Pizza night is just a night when you eat pizza. My dad would say it's pizza night when he cooked pizza. It just stuck with me.

>>4791

So it's like a family thing? I think that's nice. I also eat just cheese pizza and sometimes I also make it myself, but I'm not very good at it and the oven we have isn't the best.

>>4792

I suppose so. My family has always eaten plenty of pizza. It's usually good, but it can be awful.

>>4793

I only eat pizza every 2 or 3 weeks, I fear that if I eat it too much I won't like it as much as I do now.

>>4794

I eat pizza once a week. I don't usually eat much pizza though. I don't eat much in general.

>>4797

I have the same problem, but I'm trying to improve now and get to normal weight, but it's hard since I don't have any appetite.

>>4798

I'd say I am a healthy weight. I think I should start exercising though. I'm not sure if I would stick with it.

>>4801

Yes exercising is nice, I do a bit at home, but i'm thinking about starting running.

>>4803

I can't run very long. I can run fast though. I guess I am bad at pacing myself. I think I will just do simple strength exercises.

>>4806

Any kind of exercise is a good one I think, I have this two pictures a bit off topic, but they might help.

>>4808

I think they will help. I remember this one time I did 70 or 75 push-ups. I didn't do it in one set, but I didn't have much time between sets. My arms hurt pretty bad for a week.

>>4810

That's very impressive, I'm not sure how much I can do, but probably no more then 10 in a row.

>>4811

I think I can do about 25 in a row. I'm not in bad shape, but I could be in better shape.

>>4810

What's the point of doing so many of them? Why not just do harder ones?

>>4812

I'm not in THAT bad of shape myself, but I do lack stamina and strength.

>>4813

What do you mean by harder ones?

>>4814

I am the same way.

>>4816

Harder exercises, like diamond or one-armed push-ups.

>>4817

Ah. I could probably do those. I will try sometime.

>>4816

I was thinking about buying some fitness equipment so that I could start exercising more seriously, but it's super expensive. Kind of weird how much just regular weights cost.

>>4823

I don't think I would buy fitness equipment. I don't think I care enough to.

>>4824

I don't need it now, but maybe one day in the future. I'm moving tomorrow anon so I won't be able to post for a while, but will try to set up PC as soon as possible.

>>4826

Don't worry about it. Take your time.

>>4827

Thank you anon, I'll probably be online by this time tomorrow, but it all depends on the internet. Good night and take care.

>>4828

You too anon. Good luck, and hopefully nothing breaks during the move.

>>4829

Hey, I'm back anon, and thank you for your wishes. So how are you?

>>4837

I am well, a bit exhausted, but well. How are you? How did the move go? Do you like your new home?

>>4839

Same, exhausted by driving the whole morning. It went well, nothing broke lucky. I like it, the house is worse than the one I used to live in, but it's in a small quiet village, when before I was living in the suburbs. I still need to unpack and everything, but I think I will do that in the evening since I'm quite tired now.

>>4840

It is nice to hear that everything made it through fine. I've always been a bit unlucky with that. While your new home isn't as good as your last home, it is probably older, since it's in a less populated area. It's nice that it's quiet though.

>>4841

I'm sorry to hear that, hopefully that was the last time something broke. Yes I like peace and quiet as well, I just wish internet would be more stable, but as long as it works it's fine.

>>4842

Fortunately last time I moved nothing broke, but things broke every move before that. Unstable internet is better than no internet.

>>4843

Yes you're right. I'm still getting used to live here, I didn't sleep very well last night since the room is not familiar to me, but I guess it takes time. I just noticed the text on top of the page says "You can't spell cute without 'u'." It made me smile, I quite like it.

>>4852

I'm sure you will get used to it soon. The text at the top can be quite nice.

>>4855

I'm slowly getting more comfortable here, all through the room I'm sleeping in is quite larger than my previous one and it's making me a bit paranoid, I prefer small and comfortable rooms.

>>4856

I understand that. It's quite a different environment to sleep in. Sorry this was a bit late. I hope you sleep well.

>>4858

That's ok, and thank you I did sleep ok, even overslept a bit. Today it's a nice day here, it was raining for the last couple of days, but today we have a bit of sunshine.

>>4859

Sorry about not talking today, I've been spending time with my grandmother. It's nice to be with her when I can, because she is quite old.

>>4863

That's fine, actually I encourage you to spend more time with your family, especially with your grandparents.

>>4866

Thank you anon. I unfortunately can only spend time with my grandmother. My grandfather, and her husband, is dead, and my other grandparents are over 1000 kilometers away. Anyway, how has your day been going?

>>4868

I'm sorry to hear about you being so far away from your grandparents and I'm especially sorry to hear that some of them have already passed away. All my grandparents passed away as well.

My day has been fine, thank you for asking, I did some work around the house and some programing, I will do some more later, now I'm going to the yard and just sit and relax and do nothing since it's nice weather here. How is weather at your place? And how was your day?

And I very much like the picture you posted, very cute!

>>4869

Thank you anon, you are very kind. I am sorry to hear your grandparents have all passed away. It's supposed to storm today, and it's a bit warm. Yesterday was nice and sunny, but hot. I still haven't done much today, but I do plan on doing quite a bit soon.

>>4870

It's fine, but thank you. I'm glad you're doing something, good luck with it, I hope you succeed.

>>4872

I'm sure I will. It's nothing challenging. I have to type out interviews I've done before.

>>4873

Ohh ok, I'm glad it's nothing that can cause stress, still best of luck and I hope you type them soon, well I hope you already did and have now time to do whatever you want. I'm going to bed now so good night anon.

>>4874

Thank you anon. I unfortunately couldn't do all I would've liked, but I got what's important done.

>>4875

That's ok as long as you do it today, right? And I think it's nice that you've done the important part already.

>>4876

I don't know if I could do it today. School leaves me quite exhausted. I may have more important things to do, also.

>>4877

Yes, school can be quite exhausting, I was mistaken and forgot it's a normal day today in the US right? Here it's a holiday. So what did you do today anon, was it a good day? I hope so. I went for a walk in the forest, but I ended up picking garbage after someone rude who left it there, but at least it's cleaner now I guess.

>>4878

Yes, it is a normal day. It is labor day for you right? My day has been fine so far. It's nice you cleaned garbage in the woods.

>>4879

Yes that's right and we had a national holiday just before the weekend so it's like mini break for those in school. I'm glad you're day is going fine and I hope it continues even better, I didn't do all I wanted to do today, but I'll try to do those things tomorrow.

>>4881

That's good anon. I have work to do tonight. There was a project I had forgotten about. It shouldn't be too hard.

>>4882

How did it go, did you finish the project?

>>4884

I finished as much as I had planned. It's quite a large project, and it will probably take about a week.

>>4885

I see, good luck with it. How many weeks until your summer break?

>>4886

Only 3 more weeks after this week. Not sure on what I will do during the summer.

>>4887

Hey, I'm sorry for late and sloppy reply, I'm going through some real tough time right now and I don't feel very well, but it would be wrong not to reply. Sorry for negative mood anon.

>>4888

It's quite alright. I hope things improve for you. I am here if you need to talk to someone about it.

>>4889

Thank you very much anon, you're very kind and I appreciate it very much. I think you just might be the only friend I have as pathetic as that sounds, I need a nice and long sleep to clear my head, I'll talk with you tomorrow, take care anon and thank you.

>>4890

Thank you, I am glad you see me that way. I think you are very kind and I like having someone to talk to. It's quite alright that you don't really have friends anon. You are probably the only friend I am so open to.

>>4891

I know how pathetic this sounds and I know how pathetic I am, so sorry anon in advance for being this way. I got "catfished", my life has always been pathetic and quite lame and I never had anyone who would really care about me, until this person walking into my life almost a year ago. I felt happy for the first time, I even felt in love as sad as that sounds, I wanted to dedicate my life to this person. Nothing matter anymore as long as we had each other and now realising it was all fake broke me, it broke me in more ways that I could imagine. I don't know anymore, I'm sure some random anons who might check this thread every once in a while are laughing at me, but I don't care about that, I just want to go back to where I tought that person was real and that there was someone who cares about me. The worst part is that I can't be mad at the person who tricked me, I can't hate him, I forgive him, but it hurts me that this had to happen, I wish I never felt that happy so that I wouldn't be this sad now, I can't even finish this post without crying, I'm sorry anon, I'm pathetic.

>>4893

I don't think you're pathetic. You were in love, but you were fooled. Sure you are hurt now that it is over and you became aware, but does that really make it fake? I don't think so, since you did feel love, you did have the comfort of someone caring about you. I don't think many people would do something different, it just hasn't happened to most people. You aren't any more pathetic than the common man. I think you shouldn't take a break from living because of this, just keep doing what you would normally do. Hopefully you won't get fooled again.

>>4894

The whole future I was so desperately looking for is fake, I should have known from the start it was too good to be true, especially for someone like me. I normally don't do anything, but wait until I eventually die. I did try to do something to move forward, because there was something I looked forward to, but there isn't anything for me to look forward to now. And to top it off I got bitten by a tick yesterday :(

But thank you anon for kind words and for being here, I appreciate it a lot.

>>4896

You have to move on. You have to find new motivation, you have to try new things. Spend less time at home. Just don't give up anon. If you give up then you really won't have any motivation to do anything. I don't want you to be that way. If you don't want to do it for you, do it for anybody who you care about. It's not the end of the world, anon, you've just got to carry on, or you will never become happy again.

>>4897

Yes I know thank you anon for support I really need it. I'll continue to try and find a job so that I can at least make my mom happy, that's good enough for me I guess. I decided to remain friends with the person who tricked me since he's in a miserable position and needs help and a friend, I think he's telling the truth now, but it's all very confusing still for me. But enough about me, how are you doing anon?

>>4898

I am doing fine. A bit disappointed in myself. I keep planning on talking to that girl, but I just never do it. I always get really nervous when near her. This morning there was a club meeting for the Christian club (I'm not a religious person, I suppose I just don't care.) that my friend took me to. We prayed for the seniors who would be leaving soon. We stood in a circle around them, and I ended up next to her. Later I had a class with her and I was nervous the whole time.

>>4901

Ohh, I'm sorry to hear that. I'm not the one to give advices especially on this matter as you might imagine, but you honestly don't have anything to lose if you ask her, the worse outcome is the same as you're now right? But you have a lot to lose if you never ask or talk to her. Even if you have doubt in yourself I don't, I have a lot of faith in you, I know you can do it, you're a nice and kind guy I think and don't have anything to fear, so please do yourself a favour and talk to her, I know it's selfish of me of me to talk like this as I'm not in your position, but I can see a good outcome for you, you just have to do the first step I think. Regardless, best of luck with everything anon and good night!

>>4903

Next Wednesday I will. In the morning I can see her when she isn't busy. I will talk to her then. The issue is that she does already know I like her, and I am unsure if she likes me, and want to give her a way to contact me so I can get to know her better and so she can get to know me. Thank you for having faith in me, I will try to do it for you.

>>4904

Please do, but not only for my, but for yourself as well, please anon have faith in yourself. Maybe she likes you too, but is just shy and is hoping you will talk to her?

>>4908

I don't know. I hope so anon. I will do it. What's the worst that could happen? One of her friends wants it to happen too. I can do it.

>>4909

I think the worse thing is that she can say she's not interested and everything remains the same as it is now, or at least you won't wonder anymore, but I don't think that will happened. I think she will be very glad you decided to talk to her and will be happy to talk to you. I know you will do fine anon, just make sure you do it. Good luck!

>>4911

Yes, you are very correct. I don't know why I become a nervous wreck, because I know nothing particularly bad will happen, except maybe being disappointed for a bit.

>>4913

I think it's only natural to be nervous, just make sure that the nervousness doesn't overwhelm you, I know you will do fine. And better to be a little disappointed then to be forever disappointed in yourself, but don't worry about this, since I'm sure this has a happy ending.

>>4915

I think it will turn out good. I had a dream last night, it was fairly strange for my dreams. It was just me asking the girl out over and over, each time a yes. It all took place in familiar settings too. It is important that I do this to achieve an inner peace.

>>4916

Yes I think you must do this, even your dreams are encouraging you to do so and I know you can do it, so Godspeed anon! I wish I had dreams like yours, I dreamed about being bullied on a beach so I ran into the ocean for them to stop, but the lower part of my body got paralysed and I started drowning :( Ohh well..

>>4917

That's an intense dream. That would wake me up in the middle of the night. I hope you get good dreams.

>>4918

Thank you, I'm used to dreams like that, so they don't bother me all that much anymore and if I'm honest, dreams are still the most interesting part of my day.

>>4919

If you are used to it, then I guess it is fine. It seems I won't be talking to her on Wednesday because I did it today. I am very happy I did it, it feels like a huge weight has been lifted off of me. I am also happy that I did it at all, but I had no reason not to, and I had more encouragement than most. This isn't the point though. The point is I am very happy with myself, and I have you to thank for that. So thank you, my friend.

>>4920

Hey, that's great, I'm very, very happy to read that, I truly a, it made my day. I'm very proud of you anon and you're welcome, but you don't have to thank me, you're the one who did it, so you should be proud of yourself!

>>4922

I am very glad I made your day. I am also very proud of myself too. So, anon, how is your day?

>>4923

My day has been fine so far, thank you for asking anon. I've got for a walk and did some jogging and I've cleaned around the house a bit too, I still need to mow the lawn, but I'll do that next weekend probably. I'll start cleaning my room and the house now and I'm planning to watch a movie later. How is your day?

>>4924

Pretty good. Haven't really done anything yet. I should probably clean too, so I guess I will do that.

>>4925

That's good, I always feel better after I tidy my room.

>>4926

I am done. I do feel much better now that things are clean. What movie do you plan to watch?

>>4927

I was planning to watch Throne of Blood, but I got distracted with the internet and it's not too late to watch it… Ohh well, I'll try no to repeat the same mistake tomorrow and watch it then.

>>4928

That seems like an interesting movie. Hopefully it will be good.

>>4929

I think it will be, I like samurai movies in general so I think I will like it, I'll watch it in the evening.

>>4930

How has your day been?

>>4931

It's has been alright, thank you. The weather is a bit moody, it's sunny, but also very cloudy so they are blocking the sun and every 10 minutes or so it gets brighter for a few second before again clouds cover the sun. I'm thinking what should I have for dinner, it's still early, but better prepare in advance. How is your day anon?

>>4932

Pretty good. I haven't really done anything, because it's still fairly early in the morning. I've got a bit I would like to do today, and it shouldn't be too hard. Weather is nice here, it is supposed to be sunny for a few days. It's a bit chilly, but that's alright.

>>4933

I'm glad to hear that, about your day being pretty good I mean, hopefully it remains at least just as good. And good luck with that thing!

>>4934

Sorry I couldn't reply earlier. I got distracted, then the day went on, and then I had to get to work. I didn't think what I had to do was going to take long. I have to create a portfolio for my medical classes. I had to write a few papers that were very easy since they were asking about me and my thoughts. Then I have to print things out and track down papers. It's a very time consuming bit of work, but an easy one. I also enjoy it, because I get to talk about myself like someone is going to read it. A bit like a diary I suppose. Did you watch the movie? Did you enjoy it?

>>4935

It's ok, I'm glad you had a nice and productive day. No I still haven't watched it, I got distracted again, but I will today after lunch.

>>4936

What have you done so far today?

>>4937

To be honest not that much, I clean around the house a bit more and did some planning how to build a small desk I want to build. Now I have to figure out what will I have for lunch, something easy to make and even easier to clean after. How about you? I suspect is still early morning at your place.

>>4938

I haven't done much today so far. Just class.

>>4939

Just class itself is like a full time job, it's just as time consuming and exhausting, so I don't think you should feel bummed out for not doing much else.

>>4940

I suppose you are right. I am learning about wounds now. It's pretty gross sometimes, but it is still very interesting to me. I don't think I learned much else.

>>4941

I was the same when I learned about wounds in the first aid training, but that only lasted like 2 days so it wasn't so bad. I'm sorry if you already said it, but for what kind of profession are you schooling? Are you going to become a doctor anon? I personally think that's a great job since you get to help a lot of people, I know a lot of patients might not seem grateful, but I bet they very much are.

>>4942

I am still not sure if I want to be in the medical field. I may just try to be an engineer, as it seems like it would be the best fit for my skills. I don't know if I would feel satisfied as an engineer, but I don't know if I could deal with the stress of being a hospital worker. I think I would want to work with the elderly, because I think that the elderly are interesting, as you can get insights into life, the past, and future. I feel that the elderly would be much easier to deal with. I may decide to become a nurse, so I can move between areas whenever I want. Also, if I am to be honest, I am not in college yet. I'm quite young. I'm going to be hit with a solar eclipse soon, so that should be neat.

>>4943

I see, yes working with elderly must be interesting and it's a very appreciated labor I think. Regardless, good luck with the choice what career path you want to take. Did you see it? I don't remember when I last saw solar eclipse, it was very long time ago.

>>4944

It hasn't come around yet. It will be quite a while before it does. How has your day been so far?

>>4945

It has been fine I guess, thank you for asking. I am in a bit of a bad mood, but I think it will get better as the day goes on. How are you?

>>4946

I'm quite alright. The day hasn't started, and I'm satisfied because I did quite a bit of work last night. Did you watch that movie yet?

>>4947

That's good, don't postpone everything to the last day like me. Yes I did watch it yesterday and I liked it, I thought it was great and I would recommend it.

>>4948

That's good. I may check it out sometime. We did something pretty neat in class. We made fake wounds with liquid latex and fake blood. I guess I will share it. Hopefully that is alright.

>>4949

I have to be honest I was a bit spooked when I was the thumbnail, it does look realistic, I'm glad you had fun and thank you for sharing this.

I went to the forest earlier and saw marks from boars, this alone isn't anything unusual, but later while I was walking I heard this strange noise, I'm not sure how boars sound, but I think it was them, I was quite scared so I quickly left the forest. But something even scarier happen while taking the walk, I realised I'm losing eyesight fast, I certain that even last week I saw better, yes my eyesight was never perfect, far from it. But now it's getting dangerously close to needing to wear glasses all the time, and I'm getting there super fast. I'm feeling a bit sad because of it, I guess I need to inform my doctor about this next time I see him.

>>4950

That sucks. My eyes are awful, they have been for a very long time. I got it from my dad, I forgot what it was, but I'm supposed to get my eyes checked every year. It's surprising how much better I can see with new glasses. I hope you will be fine though.

>>4951

Thank you. I need glasses as well, but I've never bothered to get them, but now it seems like if I keep losing my eyesight by this rate I'll be completely blind by the end of the summer. Hopefully that doesn't happen…

>>4953

Yes, that would be very unfortunate. Hopefully it's nothing too bad.

>>4954

Thank you, so anon how are you, how is your day so far?

>>4955

My day was alright. I got an assignment. I've got to do a monologue of one of Shakespeare's plays. I got one of Juliet's.

>>4956

That's interesting. Your school sure does seem like they are teaching you all kind of stuff, I wish my school was interesting like that.

>>4957

It's just English class. It's basically a literature class, since you should know how to speak, read, and write english by then. Then I have Algebra and Biology. The Medical classes were my choice.

>>4958

I don't really remember what I was taught in school, it was nothing interesting or was lectured in the most uninteresting way possible.

>>4959

That's unfortunate. Class can be a bit exciting sometimes, and I feel I learn things fast and easy.

>>4960

That's great, don't lose that enthusiasm for learning!

>>4961

I won't anon. How has your day been? Also, how was yesterday?

>>4962

It's been fine, thank you for asking, and how was your day? I'm trying to help some stray cats that come here every so often, but they fear me so I just leave them food, hopefully we can became friends. Also there are a lot of dreams coming out of the forest to the yard lately, mostly late in the evening and early in the morning, I don't particularly mind it, but they do make so scary noises, it's quite unsettling, especially since I'm a very paranoid person :(.

>>4963

I meant deers, not dreams, my brains are not working correctly, s-sorry

>>4963

My day has been quite alright. I woke much later than I would've liked. It's nice you're helping those cats. Once I had a deer run over my yard in the middle of the day, which was strange. I never heard a deer make noises in person, but they do make odd noises.

>>4965

It's mostly male deers who make noises and they are very loud. The other day I was reading outside and it scared me since he was no more than 30m away from me, still in the forest while I was just outside of it. I'm also getting paranoid about one very silly thing, I fear that there is someone else living in this house, I know it's silly, but just the thought makes me very uncomfortable.

>>4966

I'm sure you will stop having that fear once you've really settled in. You haven't been there for too long.

>>4967

Yes hopefully, there are noises coming from the attic, it's just edible dormouse, but I still get spooked sometimes. There is a lot of animals living here either in the house or near by, just today I saw that a swallow that lives here was learning her children how to fly which I thought was cool and heartwarming, I was just watching them for a while and I thought it was great. What did you do today anon? Was it a good day? I hope so. I managed to fix my old PSP, I'm a bit proud of myself even though it was nothing special or hard or anything like that.

>>4969

I didn't really do very much today. Today was really just about being the Seniors' last day. In case you don't know, a senior is someone in the last year of school, in secondary school or college. I am a bit sad to see them go, since I knew a few of them, and they've treated me very nice and that I know I will be in that position soon. I like the feeling of repairing something, since it's like getting something new without having to lose money or deal with obtaining it.

>>4970

Yes it's always sad to split ways with those you know and care about, but I guess you shouldn't feel too sad because they are moving forward right? And so will you after you finish your last day. Do the seniors have any kind of "goodbye party" or something like that? They are very common here, but I didn't attend one when I was a senior.

>>4969

I didn't really do very much today. Today was really just about being the Seniors' last day. In case you don't know, a senior is someone in the last year of school, in secondary school or college. I am a bit sad to see them go, since I knew a few of them, and they've treated me very nice and that I know I will be in that position soon. I like the feeling of repairing something, since it's like getting something new without having to lose money or deal with obtaining it.

>>4972

>>4971

Yeah, there are usually graduation parties, but they aren't usually different from any ordinary party.

>>4973

My bad, anon. Sorry about that.