Is it possible to get right with God again?

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Is it possible to get right with God again? † 12/03/20 (Thu) 03:50:11 581fdd No.850356

Hello. This is my first time posting on this board. I have been raised Christian all my life. When I was about 12 I started having fantasies about wanting to be a girl. now of course those were nothing but weird thoughts in my head at the time. At 13 when I started watching porn I would watch lesbian porn and often self insert as one of the women. By the time I was 14 nearly 15, I was addicted to porn and very depressed. I eventually turned to tranny porn, and sissy s—. Last year I tried to get out of this hell and became religious again. For a period I felt clean. Eventually the thought started creeping up on my that I was winnie the poohed and I have forever ruined myself. There was almost like a little voice telling me "give in you wont be ashamed anymore". A few months back I did just that, looking at more disgusting homosexual pornography and erotic writings and comics.

Is there any possible way I could redeem myself, or am I banished to hell? Tbh Im honestly thinking about killing myself, as over the past 2 years, I have completely lost everything. I have no friends and no prospects in life. Even now that I have quit the tranny porn I think my mind is forever altered and distorted.

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† 12/03/20 (Thu) 09:01:29 fef856 No.850363

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Take control of your mind, you are not your thoughts, demons can put thoughts into your head, you are the arbiter who is to purge every useless thought, so dont be like most people who dont use that faculty and are hostage of their thoughts.

Having the bad thought in itself is not sinful, entertaining it is.

As to reconciliation with God its always possible for those who wish so, like the prodigal son.

You can go to confession for full assurance of God's mercy being poured on you.

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† 12/03/20 (Thu) 14:10:18 4646ac No.850366

Pornography during teenage years is really damaging, so you're in good judgement to worry.

What is bad judgement is that God couldn't heal you. Grace does change us, not only sin.

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† 12/03/20 (Thu) 14:27:33 3a9aab No.850369

>>850363

I don't know if it was demons, but I just stopped myself from going to the donut shop. I decided to control myself and refuse and passed by. Victory for the day.

Seems like stopping oneself from watching tranny porn would be even easier. But what do I know? I don't see the appeal at all.

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† 12/03/20 (Thu) 17:13:40 fa989b No.850374

>>850356

It does get better. Seek help. Don't be to hard on yourself when you fail, but never give up the fight. It is impossible to be damned on this earth, since God is infinitely merciful. Only after your death will you be judged. It doesn't matter how perverted and degenerate you are, as long as you try to get better God will help you. Remember, NEVER give up, even if it takes a lifetime to get back on tracks.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tYzMYcUty6s

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† 12/03/20 (Thu) 18:21:58 581fdd No.850375

>>850374

maybe I have been looking for help in the wrong places. everywhere else I go on the internet and talk about this, people just tell me either that i didnt do anything wrong or that I am damned and i should kms

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==CHANGE OF HEART== † 12/04/20 (Fri) 01:00:59 f8e373 No.850392

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Your half-way there. Change of heart will lead to change in behavior. REALIZING YOUR ISSUES. AVOID YOUR WEAKNESS AND OVERCOME.

OF COURSE CHRIST WILL FORGIVE YOU WHEN YOU REPENT.

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† 12/04/20 (Fri) 16:02:37 fa989b No.850442

>>850375

They are both wrong, and we here are right because we follow the true religion (most of us at least lmao). However, what I meant by seeking help wasn't about looking on the internet for answers. You should talk to your family, a priest, a therapist, etc.

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† 12/04/20 (Fri) 21:35:14 581fdd No.850467

>>850442

my dad sorta knows I have a porn problem, and I have one friend who knows about my issue and helped me a bit in the past. otherwise I havent told anyone

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† 12/13/20 (Sun) 01:52:22 d828c5 No.850832

>>850356

hello brotha, I too have been down this path

look into this method :)

https://easypeasymethod.org/brainwashing.html

this will not save you but this will give you a better understanding of habitual porn users. the more you understand, the closer you come to the truth. truth is love and understanding. and that goes back to our lord and savior Jesus!

before you ask for forgiveness and repent you gotta understand why you keep slipping.. do you not fear the lord? or are you brainwashed by the children of satan. they pushed porn and promiscuity to promote hedonism, distort, destroy and divide us with the holy spirit.

Matthew5:29

…29If your right eye causes you to sin, gouge it out and throw it away. It is better for you to lose one part of your body than for your whole body to be thrown into hell. 30And if your right hand causes you to sin, cut it off and throw it away. It is better for you to lose one part of your body than for your whole body to depart into hell.

you musn't touch your wounds as they will not heal. let god heal you by living in the spirit and having him live thru you and become CHRIST LIKE!.

HE IS THE ALPHA AND OMEGA BRO!!!!

I am the Alpha and the Omega,' says the Lord God, 'who is, and who was, and who is to come, the Almighty

Revelation 1:8

and being alpha isn't looks, its a mindset! that is THRU CHRIST, a CHRIST LIKE MINDSET!

Do not copy the behavior and customs of this world, but let God transform you into a new person by changing the way you think. Then you will learn to know God’s will for you, which is good and pleasing and perfect.

-Romans 12:2

when you spill your seed (jerking off) you not only keep yourself in a beta state. you are hurting yourself, and your spirit. your seed contains powerful energy that god has given us to procreate and create a human being. AINT THAT SOMETHING !!!!

jerking off also does alot other stuff like keeping your testosterone levels low and creating DOPAMINE LOOP BREAKS in your brain from TOO MUCH DOPAMINE.

only beta males jerk off cause they would rather live in a fantasy than live in reality.

and you feel like you have no prospects bro, you need to get on your purpose. making your GAINS (SPIRITUAL AND PHYSICAL) when you don't jerk off all that energy builds up and we get frustrated. so we must use our energy to CREATE.

DONT LISTEN TO THE VOICES IN YOUR HEAD, IGNORE AND LET THEM PASS

YOUR THOUGHTS AREN'T YOURS AS THE DEVIL WILL TRY TO DECIEVE YOU, REPENT LIVE IN GODS WILL, STAY IN FAITH TILL THE END AND YOU WILL BE SAVED, ASK FOR THE ARMOR TO PROTECT YOU BROTHA.

i hope this helps, love you and stay strong! never doubt and never let the enemy take you back

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† 12/13/20 (Sun) 03:23:15 581fdd No.850833

>>850832

Thank you brother. I will try my best

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