>>849611
I am afraid we are going to enter a chastisement, as Mary said at Fatima.
I am nervous, because I am new to the faith, I am in mortal sin. I have not done muvh charity work, if at all, because…I do not know what to do. I was never really taught this stuff as a kid, and I feel like I am outnumbered. I am blindly going about in my faith, with no one to guide me. ( I want my family to help me SO BADLY!!) I feel at a complete loss at how to go about it. My mental health is shot to pieces, I can barely retain anything in my memory anymore) I am alienated with the world, and I need guidance SO BADLY…bt I do not know who trust anymore. People have taken advantage of my trust for so long…especially /pol/
>>849618 and other like them put the final nail in my coffin in my mental well being. I feel like I wasted my life being angry at God…I don't even those I love anymore. I only really have myself to trust, even then, I rarely trust myself.