>>845876
Oh, well, I personally find God neither too comforting nor too uncomfortable. Sometimes he lets me be in peace, other times the Christian life is filled with strife for me.
But my belief is neither personal nor impersonal, but leans impersonal. Jesus Christ is almost like first contact with alien life to me. What comforts me is that this Intelligence is of good will towards us. I don't mean that Christianity is like Erich Von Daniken "Chariots of the Gods" kind of stuff, God is not an alien species, but if you extend first contact with aliens to mean with any intelligence not from this earth, then God does fit the bill.
As I said, I find comfort in the idea that this God is of good will, but I'm not sure I would describe this good will as firm but fair. I am not so blind to suffering in the world to call it fair, but God says that his understanding is greater than mine. In other words I am obedient to God, but I don't base that obedience on a belief that God is playing by human standards of fairness. I see good reasons to reject human standards altogether; the Bible says that the heart of man is evil, I happen to agree because I've seen enough in myself and in others to agree.
So I don't have this necessary connection between morality and God. God commands moral behaviour, love your enemies, do not kill, etc. but God is not moral behaviour, and God even says he will take vengeance and do things he forbids us to do, such as killing every firstborn in Egypt. I shrug these things off because God is God, he deserves my unconditional love and respect, just like my natural father deserves my love and respect. Of course, both God and my father were instrumental in why I exist, so I strive to honour both in the measure due to each. Really I don't see how it would be right to do otherwise.