"Jesus is my boyfriend" songs is such a meme
There's actually a massive range in "contemporary" Christian songs, singing about the full dimensions of Christ, many very heavy on his supremacy and uniqueness.
One of the most popular songs of recent times:
Death could not hold You, the veil tore before You
You silenced the boast, of sin and grave
The heavens are roaring, the praise of Your glory
For You are raised to life again
You have no rival, You have no equal
Now and forever, Our God reigns
Yours is the Kingdom, Yours is the glory
Yours is the Name, above all names
One in vogue ATM
Jesus Jesus
You make the darkness tremble
Jesus Jesus
You silence fear
A lot of modern worship is actually very well done and derived straight from scripture. My problem with it is that everyone performing it has perfect teeth and hair and is young and wears perfect clothes and is very cool which doesn't give the best impression of what the Christian life entails. But that comes from a drive no different to that which clothed priests in shiny, ornate garments. Just a late modern American expression.
Experience is an essential part of faith.
OP your rare experience can become deeper, clearer and more regular as you seek God daily in prayer, simply say "hineni" and let him lead you