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 No.6607 [View All]

Were you guys loved by your moms as kids? Did you get any real motherly affectionate love from them?

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 No.7013

>>7011

I think OP is one of those jock-type guys who don't understand why we don't all have alpha male syndrome. Why we want women superior to ourselves rather than inferior ones who don't challenge our masculinity.

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 No.7020

I got enough attention from my own parents, both of them. No hostilities.

I love mothercon and have RPd with folk where they play a curvy mother figure for me that I essentially turn into a sex slave. We go into detail about her 'favorite son' making his own siblings.

I'm not attracted to my own mother, she's too skinny for my tastes. I'm not entirely sure where all this comes from. I just love me some childbearing hips.

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 No.7022

>>7020

>I'm not entirely sure where all this comes from.

I'd wager most of us either had our first time with an older girl, our first time at an early age or both. I did it, she was only 3 years older than me but I have her to thank for my two biggest fetishes, pedo women and eating pussy.

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 No.7026

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>>6910

Reverse the sexes and you just about have my parents. Dad was more of an alcoholic though.

At least with your experience, everyone doesn't think you have an "Oedipus complex".

C'est la vie...

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 No.7038

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>>7013

Not having the urge to dominate women sexually has pretty much haunted me all my life,and has constantly undermined all attempts I`ve made at having self-esteem not based on either my extensive knowledge or unusual skills. I can honestly blame my mother for being such a wreck of a man.

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 No.7087

>>7038

>Not having the urge to dominate women sexually has pretty much haunted me all my life

I mean, not my whole life, but it's definitely had an effect. I'm not a beta-male, but I'm not an alpha either. I'm good looking, athletic, did well in school, confident... I'm just not romantically competitive. One of my biggest turn-offs is seeing a woman reciprocate advances from other guys. If I'm interested in you and I see you start flirting with another guy, it doesn't make me want to try harder, it makes me completely loose interest.

>have hot coworker

>constantly hitting on me, suggesting we sex

>she always invites me to social gatherings where we drink and play party games

>always invites at least one "competitor" for me

>guy grabs her ass, forces her face to make out in front of the whole house

>guy bad-mouths her until she's ready to cry and genuinely makes me feel bad for her

>inevitably screws the other guy every single time (always a different guy, btw)

>she tells me that she likes me better than them almost every day

>"Anon, I want you to show interest and put them down and win me."

Bitch, I am no cuck. I'm not interested in going through the freaking peacock dance for you to choose the guy you know is better after you've already fucked every guy from here to the coast. What makes you think that you are worth my time beating other guys off your pussy? Nope. I'll stick with a nice cougar or MILF who is just happy to have a younger guy who respects her and is also crazy turned-on by her.

>>6607

I had a great mom. Best mom ever. Perfect amount of affection, support, and respect of independence. Owe her everything, and still have a great relationship with her.

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 No.7090

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for me its about having someone to receive unconditional love from. most relationships i have start out fine but once i run out of things to talk about then they move on to the next source of fun and i'm left wondering if there was ever anything about me they liked. I can trust motherly love because there arent any prerequisites for receiving it, so i tend to fap to incest jav or decent doujins. but like a lot of anons above the body type is nice too, something about being wrapped in all that is very appealing. dfc is fine too

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 No.7237

My mother would just get drunk and beat me up at night when I was sleeping.I often question why didn't she abort me.The feeling of just being made to make her look good always left an empty void in me.

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 No.7245

>>6607

Nope. Not at all. She was as distant as the next galaxy over. Found out years later that she only agreed to adopt me because it was trendy at the time and all of her friends were having kids and she wanted to fit in. We've barely spoken in the last 20 years and rarely ever sees my kids, her grandchildren.

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 No.7246

>>6609

Same

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 No.7247

Reading this thread confirms that a large portion of us have mommy issues stemming from a lack of motherly love, which is just depressing...

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 No.7252

>>7247

I have been fortunate to find an older friend who is 35 and is a mother or 2. She's very perky and loves cuddling with me, and she even knows about my tastes and encourages it subtly. Even her husband doesn't mind.

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 No.7276

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>>7246

Me three, but she did show real motherly affection from my birth until she anhero'd. It came outta nowhere tbh.

>>7252

>Stealing an ara from a cuck

Very nice, anon, very nice.

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 No.7277

>>7276

It's not stealing. She and her husband are open to other guys.

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 No.7278

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>>7277

>Open to other guys

>Not getting cucked

Just accept your victory, Anon.

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 No.7298

>>6898

From what arguments I've heard it has to do with hygiene and the risk of infection later.

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 No.7300

my mother has a pretty clear case of borderline personality disorder. the best case study of this that i've found is the internet story of the "final fantasy house." https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lFRjrLmc_4c

mine wasn't as bad as "Jenova," but ultimately BPD is best conceived of as a female version of narcissistic personality disorder. you have to play your part in their version of reality in which they are the most important and morally justified person in every scenario, or else they punish you. this is undoubtedly where I got my masochistic tendencies which only work for me when i think of myself in the role of a young boy being bossed around by a motherly, pudgy, middle-aged, psychologically (not physically) dominating woman.

the part of that video which really stuck out to me is this: "i need to nod and make agreeing sounds anyway. otherwise we would have to fight every two minutes, and quite frankly, saying what i thought wasnt worth that hassle." I have literally never told my mother that I hate her despite hating her more than anyone else since I was 13, because from an early age she implicitly taught me that anything I say that offends or hurts her will be paid back at least twofold. the weird thing is that, unlike people with narcissistic personality disorder, my mother and "jenova" from the final fantasy house were never particularly convincing to their subjects -- they only wanted to convince themselves that they were right. my father, who was under her 'spell' for as long as i can remember, said in moments of clarity that all she really wants is reassurance that she is a good person, a good mother, a good family member, etc. the other two things which sounded extremely familiar to me in the story of the "final fantasy house" were a total inability to live without buying things she really wanted (usually using other people's money) and an endless obsession with fictional works completely divorced from her personal life.

anyway, bring on the fat milky titties and momdom :d

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 No.7471

>>6709

Jesus Christ man. Stay strong and I wish you well

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 No.7486

I guess my mom loves me, which is why I still live with her If I had the money, I would have moved out and become fully independent in a heartbeat. But I'm not particularity close to her.

As a baby I was raised by my grandmother, then in my early childhood I was mostly bymyself, with babysitters or daycare. my mom had anger issues, so as a child, any fuck up I did made her very mad. on particular thing I remember was one time I made her mad, so I locked myself in my room and watched some science videos to make myself feel better. At one point I watched an episode about the sun; the ending of the video talked about how the sun would die. I then ran to my mom crying about how all life on earth is going to end when the sun dies and she just says "Good, that way we won't have to be together". Granted, she was mad at me, but I think that really affected our relationship.

For the rest of my childhood I was then raised by my grandma, she was the person that mostly made me the person I am today. Sure I would make her mad with my attitude, but she didn't have anger issues like my mother.

I think it's suffice to say that I saw my grandma as my actual mother. as not only did she have time to raise me, but she also taught me many things that they didn't teach in school. I have fond memories of her taking me to historical museums my mom would do the same, but it was rare as she was always working and would tell me bed time stories about Greek Mythology (without the incest or Zeus's rampant horny ways) or of other religions like the story of Siddhartha Gautama.

After my grandma died, I Went back to living with my mom, but we weren't particularity close. My mom wouldn't understand why her getting angry why I wouldn't feel sorry or embarrased when I made her mad or when I talked back. I was baffled by this too since as a kid, I would bawl out crying when I made her mad, but never once did I feel shame when she would scold me, only annoyance.

Out of all figures of authority, it's only my mom that I don't really respect. meanwhile I still have a picture of my grandma and already swore on her deathbed that the day I ever have a daughter, I'd name it after her in her honor.

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 No.7554

>>6607

Yes, but in a completely platonic way. Believe it or not, I have never found my mother sexually attractive (she's a bit older and overweight). I'm more of a school bully/older schoolmate type of guy.

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 No.7558

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>>6607

My mom never had the MILF body type but she was attractive enough in her 20-30's that I would've liked her as a GF... still the closest relationship I've ever had... and we aren't that close. Why?

1) Her religion

2) Dad and brothers

3) She had children late

https://meguca.org/nya/

My luke warm relationship with her is why I failed to take the radical action I needed nya~

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 No.7559

>>6607

To be honest, OP, most "MILFs" and hentai "mothers" just look like women in their 30's, at most. If mother-son incest hentai was drawn to look more realistic, then it would be a boner killer (for me anyway).

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 No.7562

>>6607

Yes and yes, but I've got these weird memories of taking a nap in the middle of the day and my mom would occasionally be sleeping in my bed with me. I'd only sleep for about an hour or so, but every now and again I'd wake up and my mom would be in my bed on my left. She would just kind of cuddle me while I slept I suppose. I never questioned her about it because I was in elementary school at the time and I just thought it was a thing moms did.

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 No.7593

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Not really

Everything I got wasn't genuine

It was as real as my sociopath of a mother could make it

But in the end, things like hugs never felt right with her

Anyone else but her could do it better

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 No.7601

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>>6607

no, and no. nor was I attracted to her.

unfortunately for her, and for me, she was bipolar, and i grew up to look like my criminal father (which is unfortunate for me because I now know I'm a transgirl)

I confronted her about her abuse towards me (verbal, emotional, physical) and she called them "attacks on her" so now I'm changing my first AND last name. There's no one in my family who shares the name with me, save for my mother, so fuck her.

I never felt attraction to her, but i'm fairly sure my mom-con comes from the fact I never felt motherly love from her, just fear (which she wanted) and disappointment, and I still have regular nightmares about her from the only time I stood up to her and she sent me to a mental hospital for a week.

oh, and here's something vaguly motherly. enjoy.

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 No.7622

No, my mother hated me. When I was small she left me outside where I'd die, but a passing man rescued me. After that she was an underhanded cold bitch that did everything in her power to get her ass back in front of the television as quickly as possible.

I still do not understand how such a stupid and petty and psychopathic person exists. She has everything. She never had to work for anything. Yet she is a horrible monster that delighted in even the slightest pain. Lying about everything, even the time of day. Fucking stealing important shit like homework. Obviously fucking with my shit, just so she could think about me thinking about her. Lying to my father so he'd rage all night. Telling my siblings I wished I was a girl.

God, I hate that heap of shit. I never think about her. I never want to think about her. I never bring her up. It's bizarre that she thinks I talk about her to anyone, when I can't talk about my childhood without alienating everyone.

I rarely look at porn anymore, especially this mother stuff, but I just had a feeling tonight.

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 No.7623

>>7622

Well, after that spiral down memory hell, I appear to be cured for now.

Sorry about you other guys. You'll find your way if you refuse to kill yourselves.

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 No.7626

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Yes, but she was kind of absent most of the day due to work, except when she was on vacation once a year.

I'm guessing is that's why I don't have a mother fetish, but I still like caring and motherly girls.

Also, being a manlet into tall girls helps to get into the /ss/ porn.

>>6730

Body type fetishes are usually due to attraction or aversion. Either some thick girl marked your life in a positive way or some skinny girl marked your life in a negative way. That said hourglass figure is more about basic biologic attraction than emotional caused fetishes.

Most girls that were friendly towards me were flat, talll tomboys, so now I'm stuck here with this flat, tall, motherly tomboy fetish.

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 No.7627

>>7622

It makes me upset that such evil exists in the world. You're doing the right thing to cut her out utterly. I'm sorry to hear that you went through that, Anon.

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 No.7637

>>6956

>Probably also why many boys who get raped by males turn into fags.

FTFY. Not every victim turns into a faggot pedo, but many, many gays have that abuse in their pasts. George Takei was raped at summer camp, but he's romanticized it in his head to be something he wanted.

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 No.7638

My mother died when I was nine, but I knew if there was one person in this world that loved me was her.

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 No.7639

>Were you guys loved by your moms as kids?

Yeah kinda

>Did you get any real motherly affectionate love from them?

She is a very hardworking mother, so affection was kinda normal.

My attraction for /ara/s come from my first contact with school and kinder, where the only motherly figures were the teachers and felt more protected near to them, and i did not liked to stay near or make any contact with kids of my age. In general i felt more comfy and protected staying near to adults instead of kids because of bullies.

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 No.7641

>>6607

This has nothing to do with my mother and everything to do with my buddy's mom from 20 years ago.

>friend is retardedish

>tries to impress me

>shows me a penthouse he found in his mom's room

>cool.jpg

>shows me her vibrator

>cool.jHOLYSHIT!

>resist impulse to grab it out of his hands and sniff it

We stopped being friends because he was an idiot, but one day our teacher didn't show up for class so we fucked off to his place to play vidya. His mom came home just as I was leaving.

>"Anon! I haven't seen you in ages! You look GREAT!"

I'd had a growth spurt and did indeed look rather good, although I didn't realize it until I was far too old to do anything with it. Low self-esteem sucks cock.

I probably could have worked my way into a one night stand, but it would have meant renewing the friendship with her retarded kid, and, frankly, no pussy was worth dealing with that jagoff.

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 No.7643

Most people here seem to have gotten their mommy fetishes from a desire for the affection they didn't receive from their real moms, but I'm the opposite. My mom's a single mother, and I'm her only son so she was very affectionate with me when I was younger, and as a result I was very attached to her which I'm certain is what has led to mom-son incest porn making me so rock hard. I'm not even particularly into milfs if it isn't a mom fucking her son.

Sadly she gave birth to me really late, so by the time I started to awaken sexually she was already closer to grandma age. At that time my ideal women was pretty much identical to her from 10~20 years prior, although my tastes in IRL women have changed quite a bit as I've gotten older despite the fetish itself remaining.

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 No.7647

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>>6776

Wasn't the whole reason for most of his issues the fact that he developed in a cult that manipulated his emotional development?

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 No.7648

mother was alcoholic who threatened to kill herself constantly and even begged me to kill her when I was 11 or so.

I think it's not far off that this neglected shaped me sexually in some way, although im not that much into ara.

I just wish I was born into a normal family so that i maybe wouldn't have ended up as Hikki NEET failure

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 No.7653

Triplet raised by single mom who had to work all the time and did the best she could for us. Everything I know about sacrificial love, I learned from my mother, who I love more than I can say... but not even remotely in a sexual way.

That said, I always wished for a more maternal, softer mother love. Mom had to be hard, not just because she was doing it alone, but also because she was healing from psychological abuse from my dad even after they split up (when we were 2). I had a lot of love from my grandmother, but even though we were really close, it's not the same as your mother's love.

My mom's a big woman, partially because she ate her feelings and partially because of thyroid problems, and so I probably have some attraction to my somewhat thicker wife (not a BBW, but not skinny, either) because of that.

I think that everyone here either wishes they had a more affectionate relationship with their mother as a child or idealizes the relationship they had and has never been able to find anything like it since puberty.

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 No.7669

Yeh, I'm a pretty well adjusted dude. I just like big titties and asses.

>>6610

I feel you.

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 No.7758

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>>6607

I have been loved by my mom and we're still fine. Back then when I was 7, I started to masturbate daily and my mom would occasionally barge into my room while I was secretly creaming my pants. She would also always go on her knees to check if I buttoned and zipped up my pants, while also getting a bit too touchy a lot of the times. Also always kissed me on my lips until I got like 11 and told her to stop. Not that she ever had any sexual thoughts, but it made me feel embarassed because I already got hard when she would lightly tap my crotch. I didn't really like it back then, but I really liked her work uniform (formal navy/black suit, pantyhose, red neck scarf). So I kept watching a lot of porn with uniforms and eventually I thought back to all these things that happened and I started to really dig the MILF archetype.

Which really sucked because my ex gf wanted to roleplay as a child during sex all the time (daddy issues & rape fetish). It was hard to please each other sexually with opposing kinks.

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 No.7779

My mother is a self-hating narcissist from a long line of emotional (self, sibling, and child) abusers. My father came from a long line of emotional neglect.

I had a brief, very physical relationship with my babysitter when I was young. Too young.

Combine the two and I have a deep-seated fantasy of being smothered (figuratively and otherwise) in the affections of a yandere-mom twice my size.

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 No.7780

Only reason im here is because i like milfs and %10 of the art here is good.

the rest of it is inhuman monster tits that don't look like human and don't look like something you could stick i a dick in it drawn by faggots with pube fetishes.

I do however like that imageset of like real backgrounds stenciled over and a mum jerking her son with panties in a car ect that shit is cool

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 No.7786

File: 2a29de87c5a2c52⋯.png (1002.08 KB,998x1001,998:1001,Mother.png)

My dad ditched when I was like five, my mom took over for a couple years, dad got mad and threatened my mom to hand me over. Ended up with him for two years.

As a kid I was a bit weird. I had trouble making friends, I only played with my toys, I was clingy, and I would get shut-down levels of depressed if my hair got cut. Yet weirdly enough I wasn't autistic. Always got tested though.

So because of that I had hair that went down to my butt, I only had one friend, and was clingy to my mom.

Short summary of what happened with my dad; he took me to a different state far from my mom, he would neglect me, not take me to school, gave his girlfriend a room and made me sleep in her walk-in closet on a yoga mat until my grandfather got me a mattress, would withhold contact with my mother, leave me with his girlfriend who was only 20-22, get mad at me for not wanting to play basketball, would get mad at me for not making friends, and would make fun of me for getting sad when he'd try and cut my hair. Used to call me a girl or threaten to cut my dick off so the rest of me could be one.

Ultimately it culminated in his girlfriend being a psycho, ended up getting raped, and no; not in a way this board would like. She would grab me by the hair if I tried to run and on two different occasions threatened to kill me. Both times included asphyxiation. The first being her holding me under water in a hot bath, trying to drown me, the second time she choked me with my own hair.

My mom came down to see me and I had cut my hair off on my own by then, when she asked me why, I told her that I did it so my dad's girlfriend couldn't grab it anymore.

She pressed further, it all came out; my mom got full custody, my dad went off the grid, his girlfriend skipped to Canada and I moved to another state with my mom.

My mom is the only person in the world that I can wholeheartedly say that I love and loves me back. Because of what happened I had a lot of problems with women in my life and have had many broken relationships due to my trust issues. I ended up being really supported by her when I made it to my teens and she helped me open up with women again by helping me through therapy, coaching me in relationships, and being understanding of my early development sexually. (First consensual sexual encounter being when I was 13. She wasn't mad or upset like i thought she would be, she was disappointed, but she understood.), and ultimately helped me be okay with growing my hair out again since I shaved my head bald for the longest time after what my dad's girlfriend did.

Without my mom I think I would have killed myself a long time ago and I feel so ashamed that I have a milf fetish now because I feel disgusted that I may be fetishizing the support she gave me. I just can't help myself and after every jack-off session I hate myself a little more because of it.

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 No.7790

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 No.7791

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 No.7827

>>6609

>>7246

Sorry to hear that guys. That must have been hard.

>>6607

Yeah, perhaps a little too much. I was breastfed until 4- I still have vague memories of it. We slept in the same bed until I was almost in middle school. She taught me how to masturbate (just demonstrated, no touching) and we gave each other massages up until I was in middle school. I started feeling it was a little weird around this time.

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 No.7828

>>7786

stay strong anon. Don't feel guilty because you masturbate thinking about your mom. It's time to rape her. So the guilt will be gone and you can have sexual partner who understands you unlike other women. don't be a sisfag it's time to take what you wanted. now is time to do things...

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 No.7829

my reason is similar to this >>7639

I was sexually attracted to my teacher. who was in her mid 30 when I was around 8-9.

about my mom, she is not that good looking pretty average. never imagine her is sexual way.

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 No.7836

>>7562

That's extremely sweet.

>>7593

Yeah... the amount of times I got hugged by mom could be counted on one hand.

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 No.7839

>>6607

No, but my older brother said that he did before I was born. Then she was too tired to take care of either of us.

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 No.8244

testing

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