Doubting Whether to be Catholic

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Doubting Whether to be Catholic Geist 10/21/20 (Wed) 02:36:23 No.58957

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Aight /x/ this rant is gonna sound retarded as hell, but I need advice. Bout a year ago I started trying to self improve myself by reading, going to the gym, doing other "based" things in general. However i also realized that I should start becoming more spiritual and was poised between pursuing my parents religion of Catholicism or an ancient pagan faith. I decided to go with Christianity I guess as it probably seemed easier to pursue, and since my ancestors had been practicing it for generations why not, and paganism would be retarded to choose as I'm a castizo and true paganism is racial. So I pushed for my parents to get me confirmed, so I had to take some religion course at the church and read parts of the New Testament and wrote essays and such and that was about it. Even though i was never really liked religion as a child, I guess I was subconsciously predisposition to think "Christianity" was the truth. However I had several gripes with Christianity. I never liked the idea of heaven or hell, no one deserves to be punished or rewarded for all eternity, as eternity is forever, one victory should not guarantee eternal safety, and one failure should not guarantee eternal punishment with no chance at redemption. I never liked the idea of the Resurrection, as Christians had been waiting for 2,000 years and it never happened, and the idea that the world should be set in a way for all eternity after God's "victory" seems wrong. I continued doing my religion classes but than I read "Revolt Against The Modern World" by Evola, and realized I agreed with most, but not all of what he was saying. The cycle of ages concept (Which I know Hesiod created but Evola introduced me to) made much more sense than Creation and Judgement, seemed more natural, and was strangely more optimistic to me. If everything in nature, including energy, is recycled, why would the entire world, the forces guiding it, and the souls inhabiting it not undergo the same? Than I learned that Catholicism, was sternly anti-pantheistic, which makes no sense to me. God can be felt more than anywhere in nature, it seemed unnatural and wrong. Well i have to be confirmed on Saturday now and I really don't want to. i feel like I did not do enough research, on either side of the equation, but from what I understand, paganism is much more in line with my own thinking than Christianity. i also can not ignore the fact I would rather live in a non-Christian civilized country (like Japan), than a Christian uncivilized one (like Mexico), and the fact that the Pope is a globalist POS. I know Confirmation puts a mark on your soul, but I am wondering if I want this "mark"or not. Help me anons plz!

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Geist 10/21/20 (Wed) 04:30:05 No.58958

I was in a similar boat to you brother. I was reading a lot of Nietzsche and Evola at around the time of my confirmation as a Catholic. I decided to go ahead with it in light of my parents. There was a sense of cleanliness I gained from it. It's something I gain only through chanting the word of Christos. Prayer, etc. I had a sense of purity and achievement. Something I couldn't get with other Aryan sects. Although the cyclical engine is not clearly defined, bits and pieces are scattered throughout our theology. There are certainly esoteric texts within Christianity. I know personally that the Orthodox Church transferred many concepts from the cult of Sol and the old Latin gods to the point where it's arguably a continuation of the old astral plane. I also am not very fond of the Pope and the modern establishment and yet I still go to Catholic mass. Because despite the problems at the seat of the house, the inhabitants still bear goodness in their hearts. Do you go to your masses, anon? Try and dwell in the world of Christain spirituality. It should be said that Theology is best experienced through the soul as opposed to a measurable temporal factor. I would say go for it. Try it. And if you feel like Christianity can not provide your soul with elevation, only then should you move on.

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Geist 10/21/20 (Wed) 04:34:34 No.58959

>>58958

Thank you for this good response Anon, usual expect to get nonsense when I post something personal on chans and kuns lol. I think you are right that I should try it, even Evola talked about "traditions" and Catholicism is probably the best right now.

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Geist 10/21/20 (Wed) 04:50:47 No.58960

>>58959

Gladly, and I appreciate the kind response. Often I feel what is spouted on these boards comes as needlessly elitist or mean-spirited.

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Geist 10/21/20 (Wed) 15:26:23 No.58963

Decline the confirmation. You understand that abrahamism is not natural. If you are Castizo read Miguel Serrano and embrace your heritage. Reject vampireish degeneracy. Today I did some reading on Statute of Kalisz and how vampires gained Polish noble coats of arms thanks to the pope.

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Geist 10/21/20 (Wed) 16:05:19 No.58964

>>58963

Another interesting answer to consider. Do you think even if Christianity is false, my concern about the "mark on the soul" is legitimate? This is my biggest gripe. And by heritage what do you mean? I have heard of Serrano before but will look into it now that you mentioned it. it's been so long since any Mesoamerican religions existed and from what I have read they all seemed diabolical, though i do remember Evola noting they were in their "declining" stages and not at their peak when Europeans arrived.

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Geist 10/24/20 (Sat) 07:15:38 No.58970

>>58958

Just got confirmed and feel new, praise be to God brother.

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Geist 11/14/20 (Sat) 08:25:54 No.59016

i invite you to think of the path like a spiral with love as its pivot. its always evolving and you are free. follow your joy.

🙏

"i hold the light for you.

i breathe in the light with you.

we exhale our light together and share light breath with all

wear your day with ease"

—Tlkm, P'nti nation🤲

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Geist SAGE! 01/14/21 (Thu) 02:49:56 No.59474

>>58970

>Just invited a vampire egregore to live in and through me, despite my better judgement

>Feel clean now

David Icke

You did mark your soul, but the worst part is that your did it to yourself. You taught yourself that vampire worshipping priesthood knows better than you. You gaslighted yourself, which according to Paul the "lean not on your own understanding" apostle is one of the virtues of Christianity. By this act you transgress against the small inner voice that warns you of dogma, and instill in yourself the tendency to be a follower against your own better judgement.

Like an injury, this can be reversed, but you would have to really work at it. You would have been better off if you hadn't.

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