Jesus, a new person to /x/? no way.
if you really arent LARPing, then yes, OP i have felt those feels.
It's because this is a simulation, like the game ROY in rick and morty. Imagine if you just played roy and went back to the carpet store man. Play like rick, and get out of the store, dont even get a social security number. If you are woke, you will get it.
If you don't get it, keep learning, as we all do, OP, you catch up quick, the simulation and it's admin will help you every step of the way, newfag, just don't give up or be a sadboy pussy about it, you've got an eternity to live.