I had this strange experience when I was twelve and I need help making some sort of sense of it, it doesn't keep me up at night but this is something so obscure and weird it horrifies me more than any other paranormal encounters I've read of or have experienced.
When I was twelve sometime during 1 in the night I decided to go to the bathroom in my new apartment, I still live here. At the time, for background I was obsessed with maggots and botflies, it was my new fear. I wasn't really scared of it but it was stuck in my mind.
By the way I'm not greentexting this, this is not a story I need actual answers.
I has walked to the bathroom to pee, and ended up looking to the side. On my shoulder I saw a maggot, about 1-2 inches in length. Fucking gigantic, The best way to describe it was, very similar to an antlion grub from Half Life, pic related.
It wasn't exactly the same, I made a drawing to show it better.
It was long and skinny, thin. It wasn't a spectrum from white to bright greenish yellow, it was once sole mixed bright color, it has two red dots on it's head. Those were not eyes though, other maggots have those on them, but I forget their function. I'm inferring the eyes are very small and near the mouth but I never saw the face. Out of fear I blew it away.
But I never found the carcass, and keep in mind that it was an inch long, easy to find.
I saw it clear ass day, MOVING too, Sort of like a Caterpillar I want to say but the entire thing was so surreal and my memory alters a lot, I can't say correctly. I don't remember how it felt, I don't even think I could feel it.
Was I hallucinating?
What the hell happened? Can anyone give me closure?
I know this sounds fake but trust me I lived through this, I can't offer any evidence, except maybe a photo of my bathroom but that won't help whatsoever. Please help me /x/.