No.75576
Alone now, I feel far more at ease. Arguably far more relatable if one was to state being alone out of arm reach.
During the day my thoughts as well as my disposition are either stable or running amuck. In the late hours of the night the world seems far more dangerous yet reliable. In lue of the oxymoron, the morning aren't as daunting as the day is. However, the overwhelming fervor of gazing a pond the rise of all living things brings refreshing ambiguity. I lie in wait, almost factorially so, sure that the sun will rise once again.
Yet, in the reality it only sustains me, it has no reign. I fear for the unrelenting sick drama to unfold once again. I fear the same mistakes will be achieved. I'm sadden that the inexperienced will be left unheard. Those whom exude talents are muted by the arbiter.
What is one to do?
Could it be nothing? Could it be something in the face of your nothingness? A judgement call only one at peace could make. Far be it easy to say than do. That no longer scares me. To face myself, is the same as a fish swims in water. Yet swimming effectively is the only fault of mine that remains. As they dwindle, I see the ignorant notions. Squandered life experiences due to excessive belief in faith that only brings failure. The overwhelming self-a-grandizing hatred towards oneself.
Can you really say you've lived?
Is this your fault?
Avoiding the monotony and systematic fruitless questions.
You're left with nothing.
Anxiety inducing yes, but only by being conditioned for decades.
Is nothing truly wrong?
What makes nothing so wrong? What makes me wrong? What makes any decision at all?
-The thoughts of a disruptive and disturbed man whom flirts with suicide. At his wits end in holding on what he cannot remember being dear to him. Young enough to be ignorant of possible underlying concepts. But wise enough to fear them. But no discretion is made towards one ignorance.
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No.75584
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No.75585
a pile of self-absorbed words intended to garner sympathy
didn't work
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No.75586
>>75576
I wrote a poem, too ;
GROW UP
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No.75587
FLIRTING = not having the balls to close the deal
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No.75588
woe is me : the poem
poems are effeminate
Men don't keep DEAR DIARIES
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No.75589
MAN UP, SOLDIER
DEPRESSION IS A BEHAVIOR
HAPPINESS IS ALSO A BEHAVIOR
FEELING SORRY FOR YOURSELF IS A BEHAVIOR
writing self absorbed poems is gay
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No.75590
perhaps if you didn't WRiTE MELODRAMATIC POETRY, a beautiful woman might like you
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No.75591
YOUR BEHAVIOR turns people off
you create your own loneliness
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No.75592
URIEL ?......
dude...... STOP THIS EFFEMINATE BULLSHIT
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No.75593
>>75576
Q: are you attracted to whining moping posing douchebags who wallow in their own self-imposed unhappiness?
A : fuck no, you aren't attracted to that
nobody is
SO SHUT THE FUCK UP
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No.75594
here's my original poem :
MEN DONT WRITE POEMS
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No.75595
SEASONAL DEPRESSION IS ABEHAVIOR
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No.75596
WRITING SISSY POEMS ABOUT YOUR ANGSTIS A BEHAVIOR
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No.75597
>>75576
unhappy?....... too bad, Bucks
join the club
welcome to planet earth
fasten your seat belt
it gets much much worse
if THIS is 'all to much to handle', you'll NEVER be able to deal with what's coming
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No.75598
I HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO RESPECT FOR THOSE WHO STOP TO POUT AND BEG OTHERS TO FEEL SORRY FOR THEM
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No.75599
>>75576
I know people who were quite literally RAPED BY THEIR PARENTS AND PIMPED OUT AS CHILDREN...
I know people who were born without arms
FUCK YOU, SISSY
EAT MY CHRISTMAS TURD, BITCH
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No.75600
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No.75601
there are parents out there whose children died fom cancer last week
EAT MY SHT, YOU FUCKING COWARD
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No.75602
>>75576
THE REALITY OF LIFE:
When humans see another human feeling sorry for themself, we don't feel sorry for them..
We actually want to see them suffer even worse
So they can learn what true suffering is all about
FUCK YOU
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No.75603
>>75576
HOWEVER:
When humans see another human keeping a positive attitude through unsurmountable adversity, we admire them and we gravitate towards them
keeping positive outlook is magnetic
YOURE A HUGE TURN OFF
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No.75604
>>75576
YOU HAVE DEMONSTRATED :
YOUR BEHAVIOR CREATED YOUR SELF PITY
Why waste your time feeling sorry for yourself?
You're the only one who feels sorry for you
And apparently it's not working
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No.75605
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No.75606
WHY YOURE UNHAPPY :
YOURE NOT HELPING OTHER PEOPLE
YOU SIT ON YOUR LAZY ASS
POOR YOU, RIGHT ?..... AWWWWW
GO VOLUNTEER SOMEWHERE
GO HELP SOMEONE
YOU WONT HAVE TIME TO FEEL SORRY FOR YOURSELF ANYMORE
YOULL RESPECT THE REFLECTION YOU SEE IN THE MIRROR
YOULL STOP BEING SELF ABSORBED
Y O U L L S E R V E A P U R P O S E
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No.75607
want to feel REALLY good inside?
go volunteer at an animal shelter
preferably a NO-KILL shelter
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No.75608
HERES MY POEM :
wake up early as hell
face the brutal cold
walk to a shelter
tell them you're there to help
ask for nothing
and give your all
GROW UP
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No.75609
there are countless hundreds of people
AT THIS VERY MOMENT
WITHIN A ONE MILE RADIUS OF YOU
WHO NEED A LITTLE HELP
it might be a guy three blocks away who needs help cleaning clutter in his garage
it could be an old lady who needs help putting her meager canned gods on a high shelf
but they're NOT YOU
focus on someone WHO ISNT YOU
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No.75610
WANT THE SECRET TO LIFE?
THE SECRET TO HAPPINESS?
STOP OVERTHINKING EVERYTHING
DUMB IT DOWN
KEEP IT SIMPLE
FOCUS ON TANGIBLE REALITIES
THE CONCRETE & STEEL
NOT ETHEREAL HYPOTHESIS
STOP
FEELING
SORRY
FOR
YOURSELF
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No.75612
overthinking is THE STUPIDEST THING smart people do
overthinking = failure
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No.75613
>>75576
oh.... and byvthe way..
FUCK CHRISTMAS
you began your blubbering & self-pity by calling your fagshow ACHRISTMASPOEM
because you're behaving
like someone who thinks
he's supposed to feel sad
and introspective on Christmas
LOTS if losers believe Christmas is a time for reflection or introspection
bullshit
grow up
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No.75614
Christmas is an imaginary concept
it's ROBOT DAY
where even otherwise intelligent independent thinkers BEHAVE ROBOTICALLY
stop being predictable
fuck Christmas
there are 364 more days to pick and choose a self pity fagshow
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No.75615
just wait
life is going to become HORRIFYING
you aint seen nothin yet
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No.75616
after you become adjusted to the upcoming changes, you'll look back on today with warm fond memories
grow up
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No.75617
AND FINALLY :
THE LAST PERSON
YOU WANT ON YOUR TEAM
IS THE SELF-ABSORBED WHINER
THE END
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