I feel so lonely lately.
Every night when I lay in bed, I imagine conversations between imaginary friends.
Half the times I see someone or even a character, I imagine what it would be like if we were friends or what their personality is like.
I know in the back of my mind that I would be disappointed if I were to talk to actually see them again and talk to them.
I had a friend but he left. We were friends for a little over a year and he ended up leaving when another friend he had made him pick between me and the other friend.
That was by far my closest friend in life. We talked about personal things.
But we gradually were moving further and further apart the last 2 or 3 months.
I made some attempts, but it was too late when I really tried to get talking again.
When he first blocked me I didn't feel that upset, because it wasn't too different from every day when we didn't talk.
It feels like it's all just hitting me now.
Can anyone sympahise or is this board filled with normal people with healthy social lives?
Sorry for cringepost.
I needed to vent.