too sexually frustrated, been months, probably over a year, and its not getting any better, only worse. I wanna cry and die because of that, but at the same time I don't I'm not going to die because of some pathetic women. I don't understand what the fuck is wrong with the entire system here and why can't you just text people "lets go fuck" and actually go and do that, at any time of the day. You do that and you are a freak. You have to date them first or be like "netflix and chill cutie" lmfao. I keep jacking off, waking up with extreme boner that I fuck my mattress, and my horniness makes me so fucking sick that I feel like throwing up. I dont get it. I just want to fuck, no dating, I want to fuck multiple women, like one night stands and maybe even participate in large orgies. Jacking off 5 times a day doesnt no longer do the trick, I jack off to the point my dick can no longer handle it and feels like it's destroyed and I feel even worse, it no longer feels appealing, i want to get this to a more physical level.
All of this causes me to build an extreme hate on women, and I'm considering moving somewhere to Egypt where I will be able to rape and kidnap them. I'm so angry at women, that i might even think rape is an option and I would love to rape multiple women, because why the fuck not? Fuck them. Fuck those dumb bitches, they deserve it.
Women should be like a right hand to men, they should be slaves and I don't understand why these fucking feminists come and scream around for same salary as us men and what not, they by no means deserve that LOL. They don't have the same power as us men, women are weak slaves that deserve to get dragger by their hair! They deserve to be home all day, because they most often fuck up things. Fuck you women hear me? Not to mention the metoo movement, you women should be treated as dishcloth. I hate women so much, it's insane hate I have towards them. They screw up everything in this world. I only appreciate women that are open about their sexual feelins and don't act like innocent barbies. Rest can go and die.