No.42372
so basically i keep thinking back to the people from highschool
i got bullied a bit but not too hard i just keep thinking about the people from highschool and i hate it because i did not like highschool and i wanna stop thinking about the past
so how do i forget basically anything before 2015. drink until i lose half my braincells?
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No.42373
>drink until i lose half my braincells?
Indeed, the Good Lord provided us a very fun and easy method for erasing our memories. Go forth and remember no more, my child!
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No.42375
>>42372
Focus on something else, like read a book.
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No.42376
Or be what you are, and use your memories if needed.
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No.42381
Another option is to retell the stories about highschool sucking as humour. For instance, my first day as a freshman, I was grabbed by three seniors, and stuffed into a trash can. You can just retell it as "a bunch of upperclassman losers picking on a freshman" to make them look sad.
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No.42412
>>42372
You don't forget, and you shouldn't forget.
Hey for what it is worth i hated my youth too, got bullied for being introvert and intellectual growing up in niggerish circumstances....
You must remember so you recognize shitty people/situations to avoid. Use your anger and shame to improve yourself physically and more importantly mentally. Get though, gain confidence and skills. Find a new area and start a new life.
I too wanted to forget all the crap , but now i'm grateful for the lessons i learned, facing hardship can and will make you tougher and smarter.
Life only get's better when you are ^^^
Find something that you enjoy, to balance out the shit parts of life which you need to minimize .
And no addiction or vice is gonna replace mental fortitude.That's all the frenly advice i got, do with it as you will.
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No.42442
I would like to forget too, but not only high school. I want to forget some of the things I've said to women in the past, some of the more mean/selfish things I've said to friends, and all of my cringy social media postings when I still had them.
I feel like it's all a part of being a bandwagoning child. I don't give a single fuck about how I look to anyone anymore which ironically makes me less cringy in general
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No.42447
Its all a matter of perspective, when I was younger I used to be embarrassed over something I got in trouble over and would dwell on it a lot but as I got older and had more serious things to worry about I would just remember it as the silly situation it was and so my subconscious stopped dredging it up to the point where this is the first time in forever that I've even thought about it.
Theres no erasing the past but you can live in such a way that the past is so insignificant in comparison that you don't even think about it anymore. But if you spend all day every day looking to the past while doing nothing in the present of course your mindset is never going to change because your perspective always stays the same. To still be dwelling on the bully in highschool while you're on your death bed you'd have to live a terribly uneventful life.
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No.42453
Go on a bloody crusade of revenge and violence.pjhb2k
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No.42456
>>42375
this
>>42372
OP, make new memories, positive things, things you enjoy. find a hobby unrelated to those years
its hard but when you start to think about those things you dislike try thinking of something else.
I'm not a therapist and am untrained so take my advice with lots of sodium chloride( table salt)
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No.42457
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No.42464
>>42373
>good lord
Bible thumpers are anti-drunkard actually.
>>42453
>>42457
Eh?
>>42372
You should probably change your mindset to where you no longer feel shame and be proud that the memory makes you who you are, otherwise you're just self hating, but that's motivated by the idea that choice is real. Did you really choose to be who you are? If not, shame can't exist nor can mistakes.
If ptsd meme though I guess take pills via your (((doctor))). If not a faggot enabler and ptsd then heroin. Can't get heroin? Die slowly of drinking then, soooo much more enjoyable (it isn't).
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No.42471
OP it's not worth drinking and losing yourself over people from the past who may not even remember you. Self love!
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No.42482
What i like to do is make up comics about killing people or making them seem as pathetic characters
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No.42484
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No.42485
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No.42486
the only reason you feel a (unconscious) need to care about those people and what happened back then at all is because you have stockholm syndrome n shit, because you were forced to be around those people and places for the entire first half/third of your life. the large majority of them were just as mindfucked as you, to the point where they actually *long* to go to university and prolong their highschool years.
take comfort in the fact that even the majority of those special ones that we're 'successful' enough to go on to uni, will most likely end up in a worse position socially and financially than someone who just worked a stable job and saved up over those same 4+ years.
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No.42488
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No.42493
>>42482
this poster is correct. 90-70% of art does this.
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No.42495
>>42493
True, we could be looking at the emergence of the next Hogarth.
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No.42521
>>42495
haha is this drawn by the same guy who draws the faces on the dollar bills??
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No.42531
>>42482
Chris-chan is that you ?
Watch out for the man in the pickle suit.
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