>>39781
>I know on the inside I'm a girl
No, but you sure fucking sound like one of them. Go work out, faggot.
>everyday I wake up I hate myself because of this dick attached to me that I didnt ask for.
Every day I wake up with an existence I didn't ask for. I'm transdead. My pronouns are he was/RIP/corpse. I intend to transition to being buried alive in a coffin with wifi so I can go on twitter and cry like a fag until Osama Bin Dorsey censors everyone who doesn't believe I'm actually a corpse. They say logical hateful things like "How can you be posting on twitter if you're actually dead?" and other things that are attempts to make me face reality and play the cards I was dealt instead of demanding better cards.
You are a dude. You will ALWAYS be a dude. You can give yourself cancerous chemical, wear pretty dresses and makeup, and invert your penis surgically but you will ALWAYS, ALWAYS be a dude. You don't get to say "Hey, God! You done fucked up, so I'm fixing this shit!" You play the hand you're dealt and you go all in, you cocksucker.