>be me
>two weeks ago
>bored asf, jerk off constantly
>shit starts feeling mundane
>one day, 3am, find super hot video
>get fucking horny, more than ever
>out of nowhere say fuck it, lets shove a finger up my ass
>explide
>what the fuck that felt good
>continue for the next days, start experimenting more
>fast foward yesterday
>call gf, we're long distance
>shit gets hot, she start touching herself. i do too
>10 mins goes by, its usually not this long
>im not even near cumming
>get stressed, gf cummed already and ask me to do it too
>cant
>desesperated, use figer tatic again
>finally cum
>continue to talk as she wants to be babied
>worried, cant stop thinking about not being able to cum
>she notices im acting weird
>ask me what happening
>nothing, tired, imma go sleep
>hang up, keep thinking
>fap again, no finger just to make sure
>cant cum
>oh no
>what the fuck did i do
>mfw i cant cum without shoving a finger up my ass
>mfw i turned myself into a faggot
what to do anons how do i get my normal jerking off back