Hey /random/, I'm here to blogpost a bit.
I haven't used these boards since 8chan got wiped.
Long story short I've finished high school, went to university, failed miserably, because I didn't know if I really wanted or could to do it, then went to work at a fast food chain. Obviously it was awful and frustrating work. I reconsidered my whole life. Again I looked around for a course to get a paper for work, applied, spent my savings on it and right at the first lesson I've realised the course is trash and not what it promised. I left. I was depressed and still haven't recovered fully. I looked for a job so I could forget all this and do something with myself when I left school and the covid bullshit started right then and everybody got fired all over the country. It was like satan gave me a middle finger when things started to change for me. All I wanted was to leave the fucking household and family and be independent. I'm still a neet and it seems like it is impossible to find work with only a high school degree. All I see is "cleaning lady required, phone advertiser required etc". I can only find the most degrading jobs manking has to offer. This is HUMILIATING. Theres no fucking way. There are millions of people working some place. What the fuck do all people do and be content with these shit jobs? I mean seriously what the fuck do some people do? There are millions working and I don't see thousands of "ok" jobs. Is everyone a fucking engineer or an accountant or shopkeeper these days in this cursed world? I would rather fucking go into the forest and live like a caveman than be a marketing agent or some door knocker.
(I am very antisocial so it makes finding appropriate jobs even harder.) FML. I don't want to feel useless. My family always treated me as a special kid that is going to become some big guy. I was deluded with all that rubbish and now I feel ashamed that I am a nobody. I bring shame to my family.
Pic related is the cover of David graeber's book which is very relevant. It's about how most work in out time is useless. Here's a review below if you're interested:
>https://achimkemmerling.wordpress.com/2018/10/16/book-review-on-david-graebers-bullshit-jobs/
My questions are these:
Are there other anons with similar problems, being stuck in the "middle of life" or anyone that has climbed out of this vice of depression?
Are there "ok" jobs with no qualification? I don't care if it has a shit pay.
What qualification is required for a regular office job where people do absolutely nothing?
I live in the EU. Are there any ways to go to USA to work? Is the quality of life better there than in EU? (jobs, pay, rent, etc)
Are there any countries that have a lot of jobs for foreigners and speak english?
Working from home? Anyone?