I am drunk, in my mid 40s and i really want closure. (And BTW I am now native english speaker). As i was 10-12 i found a magazine from my parents (i am in my mid 40s so the shit i found should be leagal ai this time).
i saw stuff in that magazine that would be ilegal today and i am 99% over that shit.
But the worst thing is, i had a crush on one of the models i saw. I just wanna end this after almost 35 years but i am really scared.
I researched before and after that i am not just ashames, i really think on a "list".
I am really drunk right now, i thinkl i would not write this.
I remember a really young girl (keep in mind i was her are right then) and all other i remember is her name printed at the page.
"Cherrish"
i am 90% sure.
And for the second time, NO this is not a troll, i need help.
As some of you had there first crush with Spears or whatever, my first crush was her.
AND NO, I WAN´T NO PICTURES or some shit.
I Just want to know what happened to her.
Do Not say anything, the stuff i know is enough. Please tell me she is ok, has kids and a Husband she loves or something.
No Troll, just a traumatised BOOMER.
And yes, you can all laugh at me, i do not care. I just wan´t closure. Good, bad, i do not care.