Watch Bill Cooper. They killed him for exposing the secret societies running the world and predicting 911. Study the Mystery Babylon Series from Cooper, it is an eye opener. Many hours of understanding have to be put in this but if you do you will understand how they have been controlling and leading and deceiving society since the first civilisations occured in Babylon. I am not talking some nonsense alien, flat earth, alex jones, david icke bullshit. Cooper was the real deal, that is why he was silenced. You will understand that most of what you have been told is a lie. Can be hard first, but the truth will set you free. Only freedom matters, don't be mislead.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=itO8A0z5HdY
Mystery Babylon #1: Dawn of Man
William Cooper Mystery Babylon #2: The Sun of God
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ANyPUYfHpHI