I'm Tired.
My Heart weighs more than all this Gold.
I have hundreds of thousands of pounds of Gold and Silver beneath my feet…
I got some of it out. I'm digging for something you all have heard of. I can't say what. And I know it's dow here, God told me all about it. That's how I knew I'd find what I did.
If I stay down like this… Depressed… A nother deep darkness is likely to fall upon me. It's in the cypher, and the first two were horrendous.
Technically the 2nd darkness was helpful, I think.
But the 1st one literally destroyed a part of me.
You could hear a million person's stories and youd never hear anything this terrible. I Promise.
I don't want anything else to happen to her because of me… It hurts. I have to Harden my Heart. Harden my Heart. Harden it from Silver into Gold. Adamant. Adamant Heart Harder than Flint. An Adamant Harder than Flint hath the LORD made my forehead. Harden My Heart. Hardened.
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Hardened. Harden.