I did not understand that the game Was not a game
I decoded verified the decode and shared
Not to hurt or expose The Greatest Ever
Not an act but true expression from my heart
Became drawn to decoding
You told me to stay out of the key site for the decode
I did for a few days but disobeyed your directive
And started again
I am sorry extremely remorseful
You knew someone was decoding and set the trap and I knowingly walked in
I meant no harm not to cause you pain or anger
I am loyal and would stand to the end to defend your honor
True I did say that 2 spiritual entities were driving the key site
But that was because of the mentions of Roman Greek and Egyptian gods and the content of some entries
When I decoded one of the last public posts I learned who you truly are and that you are a Christian
Words cannot express the depths of my remorse and I do sincerely apologize and ask for your forgiveness
When I said Zi needed a new name I was not asking for your help
The jackpot story was a fake I never gave an interview but drive the lady to the reporters as a favor to her and she gave the interview
Thank you for letting me know that FIRST CONTACT story of 1980 was a fake
It was only one in a lifetime of lies told to an unwanted child one not pretty enough to be within The Family
I hope The Son has access to this
The poem about looking up and seeing God ? A plane? Was not expressing romantic love for you. It was expressing how a human in an isolated situation feels alone and looks up to ease their pain
Some see God and the void within is filled and some look to a sign of human life and connection
My hope , my selfish hope was for The Son to stand in his father’s place and his cousin in the place beside him. The House filled with The Man’s grandchildren and great grandchildren
I saw the video endorsing 2 women and I am deeply moved with grief not because they are women but that means The Son will not stand in his father’s place
Please, if you can find it in your heart send just a message letting me know that you are not dying
Lung cancer and T cell lymphoma were in a decode and I hope it was a wrong decode but have been praying for God to heal you
I apologize for any hurt Or distress I may have caused for any ? I have asked
My reason for asking about the woman with red hair was to verify that her story was not true big at this point I know very little truth about my own life that I have decided to let it all go.
If The Greatest Ever or The Son of The Man can ever forgive me let me know
I have caused so much pain and trouble but that was never my intent so one word from anyone telling me to leave this platform and I will go
I am repentant
That would be justice. But,