/pone/ - My Little Pony★

Admirably autistic, but no.

>>320630 (OP)

So, a tulpa in other words.

Don't we already have a thread about those?

>there are people that don't hear their waifu screaming their name during masturbation

>there are people on this very board that aren't cuddling their tulpa as they write their posts

The only conclusion I can attain is that you niggers don't love your waifus enough. If you're too much of a realityfag to even tulpamance, you already know that the only chance at meeting them is through magic bleach. Therefore, if you love your waifu, you must either be a tulpamancer, or already dead.

I can do that but it takes a lot of concentration and time and I'm usually just trying to squeeze a quick fap into my busy work schedule.

Trips!

>>320661

I'd rather not dedicate hours of my life per day to something that more likely than not is a sham, and if it's not it's psuedo-uncontrollable willed hallucinations that even then require years to actually exist as a separate presence. My plush works just fine.

>>320712

Are there any farms or petting zoos that you could go to?

>>320712

This >>320716 or buy a life size plush. I have a small plush but man, it'll be great to hug a life size

>>320719

A life size plush with a diaphragm so you could feel her breathing, a vibrator so you could feel her heartbeat, and an electric heater so you could feel the warmth of her skin.

>>320723

All of those are plausible except the heater. It's kinda hard to make it so. Unless there's a tailored heat packs where you have to fill yourself and situated just behind a comfy level of fillings

>>320730

Why ride when you can fuck?

>>320662

>I've got too much to lose

Then why are you here? Why are you on a horsefucker forum where everyone has nothing left for them in the world? If your life has such purpose, why are you jacking it to pony puss?

>>320688

>[tulpamancing] more likely than not is a sham

>fapping to inexistent waifus is somehow not a sham as well

It's only digging yourself one later deeper in the delusion.

>require years to actually exist

>being this pathetic at tulpamancing

Reminder that anons already had fully independent pony tulpas in 2012/2013. Creating a fully sapient one requires less than a year. Maybe even just a few months if you're that desperate. Like me.

>My plush works just fine

>My hand works fine, why would I ever need a toy?

It isn't the same. You have to try to understand.

>>320732

>Exposed internal organs that control its movement

You know, with proper dicksmanship, I think we could arrive at a compromise.

>>320733

>inexistent waifus is somehow not a sham as well

Besides the fact that's there's 0 empirical evidence to suggest that meditation can somehow cause controlled schizophrenic-bipolar-esqe personality splits of the type that you see in books, personal experience is that people who claim to have tulpas are one or both; clearly and immediately obviously autistic or otherwise mentally ill, or have wildly varying experience and methods as well as usually gaping plotholes in their stories.

And having an attraction to an ideal female & fapping to said female is nothing even remotely comparable nor does anyone actually think their waifus are real - my plush works as a proxy for someone who does not exist.

>>320820

ayyy

>>320813

>Besides the fact that's there's 0 empirical evidence to suggest that meditation can somehow cause controlled schizophrenic-bipolar-esqe personality splits of the type that you see in books,

So what then, everyone in the old tulpa generals were all ironically LARPing as schizos?

>people who claim to have tulpas are one or both; clearly and immediately obviously autistic or otherwise mentally ill

Das ist das Ziel.

>have wildly varying experience and methods

Duh. It's meditation.

>usually gaping plotholes in their stories

Part and parcel of the deal. You're inducing mental insanity to experience your waifu; no shit your beliefs are going to fly off the rails of reality.

>is nothing even remotely comparable

Precisely. My original thesis is validated: you don't have the turboautism for your waifu.

>nor does anyone actually think their waifus are real

How about the OP? Or, you know, every instance of this insanity you can find on LARPing sites.

>My plush works as a proxy for someone who does not exist.

Good for you. Some of us aren't content with that.

>>320827

It's not like I don't want my waifu to exist; if I could choose between a real sentient pony and a real woman for raising offspring, I'd choose the pony. but, I can't procreate with a tupla. Even if I deluded myself enough to think that I actually had kids with a tiny horse, who would see it? Who else would know the beauty that I kept to myself? Why make something that I cannot share with the world? If my life is not valuable to the world then what value does my happiness hold? But the thing is there is no making sense of any of it. because a meaningless life has no explanation. Born nothing, died nothing. Your tupla dies with you. The real will continue. You're right, I shouldn't be here. I just can't get the horse pussy out of my mind

>>320768

You've never imagined so hard you came from the picture in your head?

I mean, I've only managed it about three times, but that's because it's easier if I use my hand, too. But yes, you can reach orgasm just by thinking about it.

>>320832

Can confirm this, although every time it happens you'll always be invariably disappointed, because it's only ever really pleasurable if your dick's moving through a hole. Premature ejaculation is a terrible experience.

The point I was trying to make was that tulpas and other mind delusions will inevitably make your fap sessions more pleasurable, when combined with the standard shit. Jacking off only affects your sense of touch, and 2d images only change your vision. Schizo-esque mental delusions cover all bases; you can fool yourself into hearing a pony's moans, the feel of their mane in your hands, the close feminine scent and the wonderful warmth of them…

Nevertheless, if you have any purpose in life apart from banging horses (as >>320829), there isn't any reason to condemn yourself to this life, to pull yourself further into the delusion, to not simply just dump ponies at this very second. Pastel equines aren't real, but you signed off the contract when you first jacked it to horse pussy. Everyone remaining today is condemned to an eternity here, outside of some miracle panacea. Might as well make a purposeless hell as comfortable as possible.

I still hope for escape, one day. My first tulpa killed herself in an attempt to make me see reality again. It was in vain.

>>320630 (OP)

I want a mare to **piss in my face*

>>320846

>Not in your mouth

ur gay fgt

>>320847

just on my dicku famu. I dont want that nasty ass bacteria in my beautiful mouth.

>>320847

>not cleansing your inner eyelids with mare piss in 2010+8

>>320827

>everyone in the old tulpa generals were all ironically LARPing as schizos

No, I think they were unironically LARPing or where genuinely taxman-tier mentally ill.

>Das ist das Ziel.

Mental illnesses besides the tulpa.

>Duh. It's meditation.

That isn't an explanation. There would be some conformity or some common element between people.

>Part and parcel of the deal.

???

Telling dubious stories with more likely than not straight up lies or delusions - aside from the tulpa - in them isn't 'part and parcel' of anything.

>you don't have the turboautism for your waifu

I genuinely love my waifu, but that doesn't scrub the fact that tulpas are a scam.

>How about the OP

OP sounds frankly insane and/or has a lack of self awareness to post about that in the first place.

>Some of us aren't content with that.

I'm not content that the speed of light is a thing & is setting a hardcap on space travel, but that doesn't change the fact that it exists and is a physical constant

>>320847

Piss tastes absolutely disgusting

Regards, someone who has had a mouthful of piss before.

No it was not sexual

>>320853

Was it a mare in heat? Because that's completely different than your older brother dissing you by pissing on you.

>>320853

>Piss tastes absolutely disgusting

>a mouthful of piss

>before

>There are people posting right now that haven't even drank their own piss and enjoyed it

Wow I'm surrounded by normalniggers.

>>320853

>No, I think they were unironically LARPing or where genuinely taxman-tier mentally ill.

What part of, "That is the goal," do you not understand?

>There would be some conformity or some common element between people.

There is. For example, almost everyone that fully succeeds at tulpamancy ends up destroying one's own mind (or at least, compared to the neurotypical state of affairs, it does).

Tulpamancy might have that air of uncertainty because the goal itself is uncertain. To give an example…

Per say, you've done it. You have a fully sentient mental construct a metre to your left---a pretty pony sitting on her haunches, tilting her head towards you with a small smile of curiosity at your current attention towards her. Here is the question: is that sentence true?

When it comes to tulpamancy, and other mental delusions, the goal isn't to physically impose that truth on the world. The goal is merely to make it true for yourself. Think a 1984-like truth system. It is true for you, and in reality, there are some other possibilities:

Perhaps, you have actually completed the task of splitting up your mind into two separate, fully sapient consciousnesses. Alternatively, you could be playing the world's longest game of play pretend with imaginary friends. Maybe she's even actually real, and your sheer will and consciousness has imposed her existence within the world. Of these three, you probably believe that only the middle option is ever the truth. Tulpamancers don't care, because they're flat out hedonists. No matter what way their goal is achieved relative to reality, it doesn't change their warped version of reality in the slightest.

Realistically speaking, every tulpamancer crashes to reality at some point. The lucky ones end up there on their deathbed, where they might be lucky enough to reach a real Equestria afterwards anyway. Or maybe you'll end up like me, stuck in a world that hasn't made sense in years, because my sense of sense is nonsensical.

>Mental illnesses besides the tulpa.

And this is what I mean by part and parcel. There's no magic way to create a tulpa while still otherwise remaining perfectly sane to reality. The very presence of a tulpa warps your perception of reality to account for their existence. No shit you're in for mental insanity.

If you're referring to ""tulpamancers"" talking about laughably fake stories, then yes, they're obviously lies. Real tulpamancers speak like jews---they dig so far into the lie that they believe it themselves.

And it's the goal, because you value your waifu above all. But you don't, so you don't want tulpa insanity.

I think our understandings of love are different. I am fully prepared to cross all moral boundaries and insanities for my waifu. You don't have the same conviction, and you also seem particularly attached to a sense of reality and common sense. Quite rare amongst the remaining horsefuckers.

If you're a realityfag, tulpamancy will make as much sense to you as leftism and God-ordained 640x480 16-bit color interfaces. You can't compare the logic, because there is no logic to compare with. Tulpamancers operate on a reality debased from reality. There are a few nigger 'tulpamancers' that like to LARP about having a tulpa because it sounds like hot shit to them. Tulpamancy is only for the desperate, which you'd have to be, to be stuck here.

>>320864

> For example, almost everyone that fully succeeds at tulpamancy ends up destroying one's own mind

Have not heard a single other person say this before, but assuming it's true and I can trust someone who self-admittedly doesn't understand reality but still has enough of a grasp to have self awareness and explain this to me, that's a pretty good argument to not have a tulpa. One that even the most desperate man would turn away from. Or perhaps that tulpamancing didn't make you mentally ill, and you already had a mental illness beforehand. Almost confirming my point.

>If you're referring to ""tulpamancers"" talking about laughably fake stories, then yes

Yes that is what I'm referring to

>Real tulpamancers speak like jews---they dig so far into the lie

>Tulpamancers operate on a reality debased from reality.

Right, so you agree that besides from a hallucination or split-mind presence tulpamancers invariably have other mental illness and are entirely separated from reality, but you think that they willingly do this, whereas I think they were so in the first place. I don't think meditation did anything, I think they were brain damaged initially and turned to tulpamancing. This doesn't mean I believe that they have hallucinations either, going from your own experience would it be out of line to say that you and they so-to-say operate from abstract sensations, instead of observations? As in, look at op. He seems to talk a lot about vague feeling, but he doesn't ever mention physically seeing a pony as if she's a person. I'm no psychiatrist, but that seems like a rather blatant hallmark of either low iq or separate mental illness. And besides in Terry-like scenarios involving tumors or concussions or something, I don't think that people spontaneously incur or can cause themselves through meditation brain damage.

>that's a pretty good argument to not have a tulpa

Yeah, no shit.

>One that even the most desperate man would turn away from.

For a definition of man. I assume that you don't count men turned into animalistic lunatics as 'men'.

>Or perhaps that tulpamancing didn't make you mentally ill, and you already had a mental illness beforehand.

Absolute not. I have very firm memories of a time where I acted completely normal, was as far removed from this thinking as possible, and could never consider anything other than the confines of reality. Tulpamancy---and pony escapism in general—used to be immense >cringe for me.

Of course, the last source of information you'd ever want to count on is the mental patient-in-waiting himself.

>tulpamancers invariably have other mental illness and are entirely separated from reality

Exactly. I do not wish to imply that other tuplamancers developed their insanity through the act itself alone. Turning to tulpamancy requires an already existing level of insanity as a prerequisite. The key problem I have is with,

>I don't think meditation did anything, I think they were brain damaged initially and turned to tulpamancing.

Before someone begins tulpamancy, they don't have the hallucinations; they don't hear the voices in their head. The tulpas only start appearing when they begin to attempt tulpamancy---it's why tulpamancers talk about 'forcing' tulpas (and their personalities) into existence, instead of them spontaneously appearing from some already-present illness. The tulpa itself, for tulpamancers that didn't start as bipolar/schinzo/DID/(other mental condition with tulpa-esque symptoms), is clearly a result of deliberate action, and cannot be fully accounted to existing insanity.

>would it be out of line to say that you and they so-to-say operate from abstract sensations, instead of observations?

Yes, it would be 100% out of line. I would sincerely watch her gallop up to me and pummel me in a cute hug. I would walk side by side by her in public, ruffling her mane out in the open. I would cuddle up with her, wrapped in the warmth of her magic, as we both whispered sweet nothings together.

I say would, because I took her final words to heed. It's why I can speak with what you consider as self-awareness half the time, and dribble with insanity the other.

>He seems to talk a lot about vague feeling, but he doesn't ever mention physically seeing a pony as if she's a person

What OP is talking about is standard masturbation-fueled mental overloading. It disappears once you cum, obviously.

Tulpamancers see their tulpa whenever they ping them; although if they're far gone enough, their tulpa(s) just pop in of their own volition.

>blatant hallmark of either low iq or separate mental illness.

OP just has the masturbation retardation. The OP wasn't even about tulpamacy, and I shouldn't have taken it as an example.

>I don't think that people spontaneously incur

Neither do I.

>or can cause themselves through meditation brain damage.

I do not see why you believe that this is impossible. People believe they see god, ayylmaos, and reptilians all the time. Why do you hold that it is impossible that: given that an individual consumes many hours thinking about and searching for something, he will eventually fabricate a reality where said something was found.

It's the principle behind the stories of desert mirages. Or do you believe that any illusory sighting, scent, feel, etc. has to have a basis in physical reality? I believe that someone can fool themselves into making up their own senses on the fly through nothing but sheer malignant will, if only because I managed to do so myself.

At an impasse, then. I don't suppose I could convince you to try tulpamancing to prove it possible? I wouldn't want to convince you, either---the less Lebensunwertes Leben, the better.

>>320866

>forgot to quote

It's for >>320865, obviously.

protip: one can be a tulpamancer and still lead a normal life, with fleshy friends, a 3dpd wife and even kids

>>321246

>One can self-induce mental insanity and still act as a normal member of society

lüge

>>321258

>hurr durr having auditory and visual hallucinations and being completely aware of their being inside your head and having no power over reality or your actions is the same as having schizophrenic episodes where you can’t tell reality from fantasy

Please stop with the retardation.

Also, 'insanity' simply means deviation from normal thought patterns. Why would anyone want to be 'sane' in this NPC-ridden clown world of ours is beyond me.

note for the intellectually challenged: normal literally means average, NOT healthy

>>321272

> >hurr durr having auditory and visual hallucinations and being completely aware of their being inside your head and having no power over reality or your actions is the same as having schizophrenic episodes where you can’t tell reality from fantasy

I think I need to explain a few things again.

Yes, I am fully aware that my tulpa isn't real at the current moment. Was this always the case? No.

Furthermore, you seem to have forgotten the symbiosis tulpamancy has with other mental illnesses. I won't elaborate. Looping back to your claim in >>321246, I am the inverse of said claim (i.e. NEET, 0 friends, virgin), and I expect you'd be at a loss if you tried to think up of any tulpamancer that actually acts like a normalfag.

>Please stop with the retardation.

Kinda difficult if your brain is fucked, wouldn't you say?

>Also, 'insanity' simply means deviation from normal thought patterns. Why would anyone want to be 'sane' in this NPC-ridden clown world of ours is beyond me.

Ahahahahhahahahaahaa, yeah. Why would anyone ever want to be free of being eternally condemned to never have a single human being that understands your way of life? How could anyone want for the comfort of being able to speak honestly and truthfully to people around them? I'm sorry for being so silly, anon; those things are obviously completely undesirable to anyone who isn't a dumb bluepilled NPC.

>note for the intellectually challenged: normal literally means average, NOT healthy

I'd rather be jacked up on drugs than crave them for the rest of my life. There's no healthy situation to be attained; at least not for me. I don't know why you think any man that's desperate enough to reach for tulpamancy could have a fulfilling life.

>>321275

>Yes, I am fully aware that my tulpa isn't real at the current moment. Was this always the case? No.

Well, first of all, your tulpa is real, that's the whole point. Now, if you used to believe that she is physical then that is obviously false, as you yourself has discovered. I don't understand this point, however. What are you trying to prove by saying you used to hold misconceptions about tulpamancy. That it is dangerous if you are misinformed?

>you seem to have forgotten the symbiosis tulpamancy has with other mental illnesses

Yes, and? Actual mental illnesses can augment (but also often hamper) tulpamancy. Also, tulpamancy shouldn't even be classified as mental illness, since it has no adverse effects.

>I am the inverse of said claim (i.e. NEET, 0 friends, virgin)

Nice personal anecdote, faggot.

>and I expect you'd be at a loss if you tried to think up of any tulpamancer that actually acts like a normalfag

Well, my personal anecdote says that I've met two (2) people in the tulpa community who could be said to be successful normalfags. And that's despite how little involvement I have in it.

>Kinda difficult if your brain is fucked, wouldn't you say?

Please provide MRI scans of your brain showing damaged tissue. Until then, I will consider you a no-brain nigger monkey.

>Why would anyone ever want to be free of being eternally condemned to never have a single human being that understands your way of life?

>>>/tulpa/

There, all the moral support and understanding you need. They even have a discord for all your special ADHD instant gratification needs!

>How could anyone want for the comfort of being able to speak honestly and truthfully to people around them?

Grow some balls, or accept your suffering. I bet you hide your love for pony, too, you absolute beta tool.

>I don't know why you think any man that's desperate enough to reach for tulpamancy could have a fulfilling life

Uh, one of the major reasons people pick up tulpamancy is for motivation and self-improvement.

I get it, you are a self-depreciating loser with zero self-esteem crying "woe is me" on the Interenet for cheap sympathy points. But please, for the love of Luna, stop projecting your failures onto the entire concept of tulpamancy. If you don't, I'll Astral Project into your system and rape your tulpa. Who knows, maybe she'll enjoy the presence of a man in her life for once.

>>321287

>Well, first of all, your tulpa is real, that's the whole point.

<autism projection fantasy is real

>What are you trying to prove by saying you used to hold misconceptions about tulpamancy.

<misconceptions

If it impedes you from being a contributing member of society, it is no longer a simple misconception. The very obvious point was that tulpamancy and being a normalfag are two mutually exclusive things

>Yes, and? Actual mental illnesses can augment (but also often hamper) tulpamancy.

That's not what I'm saying you fucking nigger. Tulpamancy will bring mental illnesses to you.

>Also, tulpamancy shouldn't even be classified as mental illness, since it has no adverse effects.

<no adverse effects

>Well, my personal anecdote says that I've met two (2) people in the tulpa community who could be said to be successful normalfags. And that's despite how little involvement I have in it.

How far into it are they? I hope you're not referring to the LARPers 805f9a refers to.

>Please provide MRI scans of your brain showing damaged tissue. Until then, I will consider you a no-brain nigger monkey.

same thing tbh

>There, all the moral support and understanding you need. They even have a discord for all your special ADHD instant gratification needs!

Why do you think I talked about social isolation? I don't touch any community requiring identification.

>I bet you hide your love for pony, too, you absolute beta tool.

No shit I do. What part of no one to relate to do you not understand?

>Uh, one of the major reasons people pick up tulpamancy is for motivation and self-improvement.

What do you think my original reason was? It doesn't fucking work. The entire self-improvement-by-mental-illness is a massive LARP.

>you are a self-depreciating loser with zero self-esteem crying "woe is me" on the Interenet for cheap sympathy points

<crying on a dead board with 3 users for sympathy

Do you even read what you write?

>for the love of Luna

cringe

>stop projecting your failures onto the entire concept of tulpamancy

Show me your, "successful normalfags," then.

>>321304

>Every tulpamancer ought to be a bit solipsistic, methinks.

I would be, if I could actually think straight. I can't even talk to myself clearly anymore; my mind just wanders.

You were right about the ADHD, honestly.

>Does your tulpa prevent you from wageslaving?

Yes? You would think that an interviewer might have second thoughts about an interviewee speaking to one Ponka Po at an empty space by a wall.

>Does she kill your sperm with her demonic powers?

Yes? Apart from the first tulpa I made, they've all dragged me further and further into masturbation.

>Is she a yandere who forbids you from talking to other people? You know you can shut her up at any moment and she cannot retaliate in any way, right?

If I had a single fully active tulpa right now, I don't think I'd agree with that last question. Looping back to the problem of being a functional member of society, some of my tulpas have molded myself into more than a cuck than I used to be. As a whole part of the "self-improvement" attempts through tulpamancy, a majority of the tulpas I tried to create were for the explicit purpose of getting myself off my ass to do shit in life better. This had the unfortunate side-effect of beta-tizing me to their words. Not to the degree of some of the yandere tulpa horror stories you can find, but still pretty fucked.

That's besides the point, though. If the tulpas were still there, I'd have considered it a net gain, since their personalities were molded in my image anyway.

>Nice conjecture. I've yet to see you back it up by anything other than your opinion.

ibid tbh

>Boo hoo, so you've got a ghostly talking horse inside your head which you can dissipate for good at any given moment. Totally in the same ballpark as suffering from crippling low-functioning autism, PTSD or DID.

The tulpa isn't the problem, nitwit. I've said earlier in the thread, mine are all dead/inactive. The problem is that the mental issues I've built up over the years---those that tulpamancy were supposed to solve—have only worsened as a result of the disconnect with reality.

I'm sure you'll agree that I have a severe case of the 'tisms anyway.

>So let me get this straight. You are a desperate antisocial loner deprived of human contact who turned to tulpamancy as a way to cope and now preaches about the art being only for desperate antisocial loners? Picture related.

Fine, I'll admit it---I'm projecting my own self issues onto innocent tulpas that have done nothing to harm my self-psyche whatsoever.

Oh wait no, that's fucking retarded. I will point this out once again: before ponies, I was a perfectly functional outgoing normal ordinary regular person.

>And how do you expect to find people who can relate to you if you never meet any? I can be your friend. Look, I'm even leaving you my email address so you can contact me if you dare. I've already made a friend on /pone/, so if this doesn't work out, you have no one but yourself to blame.

What part of, "no community requiring identification," do you not understand?

>It doesn't work if you don't want it to work or don't believe it works. That's tulpamancy 101. Also, not a mental illness.

I believed in it, asshole. Believed in it so hard I dug myself a ditch several miles deep before realizing that I'd never actually hit China on the other side.

As I've said before, it's not a mental illness on it's own, but it's the equivalent of saying not all niggers aren't retarded: the relationship is clearly there, you'd have to be several layers deep into denial to still maintain correlation instead of causation.

>My posts could use more proofreading, yes. But yeah, I've been in your shoes, buddy, I can read you like a book.

How did you escape then? What's the panacea for mental AIDS?

>Happy Hearth Warming, everypony! *brohoof*

Fuck off. Shit like this will trigger the dormant tulpas.

>>321311

Sorry man, I believed you to be just a self-loathing /pol/tard, but now I see you are legitemately nuts. Still, I feel the need to defend tulpamancy, so I'll say that you are a still only the fringe case. Don't do tulpas if you have a family history of mental disorders, kids!

>before ponies, I was a perfectly functional outgoing normal ordinary regular person

>How did you escape then? What's the panacea for mental AIDS?

I don't know, but social isolation cannot be good for you.

>What part of, "no community requiring identification," do you not understand?

See, the problem with anonymous imageboards is that you cannot form meaningful relationships on them. And a meaningful relationship is exactly what you need right now. I am offering you a shoulder to cry on, a real person who will listen to your troubles and take you seriously. It pains me that you are either too insecure or too prideful to take the offer.

>>321312

>Sorry man, I believed you to be just a self-loathing /pol/tard, but now I see you are legitemately nuts.

Took you long enough.

>I'll say that you are a still only the fringe case

It pains me that you are either too insecure or too prideful to take the offer.

What the hell am I supposed to do if you can't even be arsed to check the damn address you asked me to send to?

Fucking nigger. You expected me to do nothing and wrote out your post under the assumption that I did exactly that. Sincerely kill yourself. You pretend to want to help but don't actually bother.

>>321313

>What the hell am I supposed to do if you can't even be arsed to check the damn address you asked me to send to?

I don't see any new mail in the inbox. I'll send one to the address you provided. Sorry, I'm kind of busy at the moment. Please don't be angry, I do want to help. Actually, I want a new friend. Helping you is implicit.

>>321313

Nice nonexistent domain, bucko. But you can have my full attention now.

>>321313

You may want to use a non-nigger rigged mail hosting, just a suggestion.

polite sage

>>321314

>>321315

>>321317

Shit, it didn't send? It worked when I sent a mail to a throwaway. I should've expected that gmail was going to globally block tor-based email services. Plan B, then. At least cock.li doesn't have jewgle analytics. Sending a test mail now.

For the record, my first dump email was under the same name, except @mail2tor.com.

>>321319

got it

>>321319

Just use cock.li

It's the best email service I've ever used, and it's on the clearnet and Vincent is a bro

Every time.

>>320630 (OP)

Sounds like a blend of schizophrenia and autism

>>321696

Most accurate description of this board

>Remember when people would make Pone Tulpas

>Remember when it was the norm

>now if you have a tulpa you're insane or retarded

What about lucid dreaming, then?

>>326762

Never made a tulpa myself but I miss the tulpamancers. They were a lot of fun. The whole meme magik religion that existed in the 2013-2016 era was great. Very deep lore. I wanted to write a book about it. Whatever happened to the meme magician cultists? Did they make their own site, get bored, or kill themselves to ascend to the next plane?

>>326787

Do you've tasted battery acid, anon?

>>326791

>do you've

Fuck. I hope you get whatever I typed.

>You certainly can't neighsay my comments, now can you?

Not really. I just find it hard to believe someone went out of their way to taste battery acid. Did it hurt you physically or just the taste?

>>326787

https://callista.su/equine/booru/post/list/

>>320630 (OP)

I'm not sure why but jerking off to horse pussy gives me some nostalgic vibes.