/pol/ - Politically Incorrect

Anyway, any time there's some sort of left hand path conjecture I'm not supposed to make I'll immediately write it down.

So I'm officially banned from going into koshland pharmacy or being in a "bubble" of fifty yards of Brian Hunt. Mentioning that this compounding pharmacy in San Francisco is off limits to me in this thread doesn't constitute harassment seeing as it's a fact and a matter of public record.

I'm left wondering why though. Wish I could get medical care at the hospitals. I find that weird. Oh well doesn't matter probably not important.

On the way to the courthouse I did see a red head being chased down the street by a man with an Irish setter so that was "amusing".

This could be another one of those ones where someone is going blind so they want to give COVID to someone in retribution as they lose their eyesight and someone has given them a dog and said "go after this person".

So that came up on my porn on deviantart.com which they then used as a blueprint to abuse people. So that's neat.

Oh and the sociopathic homeless will get excited if they can get you to cough up snot or grunt when they day certain things. This is a crop thing and the idiots that end up in wheelchairs like that shit (ending up in wheelchairs or blind with dogs and so on).

My favorite is when the dumbfuck that will quote the Bible and how holy they are then resort to doing this stupid sort of shit.ike someone can quote passage and verse of Ezekiel or some shit and then they'll turn around and have you gassed with meth on the sidewalk while playing gangster rap about how imperfect they are.

Yeah and I'm having a hard time coughing up the crap anymore. Once they get it to give you fungus in your hands and feet it most likely never comes off again. (see weird science and the older couple in the lazy boys that end up forgetting things - I'm looking through old movies for what illness is).

Another method of torture done by the homeless is to poison someone so they have problems listening to certain types of voices which are then distracting by having pyramidal disorder by the abuse of haloperidol. Essentially they find someone that has this medication given to them and they cut pills and put it in the food of a mark in the shelter. A popular one is to blast overly pronounced English voices talking about black musicians.

So I've definitely been piosned by haloperidol again. The cups are wiped with it at 555 Beale Street I believe.

Course. There's probably a way to make pyramidal disorder if you have a compounding pharmacy. Sounds like a stupid and dangerous thing to do, but then again San Francisco has never been known for knowing what the fuck their doing.

So if you're sick with headaches in one side of your head and dont do drugs it might be because of a pyramidal disorder poisoning from someone that had the means and opportunity to have access to those drugs.

One of those things.

The best part is that anyone expects me to do damn near anything that has to do with caring about anyone around me and not just writing it all down until I drive everyone away.

Have people around me that will torment me or have as little to do with everyone in the world as possible for as long as I can?

The homeless sociopaths are using the fucked up recordings to play loudly and then having my phone record it and replay it to someone that's blind (based on the "hints" I've been given) making me block my microphone access. Maybe because they don't like being recorded when they start drugging me or taking to their dogs as if they're me and based on what I do while smelling of drugs that make me sick.

I hate everyone here so fucking much. I hope the rains are bad this year.

Oh and if you see someone wiping their eyes with the knuckles of their hands and not the tips of their fingers it's because their hands have the fungus on them and they don't want to accidentally have the fungus destroy an eyeball.

One method that the homeless will employ us to "snap" their fingers when someone uses food stamps. It's done by homeless that are mentally ill and sick and are attempting to destroy someone mentally in order to make them hurt someone else. It's just done in a combination of long term condiotning and sociopathic abuse.

I'll have the Hispanic woman wait to snap her fingers repeatedly in the middle of the night after the sick homeless man will play the long running "English vocalozation" of black music about the extremes and then the sick black woman will start singing or humming pop music to herself.

It's just coordinated targeting and abuse designed to wake somekne in the middle of the night and make them I'll through a planned series of minor things designed to infuriate. Again, it's part of the conditional tree of abuse - sitting outside the FBI office and eating snap benefits food results in the same thing as of a year ago.

There's a stupid comic book by someone whose name sounds like Alan Moore thats called project mk-ultra sex drugs and the Cia that has this done where the characters snap their fingers stupidly in a flashback scene when someone's chickenshit. It's a stupid derivative comic book that's a cliche of Alan Moores watchmen. The only reason this comes up is because it's done to harass and annoy someone to something stupid and it's "local" meaning it comes from the public library. You do this to someone that reads books so they "get the joke" and feel miserable once they find the book. A way to make even nice things awful. See also movie and song "killing them softly".

Anyway, the best part is that both of the clack idiots are going around reading the Bible and wxpostualting in how holy and wonderful, the FBI can't be passed to look into someone that's food is being poisoned or help them, and none of them could be bothered to read a book without using it as a manual to hurt people. I mean of that's the "best part".

I essence they're all stupid jackasses top to bottom and the best they can come up with to play act that I'm a bad person is that I eat food stamps and read comic books. Oh the horror. Anything but that.

What total tools.

Another method if torment is to have a few select groups of people only say a couple of a preselected set of phrases. So one person will only ever say in response to any activity one sentence or sentence structure, another something else and so on. This is designed to force the person to interact with those around them or to act out to change the conditions of the interactions of the people he is around. A form of coordinated social white walling. Of course, it's learned social behavior to some extent because when I'm drugged in my sleep and then read books about it they'll spend all their time learning what bothers me and continue to do it. And then when I seem paranoid or stupid because everyone around me is treating me like shit it's just done to make that happen in the first place. This is the part where I'm supposed to say the clichés phrase "self fulfilling prophecy". Course having more or less everyone within the city of San Francisco that I interact with in any kind of basis treat me like shit or socially ostracized me while preventing me from having stable employment, friends, a job and so on will just make me spend my entire time writing it all down on the internet. I figure "I'm not special" and they'll just do this again next year with another idiot (or group of idiots) and all take bets on it while the city continues to be a play act to make as many people sick as possible. Absolutely no trust of damn near anyone around me at all. Then when I let my guard down and "act normal" oit if exhaustion I'll be befriended by people chosen in advance for the purpose that had a hand in tormenting me in the first place. It's just designed to take advantage and experiment on people with few social ties. They suck.

I should also mention that half the candy in the city that's a "new" version of an old brand of candy (not say something you've never heard of but a new flavor) may just be a repackaged version of a candy but this time with drugs in it designed to create specific results (because it's "like batman" where the clowns are the doctors and vice versa).

So if you want to go around and take samples of all the candy in the city, the organic foods will make you sick or be bad for you, the new flavor foods or junk food have some interesting health effects that are being trial run to see if they'll cure diseases or make you slightly healthier in some nebulous way. Specifically with new bar food candies but not necessarily all of them. So that's neat (the "checkout" cabdy).

I should also mention another thing that's stupid. All of the stuff "from the past" is "really/actually" (notice the forced use of the term in English for which there are few synonyms and which is a "language construct" - see tower of babble wherein the language itself is being deconstructed based on activity or thought pattern. See Dracula.) about the future - including the podcast about the music thing where the black guy was playing wherein all the song titles were wrong (which is "evil" because "thou shalt not change one word" and its rewriting history and so on).

So you can look forward to MRNA being in the snickers bar with the weird flavor (but giving you diabetes), the doctors not curing any of your diseases, and the internet rewriring image board history. Oh and the thing with the candy bars is done in such a way where it kills off anyone that's older and small because they're more prone to diabetes. So people that would naturally be against being around drugs that would tend to make them sick because they're more susceptible.

With the Dracula thing English is really actually grommulently serviceable to create and manufacture loan words whenever needed and borrow from other languages l. Additionally it works wonders when used to describe the social situation I'm in and then have an LLM network correlated every possible thing around me and get as many people to hate each other as possible. Or you could not make the society I live in horrifying. One or the other.

Oh and one of the homeless popular "set phrases" is just to say get a job repeatedly (most likely as a joke or an antagonism). In a society where I'm going around and watching which of the nurses on the various hospitals still can touch type and then correlating that with what drugs they've been exposed to.

Oh and my cell phone isnt being screwed with too in the autocorrect. So this itself is designed to "show me" because I'd clearly write about it how my phone output is being given to children to fuck with (but they're all asleep now). This is more shit down to make childhood sad and horrifying.

I don't care. Have sick children. Have me write on the internet that no one should come to San Francisco because you'll have messed up crypto Christian gospel types fuck with someone's personality and abuse their children while they do it. And then you'll have your children grow up fucked in the head because you taught them to abuse people. Rather than not drug me and let me read books. That was too hard. Now you're kids are fucked up and no one wants anything to do with them.

🤷Ok? You effectively have what you wanted. I'm not going to go around preaching about what you should do with your kids or change anything about myself. Don't know why you'd do that.

Drugging me with poisons and then putting the antidotes in highly specific candies in order to fuck with someone until they eat themselves to death from sugar is cute. Deifinitely wouldn't involve a compounding pharmacy which I've just been banned from being around to do that. The again if someone's gone to the trouble to posion me then this is a highly specific way of murdering large groups of unpopular people which tends to make you unpopular with others. Typically (like with the "snap" thing) people will attempt to use just about anything they can here to turn it into a way to hurt or murder others (including books) which is a rather good way of becoming illiterate (as everyone ill desperately want to prevent you from reading). That would go a long way to explain the tower of babel thing - doing this to someone so they then see others using "books as weapons" can fuck with them so they start doing this which in itself provokes a sociological immune response.

The best part is that because everyone here is so sick and desperate and looking for a payoff they want to take outsiders from other cities or those that come here and hurt them specifically to see if they can get money or drugs. Including children. Meaning everyone is fucked.

Like everything else the candy is a bait and switch. You posion omeone and then hide the sbitodote in the candy from candies that have "new flavors" until they eat themself sick. Then you switch the candy to normal when they become diabetic and you remove the poisoning and the cure for it. So it becomes a "race" to see how fast someone can see how they're being screwed with which in itself you continuously do so that then becomes their job and when they stop you have them killed (wicked witch of the west, picitr of Dorian Grey, Darth Vader and so on). Ie you murder someone based on a lack of faith in other people wherein they don't have personal agency but overly rely on others. And when you "let them go" you use "karma" to determine what place in society you let them back into through a combination of drug abuse (oh look a compounding pharmacy) and so on.

So that's San Francisco. What a shit hole. They do this shit here rather than just wait for it to freeze once a year because they have to rely on social conditioning to prevent this shit. Instead of having winter. Yuck.

More stupidity. They had someone fake cry in the hospital about "bleeding for four hours" which is four "ow" ers. Because death it dying to self or doj your own thing is now a painful activity because the city of San Francisco will have you prevented from going to a certain location and then have that person drug and abuse you so that you have to act stupid to prevent the abuse. So that's the restraining order court used as a way to get someone a bubble of protection while they hurt you. The purpose then is to make friends (but in a sneaky backhanded way) to get into the bubble of protection and make the person sick so they don't hurt you. This is "football" which is painful because then someone will attempt to condition you to have head pain when you think about it through constant stress (which could be pyramidal disease or could be CTE and so forth).

Anyway there's a stupid book code with time (seconds, minutes, hours, days, months, years) ND what this means when spoken of which itself is supposed to be a defense against "Dracula". This in itself I'm not supposed to say or write about because then it's the whole working oneself to death thing again.

Again note being around the black dog "buddy" and now I have to be someones buddy or I'll be in pain. You'll have the homeless talk about being "outside the bubble" (and they have done so) when talking about how they found ways to posion and sicken those that had done similarly to themselves.

(Again much of this has been done to weaponizing books and novels through coordinated drug abuse and sociopathy so not having a society that's functional and an inderclass of sick poor people on drugs is how you make the conditions here happen). They then create a culture of forcing someone to become dependent on others and socially isolated in order to drive them crazy or make them ill.

I suppose I could "learn another language to get around Dracula" or I could just describe the situation here in as much detail as I can so that anyone who has lived here in the past five years is socially ostracized for the rest of their lives.

Interestingly there are spelling mistakes being added to the text and I'm having headaches again. It could also be times to see if I can be made to hurt or be sickened on a timer by how long I spend writing or thinking about how I'm being abused. Randomized capitalization of letters and periods are being added and other spelling mistakes. I'm thinking it may be possible to add a flicker to a cell phone screen that would makes someone slightly more uncoordinated and gives them head pain. Yep. And then there's a "halo" screen app that prevents the phone from Don g that by adding a blue light filter. But if they're in the shelter system or targeted tof sickening and poisoning you have someone sneak haloperidol into their food. Again it's "Dracula".

The best part is that this problem will eventually solve itself as sufficiently advanced LLM networks will find all the cases of this and work backwards and have the people who did this found out. So this is just me saying I don't like this and here's the method of abuse you do. Extrapolate from this to find other similar situations.

Oh, so you're using books to sicken people because you don't like reading and it's now out of this bubble? By similar bait and switch methods you can then make an LLM that will find such uses of narrative driven poisonings and backwards propagate. Analog Dracula meet automated witch hunt.

So in some sense when I find this I can just mention that this particular instance is happening to me and then say neat well you can just aim an LLM at everthing that happens to me and see what happens (to a 200 yard radius 😋). What other forms of "vampirism" can you find?

So that's the snap "tree" method of highly correlated multipronged social attack and then the haloperidol "blue light special" (again note the joke - pyramidal pain causes correlative aphasia which makes finding the jokes easier similar to "the killing joke" or all along the watchtower).

So that's

- tree based apahasic multipronged attack by apahasic coordination among the ill (zombie attack also the Joker).

- bait and switch attack having to do with vampirism (it's either this or that but it becomes addictive until its not)

- empire of writing down and correlating all things as a method of protest (Darth Vader/Mary Shelley's Frankenstein).

All of this is done based on someone that thinks they're "scary" as a way to break down their personality and abuse them while repeatedly drugging them and making them sick.

It doesn't make me want to join a cause or be friends with anyone for some reason. Can't quite put my finger on it. Someone should drug me and fuck with me some more and see if that works.

The other one is to poison someone spoons in the shelter and then make them worried about super heated plastic. Then you give them the creeping crud on their fingers so if they eat with their fingers they end up poisoning themselves.

Oh and the staff members creepily asked how I was and what kind of day I'm having and so on before handing me spoons they'd had poisoned before.

So it's poison the spoons, make them worried about superheated plastic. Now should I just eat food out of the bowl with my face like a dog or reinfect myself by eating what's growing off of my fingers? If I do the former I'll just be followed and chased around the city by someone that's sick and dying of blindness with a dog. And then rhsnr their dog dies I won't have aphasia I'll just succumb to poisoning.

Oh and "counting" is either with time or with money so it's a vampire. One has to always increase while the other always decreases.

And death is expostulating all the ways you can do the joker/valmpire/Frankenstein triangle. I suppose if someone is crazy or a complete cilynic then it's a werewolf.

So in keeping with "halo" is haloperidol and "iso" is Isotonitazene and "fetty" is "Boba fett" /fentanyl then any time you have a certain personality trap that defines you as an individual they will map that to a drug and have you poisoned.

So haloperidol is because I have a "halo". Hmm. The shit on my hands is going to continue to reinfect.me me because I won't eat with the spoons or my face. Doctor at open hands clinic (look up pictures online of people with hand disease where their skin is peeling off - those are "open hands") has this disease and is a toucher. Other doctors within the clinic system claim that they dont see anything.

Because people.touch their face with their handsand then it gets into their nose, the COVID tests themsleves may be sprinkled with this shit. I wish there was a cure for this crap.

Anyway everyone is trying to murder me so I'll just sleep until it goes away or I die. It doesn't pay to care.

Oh and the doc at open hands clinic was wearing a shirt that said rhode island which is like a speed bump which is like four hours. I essence you destroy someone ability to write by fucking up their hands which was coordinated with the homeless in the shelter at 555 Beale Street. In essence its a sick that gets on your hands so the more you write the ore the sick spreads.

Four seconds would be dead peace, four minutes would be dead "min" which I'm assuming is "minny" and so on. Intentionally stupid.

So there's something that can fuck up your hands so you can't write or it hurts and is painful.

I don't know what the solution is but if I can't read and write or I'm blinded and deafened by idiots then there's no reason to live.

Currently experiencing actions that result from what other people do around me which the homeless are trying out. So the shit in my hands or something to do rih what happens after I just masturbate makes that occur. Remember I ate with my hands last night.

I'm also drinking freeze dried coffee which I ought myself, so that might have something to do with it but I don't know. It could be a poisoning that interacts with foods in my environment. It should be mentioned that the blood samples that were taken at the clinics when I was sick may have been sent off create compounds that made me sick specifically, or it's just designed to make me think that with little to no information. Again fortean analysis is designed to make you operate under conditions that will leak information until you're no longer useful.

After I take out my phone and write this dowt he homeless start talking about heaven and so on. The gangs that set up decision tree designed to kill me and make me sick did so in order to entertain the homeless who are dying. It's a way to kill someone in order to entertain the people you've drugged into stupidity and whose lives you ruined so they don't hate you.

So the rock and the hard place this morning is being mesmerized by the mentally retarded staff members into walking into a wall (Frankenstein) or writing it all down in which case it's vampires (everyone talks to your face about religion and then they go around robbing and drugging people - hence the woman throwing up in the ER next to the guy with a shirt having to do with religion/God).

They then have a fat guy who ate himself to death sit down across from me and start talking to himself as loudly as possible. They do this in order to see if they can make it so that you'll eat yourself to death as well. Again this would indicate that the food has haloperidol in it.

So vampires/haloperidol because you won't do drugs and have a "halo"/people loudly talking about religion and then going around hurting and drugging anyone that might help you. If you start stealing things then they'll write a word on the sidewalk with a devils tail at which point youre either literally followed by a bad person or there's some other metaphorical use of a devils tail.

This is the "war" wherein someone will make you sick according to not drawing pictures as opposed to words - they then play the "literal VS metaphorical use of this word and how it can be used to poison you in multiple ways".

As to the "talking to themselves out loud as much as possible" this is done by the "dead" in order o make someone sick in accordance to the dichotomy sake side of the moon VS we don't need no education. So the black idiot that's punch drunk will play shit about boxing repeatedly while the overly fat person will talk to himself about food. You'll then have gang members later posion you to these things (by making a "literal" box around you by holding hands or acting happy around where you're supposed to go and drugging you otherwise or drugging you so that the antidote to the poison is in junk food shit).

The literalness versus metaphoricalness is what's done to someone that's a "singer" at which pint you try and blind them in the extreme case and make them hyper sensitive to sound. A needle into the thyroid to check for a thyroid problem ends up becoming a death sentence or illness because the hospitals have decided to stop helping you.

So it should be noted that what I'm describing about how I'm being stalked and abused by sociopaths is based on what's specifically to me but contextually it's happening to the other homeless to the degree to which they've been made "one pointed". The homeless themselves have been trained through this to become evil and go around und hurting others in order to make as many people as sick as possible (hotel California but the bad version). This may have been done because when I was in Indiana I bought a guitar and learned to play that song and my bugged computer picked that up ad then went through my prinography preferences.

San much of this needs to be disentangled from whats happening to me specifically and what's happening in the homeless system as a whole. The entire structure needs to be torn down and rebuilt to prevent people from hurting each other through drug abuse and disaggregated social pathology. It means the cell phone network needs to be rebuilt and the homeless need to be gone through to see which ones are hurting each other or spreading disease. Clearly this is easier in the case of the powerless as opposed to the powerful. However much of the pathology and disaggregated illness in the shelters can be directly attributed to abuse in order to weaponize human beings.

The sick thats in my system appears to be permanent now. When I cough from my upper chest I'm producing yellow spetum but it's not clearing the infection itself. It also means that the shit that's in my fingers creates a life cycle that then reinfects me though my food or contacting other parts of my body. It may be such that the cure for the skin infection will necessarily mean that it will shut down other parts of my body and make the chest infection worse. Anyone that has a seemingly ordicutive deep through cough that's wet but otherwise appears healthy and is behaving strangely may be needed to be checked for skin infections. The contagion is most likely incurable and people just use drugs in order to offset the affects (be that from candy or changes in the food supply to smoking drugs and so on). On the bus in the way back to the hospital black children in the lie early teenage years appeared to have this illness. I believe it's more or less spread throughout the school systems and children generally. The vaccines themsekves may in fact make you immune to those illnesses that kill the infection, which the infected would want because it would kill off the biology that's keeping them alive whereas everyone else would hate it as it makes them sick and ill. You can now have one part of the population that are experts in chemistry and biology in order to use social conditions and drug use to keep them alive able to then abuse the other half of the population that doesn't have the experience. Anyone that's sufficient to ciently infected will want to say as little as possible once they know in order to prevent themselves from being prevented from either having a cure or being "titrated" back to health. In the worst case scenario someone becomes a "doctor" in which case they find out what's wrong with them and then tells everyone which just encourages everyone to make them sicker to see if they'll find the cure to something else. One of the reasons that this has spread at the same time as LLMs is that the AI makes the social networking and "karma" easier on some level (robot overlords) while making the role of doctor both unnecessary and harder (because once it's known or can be calculated what the conditional tree is or how the doctor will be sickened then the become a pariah) - which means that there's an extreme social incentive to say as little as possible.

So here's the next one. Theres graffiti I the bathroom with a pig smoking plus a gun equals a dollar sign.

Ddconfing this message then becomes icig is the email address for the DNI and I ate candy and food so I'm a pig as opposed to someone that does drugs (eat when they're upset and dopamine deprived especially if you fuck up their hands). Then the gun would be that someone sticks a needle into my thyroid. And then everyone in the shelter eats apples in front of the cameras. So then it becomes apparent that the AI network will reward a twelve year old girl old men reading newspapers some people riding bicycles as opposed to anyone doing anything bad. In the meantime the "gun" is that I don't have a thyroid condition until someone shoves a needle into my neck with some unknown poison they can kill me with when I'm given some other catalyst. Meanwhile if I say anything there's now some other conditional set that will make me sick - from the "we will poison you repeatedly and gaslight you in a 72hour basis for years, basis" it may be ill just be drugged until I'm blind. See using prinography prefeneces to drug me - Laura's 73 hour hold. There was a woman at the court hearing that dripped a restraining order while loudly proclaiming how much she liked peace and quiet, so poisoning people so they can't talk and then giving them money has been a done thing before. Again, denying someone medical care if they continuously go to the hospitals until you can find a way to murder them one way or the other other.

I'll do It anyway, but I'm going to write it down. Note that today is Friday and so seeing as I wrote it now I'll be drugged and tortured in order to see if someone can poison me to this.

The judge may have known in this case with the resteisjing order court.

Oh - the way to prevent the thyroid problem from killing you is also to laugh in order to repeatedly break up the mass. Unless you mess up your voice or are sad all the time in which case you can't laugh and so it turns into cancer (see killing joke). There have been numerous people that go around laughing while Mexicans wear shirts that say "laugh today die tomorrow". That was one instance I saw in the last couple years.

So each of the t-shirts is essentially playing tinker tailor soldier spy wherein I find out what the poisoning is after the fact and then tell everyone. Like "playing doctor" you're "playing spy" and it's a way to make someone you've decided on in advance you won't let out of homelessness and poverty to feel useful.

Anyway. I'm going to go to the hospital now for a biopsy that will probably make it worse and kill me and a colonozcooy that might kill me. Then I'll write it all down again. I figure that since I can't do the stupid thing in order to not be sick until a rug pulling I'll just do the obvious thing while complaining to make everyone else's life easier. I'm biff from back to the future…what am I going to do? 🤷

Oh that's the other thing. Once you have the creepy crud and are coughing up crap from the fungal infection then if you have thyroid cancer you can't smoke cigarettes or cigars to slow the pace of that disease. So you smoke joints all the time and turn into an idiot. Yep. The other dose I believe may be a progressive calcification of the body (see all the Googly eyes on statues) that runs someone to stone (see jobs wife). Or something similar. Once it's both on you and in you you just continually reinfect yourself.

So then the thyroid cancer is to make someone scared of smoke as opposed to have to be around smoke to live. Could be asbestos itis or something similar.

All of this is done in such a way where if I say the thing that's happening then they'll make it come true rather than help me as a form or sociopathic omuerta (see "gag order" - joke).

So this is all a feminist way to kill someone based on stupid jokes. I'll go all the way down and write it all out if I have to. Fix it. I won't be prevented from describing and writing about it.

Oh and other jokes. "love is blind" - if I'm in love with the idea or writing I'll be blinded. "bigger in the right side than the left" - difference between the id and ego and making it so the thyroid problem is only on one side.

How was this done? I was given drugs that mess up my nerves so masturbations with the left hand simultaneously causes CTE and reduces a thyroid problem. So masturbating with my left hand most often means my head hurts on my left side but I don't have a thyroid problem there.

The solution is to laugh or talk all the time or the thyroid problem kills you. While not masturbating. Which means that since everyone around me hates me and has decided to play tower of babel the "bus is freezing". And since I have a skin condition that makes writing painful I can't do that to even myself out. According to valerian movie I supposed to now be "unsure" and pray for a spulrion as opposed to play with the school bus "monster".

And the it's as simple as putting the word out to all the people that have this set of comorbiditoes that if they say anything then all the people that will.help.them will disappear. It's all long term illness with no solution that ends up killing you. Everyone knew and did nothing.

Another thing which is stupid and I'll mention. When I was in south America I was going around with a couple wherein the woman was a German nurse and the man was a guy that served beer but was into making techno music. Supposedly. So the other stupid thing that's being done is I'm being fucked with and drugged to either being a "singer" if I'm a man and a "nurse" if I'm a woman and thereby made to write out my life story as a "memoir" because no one will care to write my obituary (see film "burn after reading").

Let's see. The park played music saying "you don't exactly know repeatedly" workers in scaffolding shouted "Andrew Andrew" at me twice and I had two periods in my writing and then an Asian woman went past puckering her lips while sucking them in. And then when I write about it somekne walks past burping.

Thai may be a sick joke where everyone in my family hides their name to something stupid so one of my family members names is "Andrew" (blood relatives not a made up family). Or because I drew during COVID someone named Andrew decided to see if they could make me sick - or was a dupe (at which point they cart his ass in and once I hear the name Andrew I'm supposed to take revenge for the poisoning or something). Someone walked past saying "really?" and now there are "exactly"'s.

OK so here's the other one.

Enormously stupid. But it's possible.

So I stepped on a tag from a stolen pair of clothes and it went into my foot. So the whole thing could be sea anenome that converts sunlight into stone. Ie "vampires can't sea/see".

The COVID tests would be flaking skin from someone who had this and died. And then the COVID shot would be the water the anenome purified from their body. If the anenome kills them it does so by outliving the host. People end up poisoning themselves to kill this thing off.

Meanwhile I had a COVID shot and a flu shot. And they said the name Andrew twice. And they just rounded up hundreds of homeless that were doing drugs outside at night.

See hotel armitage movie. See "an enemy".

I mean at this point I'm fucking terrified and I don't want to die. It would explain why some people in the shelter are scared of the sun.

I'm supposed to smoke pot to make this OK somehow. I just want to have a cure for whatever these things are.

Some gay guy walked past saying "layers" twice which is supposed to be a stupid joke (as in peace is a joke). And an Asian woman grunted at me and there's an Asian guy in the shelter that has this and the restraining order Judge said that "jet Li" died (her dog). There was a yellow t-shirt in a guy that had a bulldog on it that made a pint of scuffing the yellow sidewalk thing for the blind. So now somekne will probably buy a dog and then wait until that dog dies before I'm dead. And reward me every time they feed it or something.

I'm tired and sick and scared. I'm going to the hospital anyway because I don't know what else to do.

Another possibility which I'll write out because that's just what I do.

The whole thing is like a new year's baby or father time wherein someone becomes like an old man over the course of a year.

The woman that's aid at the restraining order haring that she "like peace and quiet" may have known about and exacerbated mynthrlyroid condition because hospital staff violated hipaa.

I don't know. I'm sick and tired and I just want it all to stop.

The staff in the hospitals (at the clinic and at San Francisco general) have the hand scaling issue. I don't know if it's a big deal or not.

The literal and metaphorical versions of the it's all good English phrasing may be if someone is "a hippy" or has "hipaa". The entire thing is a poisoning tree designed to make people not write about what worries them.