OP, My heart goes out to you.
I see that you declare, "I Love USA!"
But you live in Sweden, a Nordic European nation that was once home to a great people, and still is. The Jews have corrupted all that was once good, but there are good people still alive.
The USA is not your friend. The USA has for a long time now been serving the Jewish objective of destroying all White European races. Trump is a fake, his job is to trick people into thinking there is hope, that there is still reason for average people to participate in the system. A system that is ruthlessly and relentlessly working for a world without White people.
You love a country which hates you and wants to see your people exterminated.
I'm sorry, I know things are very bad in Sweden. They are even worse in the USA. You will find no salvation in the USA.
Times are bad for all White Europeans.