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O, Glorious NoFappers!
I stand before you as a sinner, a slave to the Digital Seductress who has been a vice upon me for the last 3 years.
I discovered masturbation at the age of 15 and it became a crutch to deal with suicidal thoughts and a crisis of faith, and this crutch soon developed into an addiction which has left me with a 321gb porn folder.
Three weeks ago, I entered into a relationship with a wonderful girl who has helped me through a very dark period of my life and has helped me to see that I am good enough to be happy.
Since the start of this relationship, I have found it difficult to masturbate to porn and i have taken this as a sign from the Lord God to whom i pray for guidance every night that i must stop this practice in order to have a healthy physical and emotional relationship with my girlfriend.
I do not yet feel ready to delete my porn folder, but i promised my girlfriend that i would not ever let her be second best to anyone in my eyes and so i will eventually delete the folder and its archives.
my first goal is to no longer require pornigraphy to masturbate and eventually eliminate the need for it altogether if possible.
My last fap was at 3am GMT 14/04/17.
this is the start of my nofap journey and i ask for your support as i begin this trial.
I will spend my energy in better ways, exercise and study and i will not let it fester inot stress which could come out against my girlfriend. I refuse to be rendered impotent by pornography.
I stand before you a sinner and i ask for acceptance into your number
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No.9604
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No.9607
>>9604
Well done my friend!
Here's to 30 more.
On /b/, about two weeks ago. An anon with a doll body and a screen, took request's for posses and what face to project on his screen. This is the resuld of one of my request's, now i have gotten more varg reaction images. Again well done.
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No.9608
>>9607
Here's the unedited version.
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No.9609
>>9607
Thanks based Vargposter!
I shall use these images to make my own OC which shall serve the nofap cause.
You're actually a great fucking guy and i hope life goes well for you
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No.9618
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No.9643
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No.9658
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No.9672
>>9609
Thank you, i try my best.
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No.9674
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No.9685
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No.9702
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No.9715
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No.9719
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No.9725
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No.9734
Day 39
Still clean
anon was right, i can feel the urges building again, but not as strong, i will outlast the urges and carry on
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No.9744
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No.9767
Day 41
Still clean
Urges are forgotten. found an old acqaintance of mine killed themself two weels ago. press F to pay respects.
F
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No.9782
Day 42
Still clean
2 months with gf, urges are returning as grief is subdsiding
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No.9783
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No.9785
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No.9786
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No.9800
Day 43
Still clean
Grief has subsided, although the urges have not returned full force, spoke to gf about it. with any luck i should escape wizardry soon.
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No.9807
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No.9818
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No.9834
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No.9858
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No.9866
Day 48
Still clean
you still here vargposter?
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No.9870
>>9866
I'm still here m8.
There's just not much to repley about, but i lurk almost every day.
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No.9872
>>9870
good to know you're still here my friend
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No.9874
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No.9878
There is no such thing as a God
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No.9879
What to do when the urge to fap hits?
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No.9880
>>9878
whatever you believe man is down to you and i have no place to force you to change, even if i disagree
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No.9881
>>9879
i usually play vidya or eat something
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No.9895
Day 50!!!!!
Still clean
Lookit Varg! Are you proud of me?!
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No.9900
>>9895
>>9895
I'm happy and glad for you, that you have reached such a milestone, but above all you should be proud of yourself. You did this, not me.
I wish you 50 day's more, good luck and strenght man.
But i'm not varg, i just posted a couple of reaction images.
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No.9901
>>9900
I know you're not varg, but without your support, it would've been a lot harder, and i thank you for that
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No.9902
>>9901
I'm glad i could help.
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No.9911
Day 51
Still clean
(missed post)
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No.9912
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No.9935
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No.9936
apparently it missed day 53
I'm still clean
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No.9945
Well guys, it's over.
The stress of exams and sleep deprivation and other things have driven me to have a serious conversation with my girlfriend about nofap. While she's always said to me that i didn't have to do nofap, she's admired how noble it is. But when I admitted that i'd been having wet dreams and my withdrawal symptoms had returned she's said that i should start again, and given i'm on the point of a nervous breakdown, i have to agree with her. It will not chnage how much i desire her, it will not change anything in my relationship with her.
I aprreciate and admire what you guys do here, and while i experienced some of the benefits of nofap, after 60 days, i have experienced more negative effects out of it. I appreaciate all of you here, especially you Based Vargposter, but tonight my journey ends. I'll come back here every now and again to encourage people to carry on their nofap.
It's been a blast lads, it really has been, and i admire all of you. Do not fall as i have, carry on your noble path.
All the best guys.
xxx
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No.9946
>>9945
Well my dude, I can't say I agree with your choice, but I'm glad you at least gave it a good shot. Day 55 is nothing to sneeze at, and far more then many other people take nofap before quiting, but that's the sad thing.
Even after coming so far, the work you have done until now will have been for nothing.
Just think about this for a moment, you are having withdrawal because you are addicted, it's bad for you, and giving in is only going to prolong, if not worsen your problem. Withdrawal is a test of the will; will you give in to the urges, or will you overcome the assault of the urges and re master your senses?
That is what withdrawal is, the proof of self enslavement and a test of willpower.
Of course, I can understand your girlfriends feeling in the mater, I can understand your considerations, but you will have to trust in yourself. You won't break, you will overcome if you try.
Giving in is not a solution, you're either prolonging your problem till the next time you try this, which is no a prerequisite for success in the future. Or you will forever be enslaved to this addiction, because there is not a limit to how old a sex addict can be. Do you want to be the 35 year old father that sneaks of in the night to jerk it to some porn, while his kids sleep upstairs? Do you want to be one of those 60+ year olds that visits cam whore sites?
Of-fucking-course not! It is fortunate time that you try to re master your senses. For if you succeed you will know that you don't need lust to make it trough your most difficult times.
I know it is hard, and I know there is a whole materialist world out there that wants you to get back into it, either because your defiance undermines their world view or because they want to profit from it somehow, But I implore you: Stay strong!
Not activating your body's reproductive functions for not even 2 months isn't going to break you.
Well done on reaching day 55, well done indeed. That is a good amount of day's, and a test of will. I myself am on day 63 right now. I too am going trough exams, I know how stressful all this can be. The reasons is gave above are some of the many I tell myself to keep going. The journal threads help too, because they give you a measuring device to how your progress holds up to others, and how they are holding up. I to am plagued with wet dreams, and the day's after that are a constant struggle. But I have been on this point before, it was the beginning of this year on day 52, a wet dream dis-balanced my thoughts and I failed the longest streak I had had in my life up to 10 day's ago. And I have got to tell you, giving in hasn't made my current streak any easier, but it also hasn't broken me. My man, I of course know not in what kind of situation you are, but they are similar enough that I can say that I have been at the point you are right now, and that giving in isn't going to help anything. But even if you fail now, know that 55 day's is good and that they prove you can make it if you try.
I can ask nothing more from you than to keep trying.
Good luck and strenght as alway's.
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No.9947
>>9946
I feel you, and i understand your opinion, but I feel that now, instead of an addiction, it will be more of a release, a quick release to just tide me over until the gf is ready to take that step, or something to fall back on if she's not in the mood. Fapping to me does not reduce her value in my eyes, i do not value her any less, i do not desire her any less and as time goes on we'll both be happy. i quit not because of an addiction, but because i wanted to be a better lover. i knew in time that i would eventually stop nofap, but it would no longer be as bad as my old ways. there's not really anything bad about being a sex addict, it's a perfectly normal thing, sex is the purest stae of mind, the release of endorphins. But i know that niether of us will truly see eye to eye on this. I don't wish to fight with you, so i ask we end this here as friends.
I hope life goes well for you my friend.
May your path lead to beautiful places.
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No.9949
>>9947
> there's not really anything bad about being a sex addict, it's a perfectly normal thing, sex is the purest stae of mind
wow you are a retarded shill
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No.9956
>>9947
Well, you said it yourself "But i know that niether of us will truly see eye to eye on this".
Best wishes and good luck m80.
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No.10119
>>9947
After reading through most of the posts on here I'll say that if you did this to somehow improve your relationship with someone else, then you've missed the point of NoFap. We practice this lifestyle to cultivate a better individual in all things through restraint.
You asked your woman what YOU should do??? How can someone who is not going through this experience possibly counsel you on how to make it better? You were feeling uncomfortable for a day or two and then changed your mind on the words of someone else who is not going through this the way you are.
If you do not like persuing this form of self improvement then just say so, but to follow this for a short while then claim that you did this because you wanted to be better for someone else is have never begun this lifestyle at all.
I just hate seeing a young man like you already her hooked to something as rudimentary as fucking pussy.
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No.10138
>>9956
thanks vargposter.
idk why i came back here but i felt that i just wanted to check in and see how things were.
Despite what the guys here say, i'm happy now, happier than i would've been without trying nofap.
Keep your way my friend.
Signing out for the last time.
xxx
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No.12365
Day 1, Attempt 1000-something
I must improve
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