Was browsing /tv/ earlier and got kind of triggered when I saw a picture of Emma Watson showing off her bottom cleavage from a new photoshoot. I remember I used to fap a lot to Emma Watson since she was in Harry Potter, I thought she was really cute. I used to look up the newer movies she was in to see if she had done nude scenes and all of that.
It just made me think, is there stuff out there that could make me throw my streak out the window? I honestly think that if another Fappening happened, it would be the the crucible for me. I feel confident enough that I would resist fapping almost no matter what, but would I still go to look at the pictures/videos? It would be very very tempting… I just don't know.
I think of it as like some girl that you have the real hots for in high school. She's beautiful, you really like her, but she's a total tease and you could never really get her. So you try your hardest to just ignore her, whatever. It becomes very important to you that you must not lust after her since it does you no good. This goes on for a little while, and it starts to work, you don't feel that same attraction anymore. Then one day she goes to your house, sneaks into your room, and starts to undress in front of you. Would you have the resolve to stop her, and say no?
I know that that's not a good analogy but I'm kind of tired and I just wanted to get this off my chest.
tl;dr there are celebrities out there that I really like and if pornographic content of them (nude scenes, nude picture leaks, etc) were to suddenly enter the internet, it would probably be very hard for me to resist. If there's any weakness I have in nofap, it is this.
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