>tfw I wake up 5am with emptiness in heart
>no emma next to me
>no emma ever
>watch music video with her, pretending to be the guy she is with
>she will never hold tightly onto you while you drive a motorcycle around new york
>she will never wave to you while paparazzi takes her photo
>she will never read you a book
>you will never put a blanket on her after she has fallen asleep from reading
>you will never pick her up from a photo/movie shoot
>you will never make her giggle
>you will never stare into her beautiful hazel eyes
>you will never kiss her on the cheek in a professional setting
>you will never be graced by her cute voice face to face
>you will never go to a premiere for her new movies
>you will never go to her movie shoots and witness her great acting first hand
>she will never fake laugh at one of your jokes because she is on tv and has an image to keep
>you will never have an irl bookclub with her and must settle for a shitty online version
>you will never feel her silky smooth skin
>you will never strangle her while having sex
>you will never put her in a headlock while having sex until her face turns purple
>she will never abuse you
>she will never give you a bloody nose and bite you hard enough to leave marks
>you will never be bitch faced at
>you will never shove your dick in her mouth while she is doing a fake scream
…
>never ever
