>>26861
I embraced Orthodox Judaism at one point in the past, but I cannot accept it now for a few reasons:
1. They reject the Messiahship of Isa. I have a profound respect for Christianity, even if I disagree with them theologically. I'm very bothered when anyone unfairly smears them.
2. The Quran has profoundly impacted me. It's as though God himself is showing me the way to worship Him (in a manner of speaking). What am I supposed to do? Tell him "Nah, I think I'll try Judaism instead. Thanks for the suggestion, God"?
And by the way, when I embraced Orthodox Judaism my family very strongly opposed it (VERY STRONGLY, it was almost a traumatic experience for me, but I persevered and only ended up leaving when I decided to for my own reasons). Orthodox Judaism is so legalistic and restrictive that it basically segregates you from anyone that isn't also Orthodox. Islam wouldn't stop me from associating with family on my end (at least not according to my current understanding of Islam, but I still have a lot to learn), but it might cause them to reject me on theirs, which is what is sad about this situation. In fact, it almost certainly will cause them to reject me, but only God knows if this is really so.
I said that I don't want to break off from my family, and I meant it, but I also have a conscience. If I believe something is the Truth, I can't just turn away from it because it would be inconvenient. Believe me, I have spent nights restlessly tossing and turning, praying to God that any religion but Islam would be the Truth, for Him to show me what I see in Islam in my own religion, but the Quran is incomparable. How could I reject it? I feel like God bringing me to Islam is a great mercy, and one that I in no way deserve. I still have a lot of studying to do before I make an official conversion.
I've studied in Yeshiva, and I'm currently, in fact, reading Guide for the Perplexed. It's an excellent book. I will never lose my intellectual interest in other religions, and I think they all (well, many, not all) originate from God, but in Islam I see an incomparable purity that you can find no where else. I came to Islam through Guenon so I can definitely appreciate other religions.
>>26859
>Do you think you could better practice Islam in Israel or the US?
I live in the US at present, and I don't intend to go back to Israel.
>Stay strong and come back to the Maghreb
Insha'Allah. Only God knows what's in store for me.
>Make a throwaway email
Zxjxjdjdxxxxxxxxxjsjs - Isaac Alfasi is a pseudonym, not my actual name. I feel quite uncomfortable sharing an email (even one I just made) with a stranger online, but I'll put some trust in you.
>My wife’s family can find you a great muslim wife when you’re ready.
lol, very kind. I'm no where near ready.
Post last edited at 03/09/18 (Fri) 03:56:27