So at what point did you understand the cold reality of being what you are?
>Be 21
>working in law faculty (french version of college if you will)
>slaving for a shitty lawyer because 6 weeks of internship are needed to validate the licence (3 year study worth diploma)
>get back to parent's home to do laudry before going back to own shitty little room in a state financed block, full of retards and deadasses like me
>sit at computer
>look at phone
>see that 2 last friends haven't talked to me in 2 years
>realize both of them have gfs they've been with for 5 years now, even one of them surviving long distance relationship
>realize my only love story lasted 2 months and ended with me having 3 razor marks on my left shoulders and a broken heart despite never havving loved before
>hate my controlling bitch of a mother, my even worse grandma, my dad is happy with not giving a shit and pretending this is fine
>realize all of my fridge is alchool and fucking orange juice
>realize stopped judo, sport I had dedicated 11 years to because of how shitty my club had become
>realize the most fun I had for the past four years was calling a random dude a nigger and pumelling him to the ground despite not even knowing the guy
Then of course the redpilling of the 2016 american election didn't help either since then, what about you fellow garvage men?