No.29356
1 yr ago roughly was in a severe MVC with numerous injuries. 13 fractures; most of which were compounded long bone fractures too (including both my legs). I also suffered from a severe TBI as well as spinal cord injury too. I’m a very miserable person with numerous health conditions that are severe. Just don’t understand why I’m punishing myself any longer by still being here. I was only 18 y/o (20 now) at the time too. I spend most my days lying in bed all day except from when I’m in school which I have very poor attendance because of all this bs. I don’t know what to do anymore really. Ive been getting fucked over this entire time and I recently lost a very small script of 1500mg Oxycodone a month :/. It’s been about 3 months. Very hard. I’ve already attempted suicide 2x (both very serious). I ingested 1100mg of Amlodipine and miraculously survived. I have severe hypertension and tachycardia due to all the pain and the head injury I suffered too which is probably why I survived. I was intubated and in coma for 4 days. The other time was very serious too but my gun jammed (12gauge 00 buckshot through the mouth). I got my 308. And my shotty next to me and I don’t know what the point of continuing anymore. Is there anything I could do to get any sort of relief acutely? I considered calling my GP or going to the ER but came to the conclusion it’d probably just be a waste of time. Help me before I blow my brains out please. Is there anything I can do? I’m extremely limited in resources as I live in rural New Hampshire. There’s like 2 hospitals around and they’re very far. Access to Pain doctor would probably take months. I don’t know what to do… don’t have any hope left nor do I care if I live or die… I just don’t want to hurt the ones around me; even though I’ll probably still end up doing it. Really is there absolutely anything that I can do to get acute relief? Again, I don’t care wether I live or die.. and I’ll pull the fucking trigger wo hesitation.. I’m not asking for me… I’m asking for the people around me.
Thank you guys
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No.29357
You should've posted this elsewhere, brother. You aren't going to find any help here. Just faggots who are only here 'cause they got turned down by the local Lolita and Tanqueray. Do what's best for you, but asking for people here to help you is like asking a Catholic priest to watch your son.
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No.29359
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No.29360
>>29356
I am sorry you are suffering friend. There are some states like California, Washington, Montana, and some counties on New Mexico where Dr. Assisted suicide is legal. I don't want to be a retard but if you have tried 2 times already perhaps you should put that on the shelf. It is your body , your choice but if you do decide to do it do it right. Also there is the dark web that has all sorts of substances that seem to be toxic but again I am not encouraging you to go down that road.
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