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▶ abused for terminal illness Doomer 03/26/20 (Thu) 19:35:43 No.26686 [Watch Thread][Show All Posts]

I got a serious illness at age 16 and my family and doctors misdiagnosed it as a mental health problem. since this began 5 years ago I have now been diagnosed with an extremely painful condition as a result of the neurological disease.

my family uses the painful disease in order to intentionally aggravate my pain and frame it as a mental health disorder.

I have reached a dead end with this disease my family will not let me be admitted to a hospice and doctors have begun intentionally misdiagnosing me as a hypochondriac and accusing me of schizophrenia.

my parents are searching for ways to get me permanently institutionalized in a facility for schizophrenics, it will be an extremely painful death because I don't have any mental illness I have a very painful condition which requires medications for pain and sleep etc.

I have decided the only way to have a painless death is suicide, if my family is going to force me into suicide I feel like I should give in and commit suicide like the kamikaze in japan.

if I am facing inevitable defeat than it is more honorable to die fighting than to die from defeat.

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▶Doomer 03/26/20 (Thu) 21:01:56 No.26687

what are you supposed to do as a teenager being abused for a neurodegenerative disease.

I have been getting abused for my terminal disease all my life, now I am going to be killed my own parents.

If they are going to force me into suicide is kamikaze a suitable suicide method?

is kamikaze a recommended suicide method?

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▶Doomer 03/27/20 (Fri) 01:54:16 No.26688>>26689

my family has been intentionally harassing me and abusing me for the past 5 years.

they take advantage of misdiagnosing with mental health disorders.

my entire life has been destroyed by my family, doctors and other people taking advantage of my terminal disease.

now they expect me to commit suicide, so I will but not in the method they expect, I believe in japanese philosophies about suicide.

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▶Doomer 03/27/20 (Fri) 08:52:36 No.26689>>26694

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>>26688

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▶Doomer 03/27/20 (Fri) 17:15:10 No.26692

I reached out to friends about how I am being severely abused for my terminal illness but their is nothing I can do to stop my abusive parents they want to hurt me

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▶Doomer 03/27/20 (Fri) 23:39:57 No.26694

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I'm not sure what you mean by kamikaze method. Are you suggesting you are going to kill your parents and at the same time take yourself out in some kind of attack? Well don't answer that, if that's what you mean, but I would suggest against it.

The guilt and failure your parents will feel for their lifetime, plus the expenses of dealing with your corpse and burial, will be a pretty fucking good punishment if you hate them so much. A simple note blaming them harshly will do, too. They will never get over that shit.

>>26689

>Bless you my child, for I am watchful.

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▶Doomer 03/28/20 (Sat) 03:19:33 No.26696

things like these are the ones that remind me why a long time ago i came to the conclusion about how existence doesnt give a damn about oneself. godspeed my man, death will be your last struggle

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▶Doomer 03/30/20 (Mon) 02:09:34 No.26732

If my dad continues to abuse me I might decide to poison his food with a high dose of viagra.

if I give a high dose it will cause priapism and his penis will need to be amputated at the hospital after becoming infected.

In the middle of corona virus.

I think its a symbolic fate for an abusive father to die from priapism.

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▶Doomer 03/31/20 (Tue) 04:15:19 No.26738

issue resolved it seems like people were taking advantage of the disease to dissect whatever was left of my mind and personality.

it was confusing me and I became aggressive and suspicious of others.

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