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No.19001
If you are young, daily reminder that nothing will "get better" after your sweet little university times or your first job. Men peak in their 20s whether you like it or not. You've got last chance to delay this process of degradation before your brain turns into mashed potatoes relying on comfort, stereotypes (or going totally insane), not willing to take risks anymore so easily; before your body turns into useless waste of energy, losing your strength, stamina, breath, your sight, your youth, your hair and blood in your dick. Living past your 30s is already considerable but living past your 40s makes no sense at all unless you have something/somebody you can take care of. Long life ahead of you is in a lot of cases just illusion of modern medicine, trying to fix issues of modern world it created while poisoning you every single day. In best case scenario you are already way too far behind your half-time and very close to point of your peak in life. Nothing will save you, no ideology, no savior, no leader, no movement, no sweet little waifu, we are running with our heads to the hardest wall ever, made from our mistakes and own stupidity. Just keep that in mind when you will be 40, dying from some virus shit carried by mosquitoes from africa because of climate change or shitting to bag after cancer, watching your kids waiting for death as well, replay in that moment my words "I told you so".
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No.19012
>implying i would pass the 40 years barrier
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No.19016
>>19001
Ah fuck you, you don't even know. College has been the lowest point in my entire life–I spent years working and living on my own before coming here, and this is true hell. I haven't slept on a bed in at least a week now, I just sleep in a sleeping bag on the floor of any building I can get into (though I've had to sleep outside on one occasion).
Every single student out of the tens of thousands attending is an awful person, without exception. They are crass, stupid, unskilled, and unwanted. They stay out late, partying well past 3 in the morning. They wake me up almost every night now. There's this shitty bell a block away from my apartment building, and they rang it all day and all night, and it makes it impossible to sleep. Last night there were hundreds of students ringing the bell and playing in a nearby fountain at around 2 AM (this morning the entire field is still littered with discarded clothes, shoes, confetti etc.). I asked them why they were doing it and they said it was "because it was the last day of freshman year" and I kept asking them why they had to be so loud and wake me up and they just ignored me. It's gotten to the point where I am on the verge of tears when it's 11 PM and I decide to go to sleep because I just know it won't work. It's my first year living here so I don't know what days I'm going to be kicked out and what days I'll be allowed to sleep in my apartment, so I often end up trying to sleep for two or three hours before being forced out at around 2 AM, and only get about five hours of sleep a night as a result.
Football season is worse because of boomers who tailgate in the parking lot outside my window (I'm on the second floor). They play trap music to seem young and cool and watch the football games on TVs in the parking lot while the stadium is several blocks away. Thousands of people literally show up not to watch the game, but to sit in a parking lot and watch a broadcast of the game. They think they're 'part of something' because other people wear the same stupid fucking jerseys as them and they walk around town thinking the 20-year-old students like them/respect them because they like a football team with vaguely associated with the university but only in name.
I've been going here two years, I'm in my mid-20s now, older than most students–I certainly have more life experience, having moved out as soon as I finished high school, and I truly despise everyone. Working for $8.30 an hour in a kitchen was far easier, far more pleasant, and far more comfortable than all this. I'm just here for the degree. But I think it is highly probably that these will be the absolute worst years of my life. Literally having a bed is an improvement over college.
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No.19021
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No.19022
>>19001
I'm way ahead of you fren. I have my suicide ready and well-planned. As soon as I turn 40, I'm signing off. See ya space cowboy!
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No.19028
There'll be more to watch burn when I turn 40, if I last that long
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No.19038
thanks for the motivation. i've stopped caring about my health long ago, i'm waiting for the slow decline it's either gonna be a toss up between lung cancer or liver failure though you can't fault me for making the most out of the things i enjoy
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No.19039
>19004
My Asperger's made me give up and accept the pharmaceutical Jew when I realized other people were just the crabs in the bucket. They will fight for nothing, not even to improve their own lot in life, assuming they even have the intelligence to recognize there are problems to begin with. And if you're unlucky to be born with the recycled soul of a nobleman to peasant parents in peasant society, then you are stuck with every single one of them pulling you back down. Then you have to realize you can't even take your seat in your rightful place because the world has become wholly Jewish. Intelligence is less valued than manipulation, and gay things like "work ethic" are pushed by boomers who think their life has no purpose unless they're making the children of Judea rich.
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No.19043
I've been rather pathetically trying to kill myself for a while now. Poor execution this last time left me in a hospital. I'm not sure I can do it with drugs like I want to, depends on if I can find them again and get a huge enough quantity. But I think I'm finally cozying up to a shotgun just because it seems more reliable… my vanity still makes me worry about it, though. I'd like to die pretty, and though I can part with that for death my history of fuckups makes me worry - what if I failed even with a gun and simply ended up disabled and deformed? These shitbags would keep me here 'alive.'
Every day I try to pretend to like things besides death, and it only gets harder. My time has come some time ago. Only death will wait for me.
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No.19049
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No.19052
>>19049
lostallhope.com is based
Also remember shotty should be pointed to head. It should NOT be put into mouth or below chin. That's a recipe for disaster.
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No.19057
>>19028
I used to be excited about this, now I'm not so much. What would truly change if world would collapse right now into flames, blood and tears? Literally same shit, another day. I don't even read news anymore, it's as if nothing is real anymore and I'm watching some retarded movie, except it's reality, as people call it.
>>19038
>you can't fault me for making the most out of the things i enjoy
I don't. Drink, fight and fuck.
>>19052
Good advice is to not use hollow points.
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No.19060
>>19001
I realized this a few years ago. The only thing stopping me is my belief in God/the afterlife. I need to really work up the will to KMS, I keep praying I won't have to though and I die of cancer or something first.
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No.19065
>>19057
I wouldn't say I'm excited for it, but if I'm around, I won't have much else to do but watch or jack off and play vidya
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No.19095
>>19065
I've been living the jack off and vidya life for the past year and a half, I'm not sure how much of it I can take anymore. I keep trying to remind myself that its all fucking pointless and I may as well indulge, but after a while I feel so pent up and frustrated. The only solace I have now is the ridiculousness of current events, but as you say, a while longer and it will all be in flames.
>>19057
What would change? I think that the world would shift from retardation to reality. Its hard to engage in culture right now because of how superficial and alien everything feels. The things that people genuinely care about (video games, television, celebrity), the blatantly spoonfed western political dialogue and the ridiculous social parading will all be washed away once society falls. All of the bullshit that we entertain ourselves with will disappear in an instant. And I am very excited to see what happens.
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No.19546
>Living past your 30s is already considerable but living past your 40s makes no sense at all unless you have something/somebody you can take care of.
this unironically
One of my sisters is actually pretty well off in life. Only thing she needs is good husband. The other one is more chaotic, still in uni. No stable income. When she is stable I can finally take the last voyage without worries.
>no sweet little waifu,
I still love her nevertheless
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No.19551
>>19022
>I have my suicide ready and well-planned. As soon as I turn 40, I'm signing off.
Isn't this just like when people tell themselves they'll start losing weight next Monday? Next month's Monday, at the latest. One of these days.
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