>>820219
>Have anyone of you ever lost faith in God?
Yeah, I think after middle school I kinda stopped caring about my relationship with Him and I viewed it more like a wishing well where I'd always ask for things and never really expect them to be fulfilled.
>Did you ever find it again?
Yeah
>How did you find it again?
In college, oddly enough. I started to feel a subtle pull towards the faith one summer, like out of nowhere I started thinking "maybe I should read the Bible sometime, I've never actually done that before". Then that led me back to church (I was raised catholic and started going to the catholic ministry on campus), and I got pretty serious with it. That was a little over a year ago now I think. Then last fall I met a wonderful girl, except she's an evangelical protestant (southern Baptist). I had never had any real experience with other types of Christians before, so our relationship got me wondering about what the truth really is. I started reading the Bible more attentively and with more of my heart and soul in it, and at this point I'm pretty much 100% a Bible believing Christian (mostly I'd say I fall under the Baptist umbrella).
>Now well my life is pretty miserable in some aspects, and i'm trying to find Him again and I struggle. Any help?
Read your Bible. It has the answers to all of life's hard questions, and it's one of the best ways we have of hearing what God wants us to do.