When I was young, an older boy of gypsy origin almost raped me, he didn't manage it because he didn't get an erection when he forced me to kiss his penis. This traumatized me, as I was only 6 or 7 when it happened, but today I forgave him and prayed for him, and it felt great. This is my testimony, remember that if you forgive other people when they sin against you, your heavenly Father will also forgive you. Learn to forgive