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>And from what I have been reading about schizophrenia, well, I think there is a spiritual component to it.
My brother has it, the spiritual component is sometimes the excuse for not accepting it and not listening to the solid advice from family and doctors. The ego becomes inflated, you will sometimes think only you have the answers, and when you start to doubt, your fear will become inflated and you will think that you are the center of attention for those who want to get you for some reason or another. I will give you some advice, and you will ignore it likely:
The most important thing in your life should become sleep, peace, and self awareness. Your brain chemistry will fail you if you don't rest or get too worked up and go into a scary mode that will do absolutely no good for you and everyone around you. You have a responsibility to take care of yourself more than anyone else, because you can lose control of your sense of reality and all that comes in it. Sleep 8 hours everyday, no exceptions– this will give you recovery and health.
Peace is now the goal– you will have no enemies and you will not seek confrontation of any kind for this will lead to unneeded stress which will endanger your health. You will not use people, you will not let yourself be used by others. You will never think you are better than anyone else, nor will you let yourself think you are worse than anyone else. You exist, you have time on Earth, you will do good things and try to have fun while you can, just like everyone else. You will be wise to be kind to others in your situation, they will be the only ones who understand you and will not be scared away if and when you get sick.
Self-awareness is the key to everything. Everyday you should ask yourself how you are doing realistically. If you can get to the point of analysis of every thought, and reject poor thoughts that will betray you– you will beat the illness completely. If you see something that is likely not there, the first thought you should have is that you have the ability to do this and so you should not be happy nor sad, excited or afraid of it, and center yourself with calming breaths and thoughts of calm and then move on or document them and note the emotions and thoughts or events that took place before they appears– same for audio only appearances as well.
Be good, have good thoughts, and be centered and know that following this path will lead you true. I know because I heard things that could not be when I was a young adult and I put a stop to it. My brother did not and like to think the women on the radio are singing just for him.