>>9335
I can help you. I am a Hermeticist (which makes me pagan). The first step for you, concerning pantheons anyways, is to know all the different theories concerning them (all of which are true in their own way btw).
There is:
>the archetypal theory
They represent archetypes which have been personified (see: law of personification). Any pantheon will usually have gods for each archetype.
>the egregore theory
They're basically memetic thoughtforms that have grown to sustain themselves off of the thoughts and emotional-energy of many people. It should be noted there are sometimes multiple egregores of the same God running about.
>the respected/exalted dead ancestor theory
In this version each God is really a human ancestor who was extremely adept in magick and so others began to worship them and give energy to them and they still interact with us to this day helping us.
Here is one of my threads on /pol/ btw: >>>/pol/4599545
You can learn a lot about how to work with pantheons from chaos magick (which is where I started years ago). I personally refuse to work with pantheons, though sometimes entities come to me of their own accord, who assume famous names (e.g. a "Moloch" and a "Satan" have visited me before). My reason for ignoring pantheons is they are too glamor-tier, anyone can assume an impressive or pleasing form, and take whatever name they want. There are elementals that will trick you.
I use rituals to contact the intelligences I need for various operations without the use of names. If I'm going to use a name at all, it's going to be to label an entity or realm I create, to make it easier to call them back or return to that place and to stabilize the entity or realm.
I recommend you read everything in here: https://8ch.net/fringe/faq.html
As for hell and heaven those are states of being. There are heavenly realms and hell-like realms and these occur on all planes; this physical plane and the higher astral planes. If you want to avoid "hell", purify your mind and embody as many virtues as you can. You should read Life Beyond Death and Reincarnation and The Law of Karma in my library under the New Thought section.
The first step in Initiation Into Hermetics by Franz Bardon has you look at yourself through the black and white mirrors. The purpose of this is to know yourself (self-knowledge). When look through the black mirror, you must absolutely trash yourself, and find every vice, every weakness, every character defect, and bring it all to light (be aware of it). When looking through the white mirror, you must discover all your virtues. You will use them to your advantage consciously and in knowing your vices you will uproot them and work on correcting them. This will purify your soul and enable you to progress to the advanced stages of magickal attainment.
I assure you that if you read everything in the /fringe/ FAQ you will have a clear, rational, self-consistent, and well fleshed out understanding and the formulas needed to manifest and attain anything you desire.
You're not aware of it right now but you are embedded in a hotbed of magickal activity. When you are ready, you will be able to go out and discover the local spirits, embrace traditions which can not ever die though they may be renamed and rediscovered many times, and live a distinctly pagan way of life. It's all there within you, in your soul, in your blood. The memories of your ancestors run through you. You may even speak their language, though it may be lost entirely today, and may have not been used in hundreds of years.
I recommend you don't look for the Gods. They will come to you of their own accord; and if they do you must test them. You don't need to read a revisionist blog to connect or anything, you just need to spiritual knowledge required to overcome spacetime, and you will make genuine connections to your past and be able to bear to light knowledge which presently isn't written anywhere.